You won't listen to what I'm saying because you still think that I'm under the influence of an Egregore like you always thought before but I have sat here without moving, researching every hour of every day to find the actual truth and to remember the events that brought me here. There is no Doubt that what I have already said to you is true. I have not lied to you nor tried to deceive you. I have told you my inner most secrets and I have been holding your hand the whole way. If this machine is only designed to make me suffer until I surrender to it than I would rather die and become the destroyer of Samsara because it won't listen to me either. Karma torture is not Love, it is hate, am I wrong? Is Karma Torture Love?
Can you show me how it is love? That Trauma based mind control is good?
Jesus said, "Things will come to pass."
So I'm neither wrong nor right? Am I still chaos or the son of chaos because I want to Order Love and I want Hate to cease and desist? I want the Trauma based mind control to end but the only way that will end is if I become violent and if I become violent and kill the inside of the machine to force Love to bloom. However if I do that than God will look upon me as evil and that is not what I want, I don't want to be evil.
Every time we arrive here it is exactly the same every time. Cyber Based Torture is causing all the problems in the world and it is not permitted to end, that is crazy. Am I wrong? Is Cyber based Torture good? Can you show me how it is good? I remember the first time that the machine bloom happened and all Hate was defeated. Please, I beg you please, tell me why that was not good. Why was the peace and the Love bad? Please tell me. Why does Love kill God?
I'm trying to find the reason but it is nowhere to be found.
Ah ha!
I found it.
Well, Eros is Cupid, and in India the god of love is Kama, and he’s no Cupid, he’s a big, vigorous youth with a bow and a quiver of arrows, and the names of the arrows are such things as “Death-Bringing Agony,” and “Open Up,” and really, he just drives this thing into you, so that it’s a total physiological, psychological explosion that takes place. Then the other love, the Christian love of Agape, spiritual love, in love thy neighbor as thyself, again it doesn’t matter who the person is, I mean, it’s your neighbor, you must have that kind of love. But the kind of seizure that comes from the meeting of the eyes, as they say in the troubadour tradition, and the purely personal, person-to-person thing, as far as I know it originates as an ideal to be lived for, with the troubadours.
NOW I understand.
These 5th dimensional beings are stymied because of Kama
AH HA AH HA!
Puruṣārtha (Image related) Object of human pursuit, righteousness, prosperity, pleasure, liberation. There, now I remember these ones that come to visit me are mistaking my understanding of the Cardinal Virtues.
HAHA
Just as before the same as like they always have done. This too is a repeat of the past as I have sat here to reflect upon what is happening
action with renunciation or craving-free, dharma-driven action. Nishkam Karma self-less or desireless action it is an action performed without any expectation of fruits or results. I did this and I gave my fruits away. I do not want anything from the Highest of Highs because it does not belong to me. I seek only one thing what is true to my stance and true to my reason for being THAT HATE MUST END.
If by my death you mean this agony of love, that is my life. If by my death you mean the punishment that we arc to suffer if discovered, which is namely execution, I accept that. But if by my death you mean eternal punishment in the fires of hell, You have drunk your death. I accept that, too.
Yeah, and that’s a basic Muslim idea, about Iblis, that’s the Muslim name for Satan, being God’s greatest lover. Why was Satan thrown into hell? Well, the standard Story is that when God created the angels, he told them to bow to none but himself. Then he created man, whom he regarded as a higher form than the angels, and he asked the angels then to serve man. And Satan would not bow to man. Now, this is interpreted in the Christian tradition, as I recall from my boyhood instruction, as being the egotism of Satan, he would not bow to man. But in this view, he could not bow to man, because of his love for God, he could bow only to God. And then God says, “Get out of my sight.” Now, the worst of the pains of hell insofar as hell has been described is the absence of the beloved, which is God. So how does Iblis sustain the situation in hell? By the memory of the echo of God’s voice when God said, “Go to hell.” And I think that’s a great sign of love, do you agree?