Off top, my point here is we need more psychos on the commie side, this side is never going to win so you may as well make a difference.
Do you feel empty?
Have you just watched the dream die for the last time?
Do you really have it in you to deny and justify and redefine words and move the goalposts even one last time?
Do you look ahead wearily at the prospect of doing this song and dance over and over until you die, without ever truly experiencing the community and connections you fought so long to find?
Give up!
Turns out "the jews" aren't your enemy, [rich people] are. Some jews are rich bastards who deserve death, sure, but remember the other 80% of assholes are as gentile as you or I.
You always wanted cool Black friends, right?
You want a hot revolutionary gf?
You want a community?
All our fantasies of violence have to be justified, avenging our friends and fighting the powers that be.
Your definitions need to stretch and stretch to fit your initial assumptions. I reexamined, I saw I had fucked up, I swallowed the bitter pill of being wrong and living a lie for 5 precious years. Sunk cost fallacy is a killer.
I ask you: who devours your taxes and gives you nothing back?
I ask you: who pays you shit, treats you like shit, makes you swallow down resentment and kills opportunities? Who kills your unions and schools and public services?
Why do you not have free healthcare, and WHO CONVINCED YOU THAT THIS IS A BETTER SYSTEM?
Go full commie. Bring vengeance upon the real masterminds: Bezos, Walmart, Blue Shield and Zuckerberg.
If you're just here for the violence, I hope I can at least point you in the right direction. Fight for what is real, not this zombie fantasy.