>>6290
I think I can relate to you, albeit it is impossible to say really since I can't really put it into proper terms either. I can't really describe it without sounding pretentious, even though this isn't the case at all, if anything it has been a very humbling experience. By now I can at best describe it as a feeling of depersonalization, it seems to me in retrospective, as if I was able to experience existence with a lack of personal involvement, and as such neither thoughts nor emotions really dominated this condition, it felt more as if anything was involved, yet did not have a real effect on me to the degree where it would distort my comprehension of the moment. I suppose it might have been similar to the Buddhist concept of an epiphany, but I do not have intricate knowledge of Buddhism, and as already said, it's difficult to put it into words, so that might be completely false.
>>6298
I've tried LSD years later, and it wasn't really the same, granted I'm not some seeker fag that takes hero doses, so there's that part I can't attest to, but it was very much different for me. LSD merely distorted my mind and made me incredibly susceptible to my emotions, which is a very interesting feeling, but not the same as what I've described above. However I don't consider Psychedelics by themselves to be a real tool to gain deeper philosophical insight, but in my experience they can be helpful to gain a better understanding of ones own mode of thought.