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There are a number of things to unpack here.
1.) The "mind wipe," and I don't know how to approach you in saying this, but I do want to mention that drastic, seemingly anomalous mental statuses aren't entirely uncommon. I once had an experience where I thought I was having a stroke, but it turned out to be a panic attack. Before you were aware of "MKUltra," did you have any experiences like this? Your physical and mental health can have a lot to do with how you perceive things.
2.) Are you implying that persons of authority (nurses, doctors) are in on this situation? What if you became a nurse or a doctor? At what point would you become indoctrinated? If you want to get to the bottom of this situation, why not pursue these positions? Maybe you'll get some incite?
3.) A lack of desire, or "human impulses," is very closely associated with high levels of stress. It is not indicative of anything sinister. I have had periods in time; even as a teenager, were the thoughts of something like that seemed very distant.
>My uncle then responds with "Like MKUltra?"
>they (meaning the system presumably) don't want white conservative men in positions of power making decisions
Your uncle said this? Whether or not this is true, it sounds like you've got people in your family mollycoddling you. If someone hadn't said something to you, you'd be less stressed. That's what we know for sure. I don't know how the laws are up there and if things are truly dire, but I do want to mention that feeling like the world is collapsing is essentially the definition of panic. The progression of panic leads to a frenzy. Frenzies can lead to psychosis or other acute and or chronic psychiatric symptoms. What do you know for sure? Imagine a court of law, and you're the judge. What is true and what is untrue?
The reason why I am making this post is hopefully to make you feel less alarmed. Not disarmed, but simply less alarmed. Considering you wanted a lawsuit, it sounds like you're very defensive. Perhaps you should leave your city and go camping? Leave the country? Just drive for a while? I'm not sure what more I can say. Perhaps you'd like to share some more details regarding the subjective feelings of the "mind wipe"?