Your political opinion is based in political theater and you don't know how it ends but the director, writers, and actors do.
Like your political opinion, your religious opinion is irrelevant and based in generations of propaganda. Very rarely do we discover a person who is fully educated in his or her religious system and you aren't such an instance.
Your life's ambition, whether positive like pursuing a socially acceptable career, or negative - you mean to become a super-villain, is rooted in a system of reality you didn't chose, don't benefit from, and have no control over.
Your reality is controlled by a cabal because the things that create reality (media, education, culture, religion, science) are owned by them and used to deceive you. What can you do? Even lashing-out is pointless. What are you opposing but one side of false reality in favor for another?
You are subdued.
