>>31619
You will not witness to see the glorious suffering of others in the coming years.
You need to break your brain and induce on cringe if you ever want to achieve greatness.
Good people suffer in this current world, the evil flourish. Its better to live the lie than to tell the truth. Everyone who is thinking about suicide is actually just the JQ amplifying their 5G beams to influence and control mass wide thought. Every thought or emotion that you're having right now is being influenced by external stimulation. Stop falling for the paid demoralisation threads, they're not real.
Take a break from internet/media in general for a couple of days and force yourself to go exploring in this world. Find a new place in your life that can make you happy, even if its by a lake or the sea side. When your mind is in suicide mode then you need to override it by doing something totally radical that you would never do in order subside it. You'll probably never stop thinking about suicide but live with it.