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>current year politics have made me unironicaly racist.
This shit. When I was a kid I actually couldn't give a shit about people's race, we didn't(and still don't really) have Blacks in my country but whenever I'd see them on TV, in a movie or game they just didn't register. It was the same as anyone else.
I legitimately couldn't give a shit if I tried.
Cut to a few years back when the left started cramming the idpol down our throats and now I can't look at a black person in a video-game, movie or TV show without questioning the makers' intent.
I'm beginning to resent certain ethnic groups.
I used to absolutely not give a shit about people's sexuality. I was raised up in a fairly…how should I say "sensitive' culture on the topic of sexuality. Gays simply didn't have it easy, most people are what could be legitimately described as "homophobic" to some extend. I actually couldn't give a shit. Sure, I called other kids "fags" and it was always "bad" to be associated with it but only because we were stupid kids and the context of it being meant as an insult is what irritated us.
I actually couldn't care, I knew a gay kid. I was one of a couple other kids(girls, they) that hung out with him and I was the only one to hang out with him openly because it never, even for a moment, struck me as weird, unnatural, unusual or anything of the sort.
Now when I see all this "muh gay pride" my blood actually boils. I still don't get offended by the sight of gays, even when they're doing gay shit, but whenever someone starts talking about them in anything but a joking manner I can feel the pins and needles in my veins spurring me to anger.
THESE FAGGOTS HAVE MADE ME INTOLERANT!
There used to be a time where I thought alternative girls were cute, now they make me weary. There used to be a time where less tolerant people chastised me for being "overly tolerant" and I said "I'm not tolerating anything. I don't see the problem."…now all I feel is mistrust and cynicism.
I don't hate the left because they hate me, God no, they can get fucked. I'm better than them and there's nothing they can do about it. I hate them because they've made me hateful. I hate them because through years of bullying, ostracization and being "the odd man out" I managed to maintain my good spirits, good conduct and goodwill…and now I am too often uncharitable.
But that doesn't depress me, what depresses me are the amount of people happy to have become hateful, even among my own kind…hell, that I feel the need to say "my own kind" is frustrating in and of itself.
It was not part of my blood,
It came to me very late,
With long arrears to make good
Oh, how I have begun to ==hate==