SO LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT MY LIFE SECRET
my life begin with a dream when I dreamt I was sent to hell and fire was surronding me and i was looking to a huge phantom who was sitting on a big chair i was so tiny compared to him and i put my hands on my face with regret
when i was from 5 too like 8 i was an asshole fighting in the street
and causing harm to others I even didn't like to go to school
after that i went to an sadistic english teacher who hit me if i made anything wrong so i begin to develope good grades until that thing happened to me in 1st grade
I wasn't too religious so
oneday i was trying to sleep in a dark room
it was a 4 x 5 meteres room with a windows next to bed and a door in front of you when you sleepn and a balacony on the other side of the door door was in right balacony in left
so when a wind come when i was trying to sleep the door opened a bit i closed my eye and opened it and I saw him
it was a shadow like the pictrure but with two straight horn ( yub it's not curved ) was perfect and coming towards me he was like a 2d shadwos image of a fit man with about 160 cm tall and then when I saw him I was sent to a demonic dream
demonic dreams that happened to me is when ( my soul going out of my body likesomething pulling you from you and while being in a dream you still hear your heart beats )
the dream was about 2 scenes
first scene when I was in the playground and everything is moving around me and sounds of children
after I said with name of allah ( I was muslim )
felt that something is being hit like that demon was hit and lose control
then to a next scene when I saw a sunset and to the last scene when he was in shape of me and telling me to worship him i refused and after saying a lot of
بسم الله (by name of allah)
I wake up and go to the desk read some quran and my journey begins with him
from 2nd grade till I left islam on my first year of college
I was hit with a lot of paranormal activities
a lot of demonic dreams and a lot of my arm moving by it's own when I am trying to sleep or my leg is raised
it happen when I phase from the real world to the sleeping world
so let me tell you the story of me and him
so after that accident I begin to worship allah and do everything he said more than anybody
I begin to sense him the demon and a lot of things happened i don't remember that much but
what i remember is that oneday i was trying to sleep he and went to a demonic dream when i was in the dream i wake up but something was tying me like the same position of somebody on you and you can't move i tried to move my hand to open my eye and i open it a litlle bit so i was in the dream to wake up but it was forced to be on bed and i went back to the demonic dream and it was it the time of the sun rising to earth like most of those demonic was from 4 to 7 am
in school I was too religious the other boys didn't like to talk to me like i don't do anything except studying and praying
and
when i was in middle school the demon develope he now can move my soul like imagine you getting apart from you
but in high school he could raise parts of my body
when i entered colleage i begin my athiesm journey and left islam and read about sleep paralysis
but the think that really make me uncomfortable is anybody who dealed with me and make close to me told me onething
"you aren't a human you are a devil"