>>4520
sucks to be you, but at least you're self-aware to some extent i guess.
narcissists can be manipulated faily easily (ie deprivation from delicious attenshun, as long as it comes from valid sources that is)
also, it doesn't mean you will never feel anything, just that when you will, it may be more intense, and when it gets taken away (either because life sucks, or because of your *wonderfull* personnality/disorder), it will feel worse.
try to pretend.
it sucks, but everyone is kinda there.
social comedy and all that.
pretend that george floyds are most-defenetely-not! subhumans.
well maybe not that, it's too far-fetched.
start small.