No.40412
FML 100 FUCKING PERCENT. AT EVERY AVAILABLE OPPORTUNITY I CHOOSE TO MAKE MATTERS WORSE FOR WHATEVER CHOICE IS POSSIBLE. I HURT MYSELF AGAIN. NOT IN THE PHYSICAL SENSE BUT EMOTIONALLY I AM A FUCKING GOD DAMN WRECK. I WANT TO BE HAPPY BUT IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN. NOT IN THIS LIFETIME. ALL I SEEM TO BE ABLE TO DO IS TEASE MUSELF INTO THINKNNG THAT I HAVE POSSIBILITIES. THE ONLY FUCKING POSSIBILITY I HAVE IS THAT ONCE AGAIN IM GOJNG HOME THE FUCK ALONE. IM SICK OF MY LIFE. ID ALMOST RATHER BE BACK IN THE JOINT. AT LEAST THERE I DONT HAVE TO FUCKING WORRY ABOUT THAT PART OF MY SO CALLED LIFE. SO TO THE ONE KNOW IM SORRY THAT I DID IT AGAIN TO YOU. FUCK ,TO ME AS WELL. I JUST HONESTLY DONT KNOW HOW MANY MORE DISAPPOINTMENTS I CAN TAKE. I WATCH THAT WHICH I LOVE SLIP THROUGH MY CRIPPLED LITTLE FINGERS ONCE AGAIN. MAYBE TOMORROW WILL BE DOFFERENT BUT WE ALL KNOW THAT IT WONT. LIFE JUST ALWAYS GETS WORSE. NEVER GETS BETTER. I WONDER WHO IN MY FAMILY WIL DIE TON8GHT TO PUT THE ICING ON MY CAKE.
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No.41016
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No.41018
If Andrea chainsaw Greenspan and her husband Alan had to live 1 month in your shoes , Alan would have grabbed Andrea's chainsaw and self decapitated himself then Andrea would do the same .. You are tough and the people that think they are better than you are weak
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No.41172
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