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Some new Muslims when they converted to Islam have been treated far worse by their parents than you have. They were beaten, forced to renounce their Islam, forced to eat pork, and many other things. You should always look at people who are less fortunate than you are in order to be grateful for what you have.
Try to make amends with your parents and be polite to them, even though it is very difficult for you. If they don’t want to accept Islam that is their decision. If you show kindness to them over time, you don’t know what will happen. Don’t expect them to just convert overnight. If you let your mind dwell on your problems, it will only make them seem worse. Just be patient with them and practice praying. Maybe you could try to learn the motions themselves first, before you try to learn what to say.
Don’t plan to completely sever ties with your parents, that is a severe sin.
And the Prophet (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him) said: “No one who severs the ties of kinship will enter Paradise.” Narrated by Muslim in his Saheeh.
When a man asked him, “O Messenger of Allaah, whom should I honour?” He said: “Your mother.” He said: “Then whom?” He said: “Your mother.” He said: “Then whom?” He said: “Your mother.” He said: “Then whom?” The fourth time he said: “Your father, then the next closest and the next closest.” Also narrated by Muslim.