No.44970
I don’t really find anyone 100% attractive ;( No men, no women. I’ve tried everything and while I can appreciate good looking girl or men, There are no emotions for me towards this person. I feel empty here and I don’t know why. I’m still horny and I watch porn and i’m not even sure why am i watching it. It feels the same as watching a wall, it probably only is a routine. I don’t know what’s wrong with me, normally I thought I might be asexual but I doubt it, I still have sexual thoughts and what not, but I simply find none truly attractive. Everyone is missing something and I can’t truly tell what.
Maybe i’ve jerked or so much, maybe in depressed, idk. I’m probably going to take a break for jerking off, what’s the point anyway... I do this to waste my time, it doesn’t really even feel pleasurable.......
So if somebody asks me if I’m straight gay or bi, don’t know my answer shall be, I just don’t know and it’s been going on for over a year.
I’ve made a post on reddit a year ago and I told them, I watch very rough porn as third person and this guy said i might be demisexual, but am i really? It doesn’t really make much sense to me. Because who should I really date if there is none 100% attractive or should I just make friends and see what will work out? Idk i’m just so sad rn :/
The worst thing is, when i think of my future, there is never a relationship, i never was in a relationship and I have yet to meet a person i have crush on.
Maybe I’m just lying to me and simply not trying enough, but idk.
I love you 8kun anons, right now i have only you guys.
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No.44976
simple........
your defense mechanism was predictable
and now, it's the only thing you know.
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No.44977
>>44970
too bad Mexico didn't pay for your defense mechanism, because you would've been able to hold them financially liable for destroying your quality of life...
but nope..... YOU did it.....
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No.44978
honestly ?.................
it's an overt sign of weakness
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No.44979
you mask your weakness & inability to resolve inner conflict with a false cloak of "scrutiny and control"
(when it's obvious that you're overwhelmed by your inability to control)
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No.44980
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No.44984
waaaaahhhh........
right?
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No.44985
the pity of it is that even schoolchildren realize you're overcompensating for a self perception of inadequacy
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No.44986
HINT: you'll either learn to stop building obstacles... or you won't....
that's your problem, not ours....
we don't care
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No.44987
I only love myself, im the best, no one is better and no one can be better than me, i can only love myself, if I will go and love somebody else, it will be a degradation.
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No.44990
>>44987
The classic textbook mantra of INSECURITY & FEAR
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No.44991
your existence isn't a novel or a blockbuster movie
the other 7.8 billion humans don't have the me to wallow in your dysfunctional self-pity
we're busy crafting our own happiness
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No.44992
TIME*
strange autocorrect typo
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No.44993
after 57 years on this planet.....
my best advice:
stop wasting time
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No.44994
you still have time to modify your behavior
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No.44995
It has NOTHING to do with "them" being attractive to YOU
it's actually about YOU being attractive to THEM
and your behavior is subconsciously designed to turn everybody off
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No.44996
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No.44997
YouTube embed. Click thumbnail to play.
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No.44998
you're NOT stupid
stop pretending like you don't already have the answer
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No.44999
you're passive-aggressive....
you think you can hold the world hostage....
forcing THEM to beg you to please let them love you
it doesn't work that way
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No.45000
the greatest risk you're running:
theflip side.......
this type of personality flaw almost always results in a polar opposite personality flaw if and when somebody eventually DOES accidentally become part of your life :
the glutton for abuse....
the welcome mat....
of course, it's inherent that you'll deny it...
your denial is totally expected...
but I'm correct.....
from one extreme to the other....
the flip flop syndrome
unbalanced.....
because you still haven't found your grounding in the middle
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No.45001
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No.45002
>>44996
what a man watches speaks volumes about him
wow
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No.45003
>>44996
...................seriously, tough guy
WOW
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No.45004
>>44970
the first thing I noticed was how you needed to quantify the topic into a percentage, naming 100% as the goal in your first sentence...
this tells me that there's a dorky accountant guy inside you.... (tell him to STFU)
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No.45006
nobody's attracted to rules and boundaries and percentages and barriers and controls.......
lighten up, good man!
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No.45007
>>45004
yeah this accountant is piece of shit, he keeps talking to my life, i might have to hire a new one or just shut him off.
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No.45008
>>45007
I've got pubic hairs older than you.....
I'm ancient...
But I've paid close attention
every step of the way
and learned from my mistakes......
and trust me :
you'll NEVER be 100% attracted to
(or attractive to)
A N Y B O D Y
never
so lighten up
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No.45009
unrealistic expectations are the bedfellows of disappointment
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No.45010
brick by brick, we all build our own obstacles
everybody does
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No.45011
the quest for perfection is an awful justification for passing up the acceptable risk/benefit ratio of reality
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No.45021
I tend to think of life as a stream... a twisting, babbling Brook, with unexpected lulls and charged currents...
and I'm the leaf.....
I'm floating down the stream, unaware of the next twist or turn...
I don't control the stream....
If I spent my energy trying to control the stream,
I'll end up stuck behind a rock along the banks
.
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No.45022
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No.45023
NATURE :
where we are focusing our energies once again
now that Spring is finally here
she's resurrecting the garden...............................
she's beautiful when she's happy
with soil on her hands and trousers
and the sun shining off her hair
Me?........
This year I'm growing my own Silvervine
Fresh
For the cats
life is best when you keep it simple
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No.45026
>>45011
Hi Handsome.
This is now an Elroy Thread
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No.45027
Look at you, sitting there, not taking a chance.
you have to risk to talk to girls. risk a little social capital in their eyes and this sacrifices enhances your value.
but you have to be ready to face the moment, to take the chance, and live in the world where you fail and be okay with it.
That is confidence, being indifferent to failure.
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No.45028
Courtship in animals involves investment of effort in part to show that the male in question is so fit he can spare this enormous outlay of energy.
be it building a nest of blue things, or display of plume, or neck pouch.
How are humans any different, wang paul? How are humans special?
You know they call you red stink creatures, the chigs?
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No.45029
Think about it, Wang Paul. Just as you are strapped to this interrogation chair, so too are you strapped to your ideals, your dreams, your fate. did you ever take a chance? did you ever jump? How about now, wang paul? You know what you did was wrong. Do you want to admit, now on camera, that you killed non combatants? Do you think your Detroit rottencrotch intel officer will want you then? When she knows your a war criminal? better to stay here on kazbek, mining this glowing ore. you can meet west's girlfriend. just one video wang paul and then this is all over
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No.45030
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No.45031
or do you want the finger again? You want to get fingered wang paul? You want the shocker in your meat locker?
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No.45032
You like getting the finger wang paul.
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No.45033
"This war is being run by a bunch of Harvard white guys."
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No.45034
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