>>85846
>I kinda wanna learn to sing but I don't live alone and I would be embarrassed for anyone to hear me. I also want to learn how to write lyrics. I thought of rapping because that seems easier than singing.
Figure out what you really want to do, with singing is simpler than it seems (don't listen to the voice gurus on youtube they're all bullshitters) just start singing in a range that's comfortable for you and were you can sing well. If you feel ashamed just start by humming, loud enough that you can hear yourself.
>need something to differentiate myself from the 5 million other people making music with their computers.
>I want to do something unique and I hate the fact that 10000 people are doing the same thing as I am.
Everything's been done, if you come up with something you think is original or really "out there" it's probably been done several times in the past. Just forget about that and make music, whatever you can come up with, if it sucks then make more.
>I'll listen to something really good and get super excited about making music and then I'll try making a beat and get discouraged very fast.
Even that music started a a simple melody or chord progression.