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No.407402
>>407401
>he thinks drinking a few beers is getting drunk
burch pls
also I don't really get drunk anymore, because I don't want to ruin my health in other ways
but you have to drink nearly every other day to fuck your livert I only drink once a month anymore
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No.407403
>>407402
>he
true but idk
it seemed shit enough for me to not want more
i mean the AA i'm taking is already hard on my liver so i don't want to risk
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No.407404
>>407403
lel actually didn't mean that
Yeah I don't recommend starting there's really no point, that's probably smart
how's shite going nowadays though? the last I heard of you, you were homeless or something weird
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No.407405
>>407404
>Yeah I don't recommend starting there's really no point, that's probably smart
yeah, i only drank enough to ease depression
and ended up drinking through everything my parents had anyway lol
i was homeless like three months ago, but i'm housesitting for a gay guy i met at an lgbt thing bc my parents threw me out
i can probably stay with him for a while but idk
might have to go on disability because i'm a useless fuck
you?
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No.407406
>>407405
lel
have you gotten proper diagnosis and shite yet?
dunno I'm good, goin to study and no longer out of my mind
I was in a mental ward for a month like 5-6 months ago because I did too many drugs llol
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No.407407
>>407381
You are nice – I like you~
>>407385
I'll try
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No.407408
>>407406
i've been diagnosed with major depressive disorder / adhd / anxiety at the psych ward, idk
my therapist agrees i have bipolar and thinks i have ptsd
what are you studying?
rip you
what drugs did you do?
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No.407409
>>407408
aa that explains things then
ADHD is hell and my insomnia is acting up real bad, like didn't sleep for 3 days in row until last night
The fuck you got ptsd from though?
not anything yet but gonna do a preparing course for a year to get some job experiences and stuff and then choose a real profession
um I did MDMA too often which gave me extreme suicidal depression, LSD too often which made me go completely nuts, memantine that I ODd on which disassociated me from reality completely and way too many other things tbh
It feels good to be fairly sober these days
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No.407410
>>407409
yeah adhd is fucking awful i could be making
a fuckton of money every month just writing porn
idk if i actually have it but my dad was abusive so
idk, i freeze up in stressful situations real bad
>doing a drug that gives you suicidal depression
>not already having it
never even heard of memantine
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No.407411
>>407410
Yeah, ADHD without medication is like impossible to deal with, you can't get anything done at all
No amount of discipline is going to help with that, at least for me
Mosta my problems are from my addictive personality and abusing drugs I think, at least I don't blame it on anything else lel
it's like ketamine which gives out of body experiences and stuff, like a short lasting lsd with a very diferent effect. But memantine lasts for 3 days minimum and I had a massive overdose so I barely remember what happened for 4-5 days in row wew, when I started coming to the anxiety and paranoia was so insane I thought I was developing psychosis
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No.407412
>>407411
yeah, i need to find a new doctor bc my last one was shit
he kept putting it off and then finally told me "i'll consider it in a month" and i just said fuck it and quit my antideps and stopped seeing him
i find microdosing on LSD helps me with adhd a bit, but ugh
jesus
>getting high for 3 days
is it worth it, at least?
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No.407413
>>407412
LSD microdosing is supposed to help a bit with ADHD because it's simply a dopaminergic stimulant at lower doses, which is what ADHD drugs are except it isn't really damaging in the long run
I havn't tried it yet but kinda intrigued, too bad lsd is really expensive here
what kinda effects do you get from microdosing and what dosage do you do?
Nope, wasn't worth it. Wasn't fun, I was extremely sick. It's not meant to be used like that lel
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No.407414
>>407413
idk, the two times i did it i felt kind of hypomanic but i felt pretty good before i took it too
it didn't help my concentration -too- much, but i might need higher dosaging
i did like, 10ug and 20ug
oh god
you overdosed though, so it was worse than it'd normally be, right
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No.407415
>>407414
oh well
when I started tryna that shit it wasn't worth it either just made me weird as fuck for days on end lel
wanna add on steam or something again? I kinda regret leaving that on bad terms
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No.407416
>>407415
uhh sure
/id/p444ndora or pandora#9929 on discord
i mostly use the latter
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No.407417
Gloomy - Today at 6:07 AM
I wish you had a webcam in your room so I could watch you 24/7, is that creepy? :O
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No.407418
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No.407419
>>407418
which part of Germany are you from?
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No.407420
>>407419
ist das dein erster Post?
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No.407421
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No.407422
Not to alert anyone, but the Germans have arrived
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No.407423
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No.407424
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No.407425
>>407422
I don't want to be conscripted into the army aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
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No.407426
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No.407427
>>407425
Move here, Germans don't have Wehrpflicht anymore
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No.407428
>>407426
I'm Lewdie, nice to meet you.
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No.407429
>>407425
Just be a loony!
Also have you actually dealt with the military thing yet?
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No.407430
>>407428
nice to meet you too
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No.407431
>>407427
I would be a detriment to the german society they don't want me
>>407429
No lel I keep putting it off and they don't seem to care, actually I was supposed to go again over 8 months ago but they forgot to invite me…
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No.407432
>>407431
Heh yeah i remember. Well if they don't care then idk. Might just be awkward if you need to deal with police.
Will be interesting though, aren't the things happening soon again
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No.407433
>>407432
Yea like after christmas, I don't care I'll blame em, and I think if they realized they forgot me they'd have already sent the police after me a long time ago. Think they'll realize their mistake in the yearly checkup or something no idea, I'll just give em my crazy papers
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No.407434
holy fucking shit looking at myself while on 250ug is fucking trippy
like i was typing to my girlfriend
wow lsd's making me look more feminine, like i can see myself looking really girly
and then i realize i always look this way and it's weird
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No.407435
>>407433
Yeah probably get shit if you show up and shit if you don't. Might as well do the passive thing. Crazy privilege.
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No.407436
>>407430
Can you come over and cuddle me?
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No.407437
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No.407438
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No.407439
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No.407440
>>407439
im pretty sure its saying duck not dick
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No.407441
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No.407442
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No.407443
>>407438
>>407442
itsaysyouregay.jpg
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No.407444
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No.407445
>>407444
komme aus hamburg btw
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No.407446
>>407444
Congratulations, do you want a diploma?
Now shuddup and go claim that akarin boipussi!
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No.407447
tfw only straight guy in lewd
also
new thread
neues threaddo
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No.407449
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No.407450
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No.407469
>>407440
Yeah but I said dick!
>>407441
Hello! How's it going fellow dick lover?
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No.409876
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