>>3468
Dude, this is like supressing my urge to breathe. I also was never addicted to porn, sure I was beating off several times a week to porn up to anal and shit but nothing disgusting. But I also had a normal sex life. I am not doing this because I need to get off some addiction but because my best friend is in this too. He prolapsed or whatever several times and just cant motivate himself to go over a week so I thought I join him. He doesnt complain half as much as I do which is why I suspect him beating off.
How is thinking of a woman supposed to help? Thats what makes it unbearable. I have wet dreams every night and just sniffing some parfume gives me a raging boner. I am used to having sex several times a week and if I would be in a relationship right now I would never do this shit. This is self torture.
I dont even want to look at porn or anything, I just want to get off. Why do you guys even do this and how do people go through 90 days or more?? I am 30 and feel like a fucking teen again when women were the shit and you were leaking all day because everything got you fired up.
Bah, anyway, Hofer just lost the austrian referendum and I am mad as fuck. Reminds me of hate fucking my ex again. FUCKING EVERY THOUGHT LEADS TO SOMETHING SEX CONNECTED.
Also I watched Blue Jay a few days ago and all I could think was to WHY ISNT SHE FUCKING HIM ALREADY?? Holy shit, I couldnt lead a normal conversation with a women in the state I am in. I need to fuck. What do you think a couple in love does all day? Fuck! What do you think these two in your pic do when they are not posing? THey fuck! ITS NORMAL. God, I am typing so much shit. I need to get off. And Christmas with the family is coming up. Thsi is insane.