>endlessly reliving the destruction of a life I can never have back
Literally just make videos again you stupid fuck, holy shit. The worst part about Noah is how funny he can be when he gives a shit.
He has no idea how entertaining he actually is as a creator, so he sits there and wallows in self-pity when he could easily gain another following.
There are people his age like Civvie-11 starting online careers out of nothing doing the exact thing he used to do.
Somebody made a compilation of his Ultima reviews that got over 300,000 views. That was just two years ago. This miserable loser could have it all back if he gave a flying fuck and got off Twitter for ten seconds to record and edit a new video at least once a month.