/abdl/ - Adult Baby - Diaper Lover★

Took two tabs of acid (supposedly 100mcg each but you never really know) while wearing a diaper. I definitely didn't regress, I just stayed in bed and became identical to the evolutionary history of humans. It wasn't a bad experience, but it wasn't what I was looking for when I put the diaper on. It was also a less varied trip than usual because usually having to get up to pee forces a change in setting every once in a while and mixes things up. Overall wouldn't recommend.

Shrooms might be better suited. I've only had two high dose shroom trips, but based on those experiences I'd say that they are more likely to make me more engaged in the world around me, versus acid, which sucks me into a fantastical world of ideas, connected to my surroundings in only an abstract way.

Oh, I have had a couple great expeiences with my gf diapering me on the afterglow after taking mdma though. That's the best drug for feeling little IMO.

Anyone try robotripping and padding up?

I have trouble regressing and getting into ABDL “headspace” or whatever. There’s this constant feeling of shame like someone is watching and judging me even if I’m completely alone. Anyway, I’ve been thinking about trying some drugs to lower my inhibitions and get over this shame. I’ve seen that you can buy shroom spores online and grow your own. Anyone have experience with diapers/ABDL and shrooms?

i like stims and amphetamines in lil space. not sure if i can relate but i feel extra "silly" if you will. more prone to laughter fits and more sensitive to emotion. I mostly dabble with RC's now.

Psychrdelics have been outta my forte for years now, never liked it as much as I like the rush I get from stims and amphetamines.

I took shrooms yesterday and tried having an ABDL experience.

What happened was I became very drowsy, hazy, and just lay there listening to classical music while thinking how love and compassion are the only "truths" one can live by.

I have been going through very intense lifestyle and personality changes through therapy after a recent deep depression. What I wanted to do was connect with the world and other people on a deep, spiritual level, and found that diapers and regression weren't really that appealing to me at the time.

I had masturbated the day before, many times, to ABDL fantasies, so it's possible I "spent" all my ABDL desires, and coupled with recent philosophical and personality changes, just wasn't "feeling" something so familiar and isolating to me, rather wanting to explore new things, like openness with others, finding a girlfriend, and so on.

The year prior I had been taking a lot of cocaine, however (just before my huge depression). The cocaine, while not great quality, enabled me to just pace around in my room, baby cartoons like Dora the Explorer playing on my computer, looking at myself in the mirror, routinely switching costumes, playing with toys on the floor, and so on. It really enabled a very hyper period of total enjoyment in regression and self-awareness as a baby. This feeling was quite "manic", however, and while I was incredibly excited and turned on, there was little time to stop and appreciate little things. I found a constant desire to switch clothes, diapers, TV shows, toys, to always renew that "heart skipping a beat" feeling, almost like rotation or like clockwork. I'm sure to an outside observer, I must have looked a little crazy.

Nonetheless I feel the urge coming to try something like MDMA or cocaine again… by far, that has been my funnest time with diapers. I might want to do something like hire a dominatrix to come and visit me, and take a very small dose of something like MDMA to just really enjoy it that much more.

>>90468

>There’s this constant feeling of shame like someone is watching and judging me even if I’m completely alone.

This might be something you want to address within yourself. Of course, we're all discussing drug use in this thread because it makes that "fantasy" a little more accessible, and I have struggled (still do) with a lot of shame and with self-acceptance. Nonetheless I think it's really important to focus on self-acceptance first and foremost, without resorting to drugs. I think the use of drugs to "forget yourself" will only stagnate you on your journey to complete self-love and self-acceptance. Don't see drugs as a "cure" for your self-directed problems, I guess is what I'm saying.

>>90550

Have you tried smoking weed while diapered? I do this pretty often and it helps for me to make the experience more enjoyable but I can't say I feel "regressed" while high and diapered.

Wonderful combination, wonder why I don't here about it more!

https://www.npr.org/2016/04/17/474569125/your-brain-on-lsd-looks-a-lot-like-a-babys

Apparently adult brains on LSD mimic the brain activity of infants. I wonder if being a baby actually is like being on acid. Maybe rugrats was onto something

>>90058 (OP)

Pure MDMA and diapers was one of the most incredible experiences I have ever had. Watched Rugrats with my gf at the time and I felt like I had actually turned into a big baby.

Pacifier didn't leave my mouth the whole time. My gf kept "checking my diaper," she said that she kept forgetting that I was her bf and not a real baby.

Every touch and movement was profoundly enjoyable. It was an incredibly bonding experience as well. I will never experience anything like that again most likely, maybe one of the most enjoyable experiences that I have ever had wearing diapers.

I used to get high all the time too. Didn't really help one way or another. Honestly, I don't recommend weed. You will just waste a lot of your time on stuff you will regret later.

Sober now. And I haven't worn a diaper in like a year also. I don't miss intoxicating myself, but I do miss diapers.

I have tried weed few times and every time I get fucking sick and somewhat paranoid toom No laughing or euphoria at all. It's not my drug and well maybe good so. But still when high it definitely feels good down there, like having a diaper or balloon or something in my pants and my dick becomes more sensitive.

I have thought trying it some time when im alone just to test what will diapers and fapping feel when high. Maybe watching kids cartoons would make me feel safe too :) But fuck it I will not try because getting used to some drug is just stupid af and sounds like summoning new menthal health problems in long term…

>>93580

Probably because of all the stigma surrounding 'illegal' drugs.

The sheeple be like: "Alcohol, cigarettes and caffeine good, drugs bad"

Omitting the fact that all of the above are classed as drugs too. But since they're 'legal' they must be safe, riiiiiiight?

>>90058 (OP)

Had a great padded trip last night. Diapers make tripping easier because you can ignore you bladder and bowels and go potty without having to get out from under the blanket

Where do you go online to buy these drugs? I used to buy psychedelics at the Silkroad but it's long gone. I have been looking around the dark web for a trustable store, but I can't find one. Maybe I just don't know where to look?

>>94561

Nice Try, FBI

Not today, DEA

Dirty Tricks, MI6

I'm not a spook. :) I'm a Big Baby Boy who wants to deepen his love for diapers and all things ABDL. But I understand why you can't answer my question :(

I will continue to search the darkweb and hope I stumble upon what I seek.

Last weekend I did acid for the first time in about a year and padded up. My friend was chilln with me and kept asking 'whats the sound'. It was my tykeable crinkling. Almost got caught but I said fuck it where both tripping balls if he sees it he'll forget in like 20 minutes.

8kun is the site that gave us the astroturf Qanon and took part of the blame for Brendon Tarrent. This who place is basically MKULTRA.com

>>94570

I was in the middle of a 250microgram LSD trip when Tarrant did his thing. I saw the raw footage like 5 hours into the trip and it was intense to say the least.

>>94561

Empire Market is the place to go these days. Always get the real url from dark.fail as it changes constantly.

IMO meth and diapers has been the best combination for me, makes your body and mind feel great and strongly indulge in mindsets. Also shrinks your dick down like a tiny baby so you look and feel right.

Has anyone tried poppers? I want to mix with diapers and hypnosis, hoping to have a damn good time.

>>98603

After having tried a healthy dose of poppers, I can say that it's worth a shot for anyone interested. It makes cumming a bit more intense, and the horniness was a bit more intense. It has left me with a 'swimming' head rush afterwards, though.

>>94564

Your glowing so hard that my dumbass can see right through it

How does it feel to mess while high? Asking for a friend.

I'm planning on tripping tomorrow night actually. I have bag of shrooms. Usually they space me out way too much to enjoy diapers and little space, but this time im going to pair with a double dose of adderall.

I wish i had mdma but adderall feels pretty fucking good, so im hoping the combination will be perfect for cartoons, diapers, and maybe online roleplay.

Might throw in weed in these, but any recommendations would be appreciated!

>>100539

Sounds like a whale of a time.

Please report back with a precise log of what you went through. We want to know everything! How did you feel? What did you do?

>>100539

I'd be really interested in trying something like this with cid or shrooms since my Mommy and I have a full AB nursery. Though we just moved into a new town and ive no contacts near by, so no idea how id find it. I bet it'd be so easy to slip into little mode.

Please let us know how it goes!

>>100576

>>100580

Diapered cosmonaut reporting in right now actually!

Had to push off my plans to tonight. My first dose of shrooms was way too high, i was feeling space and time before feeling like a baby ahaha. but im starting my lower dose with my adderall. Raving by myself in a diaper rn! Pretending theres a kink rave with all kinds of freaks and have a grand time. Will start coming down and trying some hypnosis next to go full baby wa wa mode

Was on a large acid dose, all alone and comfortable

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An hour in, feel a bit tired and go watch cute animal videos in comfy flannel bed with plushie.

Rub whole body as it just feels great, in an innocent way.

Watched a "diaper challenge" with some 3-5 year olds and thought it was beyond adorable.

Videos auto playing into baby diaper reviews, absolutely nothing on my mind, just mindlessly watching diaper reviews and blinking, feeling happy.

Notice I'm fully unconsciously chewing-sucking the pacifier, feeling euphoric, start moving around in flannel sheet, cuddling plushie, pure bliss, occasionally watch the videos with one eye,

young mothers saying nice things in a gentle tone - feel happy

video says "soft" - rush of euphoria,

see diaper staying dry after 3 cups of water - rush of euphoria

video says "she loves her pampers c:" - and there's a short clip of a 2 year old, I cant tell the difference between "she" and myself and didn't even dwell on that thought

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tl;dr inhibitions gone, when left in autopilot mental processing power of a 2-3 year old, using and doing things that would comfort a toddler felt great on a very primal level that was always there just now the rest was turned off, you later get to realize why every image, logo, texture, dryness level etc is specifically made to comfort an infant from an otherwise seemingly endless nightmare bad trip that I actually had

P.S. had that precognition to completely empty bowel before the whole experience, highly advised.

P.I.S.S. I had 3 changes because I was sort of incontinent and became completely incontinent when I fell asleep.

tl;dr;tl;dr

You can have a very strong, pleasurable, emotional experience if you treat yourself like you would a real toddler who just had a nightmare and is still seeing things.

>>90058 (OP)

I've worn diapers on shrooms mostly so I don't have to try and use the toilet when I'm totally fuckered.

I used to give extremely strong doses of acid to my ex girlfriend and it would melt her brain to the point she was an actual completely helpless baby.

She could only handle the mildest baby food. She cried a lot, would get scared easily and needed lots of cuddles. She wouldn't leave her favorite plushies. She actually needed diapers because there's no way she could have handled toilets. She needed a bib because feeding her was a very messy affair. She was an actual helpless baby. I'm not even going to mention how intense sex felt for her while she was in this headspace.

Once I kept her in that state for several days, it was good fun. Kept her caged and gagged if I wasn't available to take care of her. Would redose her 2 or 3 times a day, as soon as I'd notice she started sobering up.

>>100763

So by the end of the 3rd day you'd fed her half a sheet of drugs? k

>>100763

Yeah I'm calling bs. Not only do I doubt the human body would be able to trip that hard for that long due to the serotonin required. It also seems like that's abuse and any good caregiver / trip guide wouldn't force their little /charge to that sort of treatment..unless they're (the CG) a total incompetent jackass.

>>93750

I think I know what podcast you are talking about. Was it Joey Diaz? Because I remember the comment about xanax taming the beast of taking too many edibles. Lol yeah edibles and a xanax and you are just chilled out.

I have 2 doses of 2C-E im going to try and I have a caregiver to babysit me while tripping. I will report back how it went.

>>100765

I'd use liquid drops, typically 4-6 drops per day in her drinks. She never knew what was coming for her lol.

>>100766

You know adic isn't affecting your serotonin levels, right? It's perfectly safe (from a medical point of view) to trip for several days.