Hey /x, Long time lurker here. I had something happen to me a year ago and I need to tell someone. Now, my goal is to eventually be able to tell this story face to face with someone and this is a first step.
Firstly, This is for me, not you, not attention, not troll gold. If you don't believe me, don't care or think that it's all bs that's fine, I will make 0 attempt to change your mind and don't care if only one person reads this… As long as ONE does, my goal will be met.
Anyways, to the story.
So, a little preface is needed. I had a problem with drugs for the majority of my adult life. I had fucked my life all the way up, no car, no license, no place to stay and I didn't care. I was in and out of jail for possession and thefts,I was living for right now. All that changed when I was locked up for the 12th time. As you may imagine, the judge was getting sick of seeing my face and had come to the realization there was no amount of time she could give me that would change me.(trust me, she beat her head against the wall trying that route) Sadly, in our justice system, the last resort was to send me to rehab. She sent me to rehab, and to her surprise, I completed it and was sent to work release. I got a job in the field I went to college for and starting getting my life together. I met a great girl (who tbh I didn't deserve) and when I got out of work release, I moved in with her. It wasn't long before she got pregnant. That was life changing for me, I had a will to live and was able to see light at the end of the tunnel for the first time in a long time. However, I still did not have my license and wasn't moving up fast enough at my job. I contacted my old boss and we caught up on everything and I asked for a job. He was very happy I was doing good and offered me a job making great money. Only catch was the job was 3 hours away from where we were living. GF being the saint she is, xfered her job and left her house and we moved up north to be closer to my new job. Only problem was there was nowhere for rent in walking distance. Luckily, an old work buddy offered me a ride if I could find a place on his way to work. (I know, I know .. blah blah blah. I'm getting to it now, I swear.) Long story short, only thing we could find was a little rent by the week hotel. It was small but was temporary and it was right by my buddy.
Finally ,to the story.
Considering I couldn't drive and GF worked nights, I spent allot of time sitting in that hotel room watching YouTube and on /x. I was getting deep into ufo/new agey shit. One night I decided for the first time I would try meditating. It was very intense, allot of electric shock like feelings and colors in my minds eye. Then all the sudden a vivid group of flashed images popped up. It was fast and hard to follow but I remember the last image showed what looked like a bay shaped in a half circle. Then BOOM , I felt a large electric shock and saw what looked like a mule going off, I'm talking full on mushroom cloud shit. It scared the fuck out of me and that was it, decided never doing that shit every again. It was so real however, the next 2 days it's all I thought about. So, the third night after that I was in bed with GF(pic related actual motel,did room) and I was dozing off while I was thinking about the vision and wondering if something was trying to communicate or if I was just tripping. I slept on the side of the bed you see in the picture, I just have passed out around 10pm. I woke up suddenly, which doesn't happen btw. (Hard sleeper) The exact second I woke up, before even opening my eyes (id guess 3amish) I hear someone behind me (I was sleeping with back to that wall) say "hey". Now, I have even opened my yet cont.