I still haven't found a source of income and I feel like blowing stuff up, despite not being able to afford to do such a thing. I literally feel like I'm going to explode. I've collectively spend hundreds of hours since I was 17 being worried about finding a source of income (I'm 21.), and my fears were proven when I was actually homeless for a week living with my dad in a disgusting 1 star hotel because he wasn't able to find an affordable enough apartment for us to move into on time after our previous apartment complex decided to begin serious renovations. I have not been the same since. I feel like I am about to explode, and I've continuously had this feeling for years on end.
I'm also in the process of applying for disability, and my dad told me to call this number for a phone interview, but the woman I spoke to at social security couldn't figure out why my lawyer would want a phone interview. She told me it might be because my lawyer wants me to file on behalf of my mother's record as an adult child. (because I'm under 21.) My dad probably misunderstood what my lawyer told me. I've called him multiple times, and he hasn't picked up. I've also called my lawyer's office, and the woman who picked up told me she will write down my number for the lawyer to call.
If my dad dies, I'm literally homeless. I have no one else to fall back on. Homelessness is a legitimate fear.
Nothing I want to do is realistic due to either lack of money or the fact that I can't maintain any sort of sleep schedule. I can't even afford a car. Even if I were to buy one, I wouldn't be able to afford any auto insurance for it.
Nothing I want to do is realistic due to lack of money and the fact that I can't maintain any sort of sleep schedule.
I literally live everyday $2000 away from financial disaster.
Please free me from this hell.
I have a website.
https://footmodeling.xyz