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Picture describes my vain ego that has birthed from bad habits. I feel the temptation of dominating all those around me, socially and sexually.
My story goes:
I am Starting to get ED, and my dick is numb to most sexual stimulation. I don't have tastes in porn anymore, and the thought of fapping only brings ideas of painful sensations on my skin. So I cannot for the life of me figure out why I continue to fap, using porn as the main trigger for getting going and sometimes for finishing.
I'm starting today 3/24/2017 - Day 01 - nofap Log
I will log my progress and also any shortcomings.
Why is this so important? I, as of late, have gone from one extreme in my lustful thoughts, hyper sexualized and determined women, to another, weak submissive adult furry boys. I must NoFap for fear of losing my straight mentality. Yes, sexuality is a choice of the experiences we forego, many being in our control; and playing with porn has led me down a sinful path that is trying to kill both my libido and my manhood. Stairway to Heaven paints a reminiscent picture of what's happened with vanity here.
Please join me in this fight against satan, this journey of Nofap.
Weight YTD: about 130 lbs, aiming for 145.
Age: 22.
Pastimes: Eurobeat. Drawing. Lifting Weights.
Lord, give me kraft!
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▶ No.8553
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You can do it. Put your mind to it!
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▶ No.8578
Update day 1: managed to get by in work with no lude thoughts (that's normal for me)
Looked at vanilla Hentai girls for an hour after returning home. Couldn't help but fap a little but didn't go all the way so I'm happy there's progress.
Nothing else will distract me to porn today so hopefully a win.
I wonder how many days until I'm tested by nofap even without porn, with all the increases in urges and all.
僕がんばりますよ！~
Hをやめたほうがいいから、幸せになっていますよ。
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▶ No.8593
Day 1 went well. I slept for 12 hours for the first time in a year.
I peaked (1 minute, no fapping) at some extreme stuff this morning but quickly stopped myself and locked it out. I am hopeful for today.
Does this mean noPorn is at day 0 though? Hmmm :\ Time to do better.
Lord, give me strength
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▶ No.8619
Things went well on day 2. Bandaged to keep myself at bay.
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▶ No.8640>>8655
Some unrelated things are making today really sad and depressing, so it's a difficult day for nofap. But, being as it is, I know I'll do well today out of fear of how depressed I'll be if I fail and relapse.
Light year
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▶ No.8655
>>8640
OH MY GOODNESS GIRLS ARE HOT!
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▶ No.8665>>8692
Sleeping better already. :)
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▶ No.8692>>8693
>>8665
My dick still isn't responding much when I tempt it. Then, I expect too much. Today went well, no fapping. I did see some boobs because of the other full chan boards; darn them, but it wasn't much so I'll let it slide this time within the streak.
Despite my nofap being quite easy this time around, I still am getting the aggression side effects.
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▶ No.8693
>>8692
Figured a picture is in order
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▶ No.8700>>8722
Looking at girls isn't going to help. You need to abstain from porn and masturbation for a while
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▶ No.8722>>8723
I edged. No climax but still. Played with my dingy for half an hour while surfing half chan /s/ . I got tempted by the idea of "seeing if things started working again" which was a terrible escape for my mind to think it was okay. And no, not any progress down there, couldn't get a full one. A week ain't enough, and I'm dumb for trying to test it when the point of noFap is to improve yourself and not be a pervert.
>>8700
1) check em 2) thanks, that is my intention with noPorn and noFap; this small progress has actually surprised me given how hard it was for me in the past to get away from it all.
I will have better resolve now.
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▶ No.8723
>>8722
Also I have started taking Zinc supplements, for muscles and balls, and I got some protein powder for after the gym. My goal of 145 lbs bodyweight + dumbbell bench @ 8 reps is coming into sight.
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▶ No.8750>>8752
Went well. No naughty thoughts at all today. Deleted what remained on my phone that was at all erotic. Have been staying away from the computer due to building up confidence to go and delete what is on there - not using it in the mean time, instead I'm using the phone.
Let's get to day 2 again! Wew!
Pic for attention lol.
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▶ No.8752
>>8750
Actually while deleting the eroticism, came across a picture of a male furry and did not find it pleasant! The gay illness is losing grip! Letting go of all the nice Female stuff WAS actually difficult, and it looks like the first week of NoFap rid me of my mental issues to an extent.
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▶ No.8766>>8774 >>8776
Didn't go all the way but still fapped last night to black women.
> bored
>/nofap/
>/just/
> story about a WWE getting cucked
> link to /wooo/
> happens to be all porn
> "dammit"
> Go on /s/ for 45 minutes
> on the edge and realize I failed both streaks
> Get off internet, Go to bed a failure
JUST
Okay I'm not going on the internet at night anymore. >:[
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▶ No.8774>>8775 >>8788
>>8766
just disable images in ur browser u fucker
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▶ No.8775
Day 2 here we go!
Don't cross streams.
>>8774
I'll do that.
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▶ No.8776
>>8766
i sort of regret mentioning /s/ here since you've been having so much problems with it and I feel like it's my fault
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▶ No.8788>>8795
>>8774
It isn't your fault. You made this happen:
>>8787
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▶ No.8795
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▶ No.8797>>8799
>broke a 103 day streak brought on by too much incidental exposure and thinking temptation was behind me
>fell back into binging on disgusting fetishes for a week
>worked up willpower and got on one week streak going
>wet dream
>another week goes by sex dreams plague me nightly
>tempted by a manga, feel myself getting tempted again
>last night decided to purge the little content left on my computer, of coarse looking at it along the way
>indulged all evening and fapped
I'm not going to get down on myself, I'm just going to do better. At 103 days I felt I had won and I'm disappointed at myself for how hard it is to get a decent streak going again. No more excuses, no more self-justification of bad behavior.
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▶ No.8799
>>8797
I actually broke a 102 day streak a couple days ago. I was making these mashed potatoes with a fuckton of coconut milk and coconut oil which contain massive amounts of saturated fat. All the saturated fat drove my sex drive through the roof and I didn't have 8chan to compulsively shitpost and argue on so I watched porn out of boredom and broke my streak hard. Can't say I give that much of a fuck, 102 days is a solid run
Moral of the story is to always have something to keep your mind and hands occupied and entertained at all times or your brain will try to make fun out of fapping
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