No.324876 [View All]
Alright you depressed faggots discuss being depressed faggots here.
>Spend 36 hours in bed
>Eat nothing
>Wake-up
>Order pizza
>Buy a little alcohol
>Doesn't take much to feel it after barely eating for a while
>Get nice buzz
>Sit around looking at ponies and listening to ponyfag music
>Go out at night wandering around half hoping to be killed by a zigger for serveral hours at a time
That was in the past, now I just shitpost.
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No.325102
>>325093
Transport us to Equestria then and make life a little easier
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No.325105
>>324876
I don't understand depression. There's so much to life, and this is coming from a NEET who hates most people.
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No.325117
>>325105
Lack of oppurtunities, disappointment in normalfag culture, social anxiety, barriers to achieving what you want too. Plenty of contextual reasons anon. Not even including chemical imbalances. You might have had depression and not even known it it's not one size fits all for what it does. If you ever laid in bed all day feeling physically weak that could of been it, or been in a brain fog, or simply not put effort into life. There are so many damn ways it happens.
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No.325118
>>325102
using alcohol as a coping mechanism is unhealthy
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No.325119
>>325118
Hippity hoppity therapy is expensive and some people's genes predispose them to addiction.
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No.325127
>>325117
Isn't modern definition of depression a bit too all-encompassing? The way you put it I'd wager that almost about anybody had "depression" at some point in their life.
And at that point, one begins to wonder whether the only ill thing about that is the illness definition itself. One could even argue that labelling yourself as depressed is a coping mechanism in and of itself. (ie. "It's okay that I am sad, because I have depression.") That would also explain the creeping scope of depression somewhat.
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No.325128
>>324876
On the one hand, this board is just as trashy as /mlp/. Yet, anons here pretend they aren't from nu4chan.
やれやれだぜ・・・。
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No.325129
>>325117
Sounds like depression is a fake disorder.
Stop masturbating, and didn't you know? Magic is real.
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No.325136
>>325119
>genes predispose them to addiction
Good goy, remember you're an addict because of genes not choice, so you can't ever get better, so just resign yourself to it, stupid goy
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No.325142
Going to 8chan/4chan in 2019 gives me depression. I hate every single board I used to love and coming to them is surely bad for my mental health. All I have are archives but I cannot engage with them, obviously.
>>325136
Genes do play a role in susceptibility to addiction, you scientifically illiterate, useful idiot.
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No.325150
>>325127
>Almost about everybody has had depression
A lot of people do have depression at some point between birth and death. A lot of difficult life events can contribute. I genuinely hope you've never suffered with it because it is physically crippling and I've only had it mild compared to some. But if you truly think you won't ever feel even a little depressed in your life I'm not sure you will be so lucky.
>>325129
>Fake disorder
Yeah all the medical research going back centuries is just a prank bro
>>325136
Black people are more predisposed to heart disease, diabetes, and are more likely to contract HIV. Just one example. But go ahead goy and believe in /Pol/ memes. I'm sure you are very high IQ.
>>325128
They are but they hate it. It's not hat complicated.
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No.325155
>>325150
Sounds to me like you're calling everything that has to do with sadness/unhappiness/lack of satisfaction as "depression". It's not surprising that people feel sad sometimes. Is it depression though? Fuck no. It's part of normal life. You can label everyone as mentally ill, but what does that get you? I think all you're achieving by that is hurting the people who actually suffer from it as opposed to some "oh noes I feel sad :( muh depression, not my fault :((" faggots
>I genuinely hope you've never suffered with it
If I ever went to psychologist/psychiatrist I'm sure as hell would be labelled depressed, but to fling this diagnosis so lightly is in my opinion insult to people that actually have a medical condition called that. I think about killing myself every single day. But the reason why I'm like that is because of being a lazy faggot and not actively working to better myself, and not because of some overstretched label being used as an emotional support and pill selling scheme. The extents some people go to just so they will be able to say "it's not my fault my life is shitty" and won't have to acknowledge their part.
>But if you truly think you won't ever feel even a little depressed in your life I'm not sure you will be so lucky.
I never said that. I literally said that it's normal to feel down ever so often, and it's natural part of human life. It's not some fucking mental disorder.
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No.325156
>>325155
>I think about killing myself every single day
You should speak to a doctor
>But the reason why I'm like that is because of being a lazy faggot and not actively working to better myself
Self-hatred is an extremely common symptom of depression. seek help, before it's too late
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No.325159
>>325156
>Self-hatred
I don't hate myself though
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No.325183
ITS FRAHDAE NAHT, YA'LL!!!
Watchyu:
drinkin'
playin'
watchin'
eet'n
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No.325189
>>325183
Watchyu:
>drinkin'
<Milk
>playin'
<Stellaris
>watchin'
<Star Trek TOS
>eet'n
<Pizza
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No.325213
>>325155
>I think about killing myself everyday
You are way worse off then me. And should consider talking to a doctor. Honestly I can understand why you wouldn't I'd rather self medicate with relatively little booze during the worst times then put my faith in a supposed professional to whom can place a label on me that comes with unknown problems. Couple that with the fact I wouldn't take any medication given to me because fuck losing myself in that. But it's slightly better then commiting suicide so a last resort. And yes wanting to kill yourself is depression. It's not just being sad that leads to suicide ideation.
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No.325233
>>325213
From what I've known, depression was the state of being unable to feel happiness. At all. I can jack off, have a laugh, enjoy things just fine. Which means I don't have depression, I just am insufferable cunt unwilling to change. That's all there is to it.
>Honestly I can understand why you wouldn't I'd rather self medicate with relatively little booze during the worst times then put my faith in a supposed professional to whom can place a label on me that comes with unknown problems
I'm not even sure I'm deciphering this piece correctly, but I wouldn't you rather? I haven't said a word about what you should or shouldn't do (except for being so haphazard to label everything as depression), drinking or anything else. Where are you even pulling those from?
>But it's slightly better then commiting suicide so a last resort. And yes wanting to kill yourself is depression. It's not just being sad that leads to suicide ideation.
Suicide is a regular solution to a problem, just like any other solution out there. It's not shameful, it's not martyrdom or heroic deed, it's not depression. It's just a solution.
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No.325239
>>325233
>I can be happy
You realize depression isn't every single moment of your waking life right?
It's an imbalance.
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No.325240
>>325239
>You realize depression isn't every single moment of your waking life right?
No shit captain obvious. It isn't all or nothing. Phrase "prolonged period(s)" exists for a reason.
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No.325265
>>325233
People with atypical can still experience pleasure and happiness from time to time
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No.325266
>>325265
>atypical
atypical depression*
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No.325267
>>325233
Also you say you don't hate yourself but people with healthy self-esteem don't view themselves as an "insufferable cunt unwilling to change"
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No.325275
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No.325277
>>325267
Is acknowledging you own shortcomings a bad thing now?
I'd say you right, I hate myself, if only I was repulsed by my personality in some way. But no, it doesn't budge me one slight bit. I'm to lazy to care enough to be disgusted with the fact. I can tell whatever, words are worthless after all, but beyond that it's all just like a water off a duck's back.
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No.325288
>>325277
>I hate myself but am resigned to it
Literally depression right here
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No.325290
>>325288
Again, like I've said, you're so trigger-happy to label everything as a depression.
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No.325294
>>325290
Your happy to pretend hating themselves is the norm. One of us is lying to themselves.
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No.325295
>>325290
Hi! Pukeanon here!
>>325294
I'm siding with this pony. Hating yourself is closely associated with depression. Might be the cause, might be a coping mechanism. But treating for clinical depression could see a brighter future for you.
Wouldn't you like to be able to appreciate puking until four in the afternoon when the last drink you had was seven the night before?
No, wait that came out wrong.
As did many other things. Sinuses and bile are not meant to *mix* that way.
Ouch.
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No.325307
Do ponies drink fermented horse milk like Mongolians?
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No.325308
>>325294
>Your happy to pretend hating themselves is the norm
I never said that though?
>>325295
>Hating yourself is closely associated with depression.
But I don't?
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No.325316
So the person who I deemed the only reason I lived for blocked me for a day and I lost those feelings for them.
I got banned from berrytube the only other group of people that kept me happy.
I now have a huge hole in my life and everday after work im sad and drink and do it all over again.
I have no reason to live.
I plan on killing myself this winter if things dont get better.
But I just sit here doing nothing…
I went from almost cutting my finger off at work and still being happy to just…. pushing myself to self harm for the first time in my life. im 24 now.
I try and fix myself but I cant stop drinking, cant stop thinking about my friend, cant start making an improvement.
I get home 6:30-730 everyday and I need to get to bed by 915ish so I dont even have much time.
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No.325317
Anyone ever thought about commiting suicide by getting drunk and taking a nap in the freezing snow?
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No.325319
>>325316
>im 24 now
Hiya kid. I didn't touch alcohol 'til I was 30. Glad I waited.
>I got banned from berrytube
That's because you drink too much and it makes you a ponut in public.
Short version: Switch to decaf, switch to tea, drink lots of water. Get /fit/ if you've the perseverance. Take it easy and it five to ten years you'll be a grownup who has the wisdom to deal with this crappy world we're stuck in.
>>325317
No, I was going to position a machete point-up on the ground, leap off a 10' ladder and land ribs-first so it punctured both lungs. Heart would be nice but I was a fluttershy before it was popular; I wanted to stab myself and not scream. It would bother the neighbors if I screamed in pain.
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No.325331
>>325316
>Sleep at 9:15pm
Do you have to get up at 4am. Wtf nigga?
Coping with alcohol isn't that uncommon it's what this thread is for. >>325319
Not everyone likes getting /fit/ this only works on though that do.
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No.325336
>>325331
I did say "if" didn't I? False unobtainable goals will only make the matter, any matter really, worse.
I guess I missed most of Berry tube. Spent the evening pretending I was packing. Actually I was just going through old, mostly unopened boxes from the last move. Stuff that's 30 years old in there. Memories my parents gave me that are even older.
Plus a ball of lint I specifically remember fondly though I don't know why. Some bits of plastic … You'd think I was a child of the depression the way I saved everything like it was the last one I would ever see. A 13w3<->din15 adapter from my 2nd job, because I was hoping to buy an old sparcstation from a yardsale. Stuff like that.
So, having missed the majority of Berrytube's festivities, I'm going out for a couple hours. Not sure if I'll stay and have some mixed drinks or just buy a growler of some double IPA.
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No.325357
>>325331
No I have to get up around 530ish AM
I find that I need to get my sleep, idk if its the depression but I dont function well as a human without at least 7 and ahalf hours, though I rather get nine.
idk, at this point im not even coping, to me working is coping. I feel okay today but for the most part im just hugely nihilistic.
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No.325362
>>325336
>I did say "if"
You literally didn't fagit
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No.325368
>>325362
>Get /fit/ if you've the perseverance
^^
Maybe Dash's old copy of hooked on ponics would help you out here?
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No.325376
I plan on seeking help today
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No.325383
>>325376
It's tommorow. So how did it go.
I'll be drinking beer later care to join me?
>>325336
>BerryTube
let's bring over more /pone/fags this site looks fun like back when the fandom was still vaguely popular and there was new community videos to stream and the like. Check the catalog I made a thread for it. All 12 of the remaining posters can maybe tune in.
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No.325520
Yesterday I had a real big fight with my mom, the only person who deals with my shit, I wish I was a better son, I'm 27 and act like a goddamn kid sometimes, it's stupid, I hate it.
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No.325523
>>325520
Can't help but relate with you m8
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No.325525
>>325523
Do you sometimes get so angry or sad that you just start spouting all your insecurities/thoughts in the deep dark muck of your mind verbally like some crazy person, Anon?
I hate it when that happens and the insecurities come from things that normally make me really happy/enjoy very much, for example, waifuing
Either way, I hope shit gets better for you, I've tried to better myself, but it all comes tumbling down at some point or another, like I'm building this big ass lego tower and I fucking hit it with my elbow, like a jackass.
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No.325526
>>324876
8 and a half hours staring at a screen and pushing some buttons then a nice walk home to have some Smithwicks for dinner and Bushmills for desert.
You can make things better if you try hard enough, frens :^)
At least I don't have to pass out in a empty, cold bed.
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No.325527
>>325526
Looks comfy. You got a battlestation in that room somewhere anon?
>>325525
I know this feel. I don't really give a shit of people see my sperging tho. There aren't many I need to hide my power level from.
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No.325528
>>325525
>All of this post
Yep, I keep doing that sometimes. I rather hide those thoughts in the depts of my mind with my hobbies but when reality hits back everything come back together and I feel like a piece of shit who wasted most of his time and almost hitting the 30s. Not even my waifu wants to stay inside my head 'cause of the disappointment I've become.
At least my family is still here and I'm doing my best to help my mother with the family business and I rather keep my whole mouth shut to not ruin the mood between us. At least I want to improve myself to keep the business afroat in my own someday and have a place to live in my own.
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No.325530
>>325528
I'm not wanting to express these thoughts, but I mean the thoughts that pass through your head that fill you with dread and anxiety you know the shit like "That thing you like will end, that person you care about will die." those thoughts, that you don't really interact with, that just happen, intrusive thoughts.
From what you say of the waifu not wanting to stay in your head, I'm guessing you're a tulpafag? No judgement, I'm sorry she doesn't wanna stick around, I guess despite building that big ass lego tower you can't look at it's broken mismatched pieces forever, you gotta rebuild some day, but it's okay to take some time away from rebuilding it because not everyone is a goddamn dynamo and that's okay.
When the time comes you may be more ready than you think, Anon, especially if you want to better yourself for you on your own terms.
I was.
>>325527
It's not even hiding my powerlevel, I tried to stop doing that ages ago, I just shitpost at my family members who I barely see so the they avoid me and stop asking me if I have a girlfriend/job/etc.
I just get worked up and just insult myself real bad, especially when I've argued with someone I care about.
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No.328047
Just posting to remind myself to buy booze.
There's a tiny chance I'll be able to get hammered this weekend. I'll regret it but that's not likely to stop me.
Speaking of which, how sober have you guys been during the shutdown?
Me: super sober. Because the spouse doesn't work outside the home so she can always tell if I'm trying to sneak a beer in with the granola.
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No.328051
>>325528
You're not lost yet. Start teaching yourself skills on the side exercise. You have to start doing something other than existing in order to pull forward.
>>325530
>>325527
You don't even have to hide your power level either. You can channel ponies into these skills. Draw, animate, write, learn to program. That's what I'm dabbling in. If your already doing nothing than what do you have to lose?
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