New year 引きこもり 01/14/19 (Mon) 18:13:37 96bc8c No. 6896
Yo, is this board still alive?
How's everyone coping with the holidays and new year?
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引きこもり 01/14/19 (Mon) 23:27:35 f3ea2c No. 6897
Not much OP just dealing with another year in isolation i mentally broke down and cried the other night because i was thinking about what my life could have been if i didn't end up this way.
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引きこもり 01/14/19 (Mon) 23:49:50 b663ee No. 6898
>>6897
Op here. I'm sorry to here that. But yes, the life takes a toll on ya. I get like that too.
I do miss a lot of the outside but I can't seem to make myself leave these walls…
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引きこもり 01/15/19 (Tue) 05:12:08 5be095 No. 6899
Holidays were great since I had money for once to buy my mom something. New year is just another year so it hardly matters. This board is alive but barely. But I think it's the nature of hikki's isolation that causes the board to be slow. We aren't that social despite what discordfags might show otherwise.
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引きこもり 01/15/19 (Tue) 11:57:29 f3ea2c No. 6900
>>6898
>I do miss a lot of the outside but I can't seem to make myself leave these walls…
Same here OP i wanna leave my room and have a normal life but i am a fundamentally broken human being who sees the world through a colorblind point of view because i've been treated like shit my entire life i was never meant for this world and did not ask to be fucking born i hate myself and what i've become fuck my life.
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引きこもり 01/15/19 (Tue) 12:08:27 f3ea2c No. 6901
>>6899
>This board is alive but barely. But I think it's the nature of hikki's isolation that causes the board to be slow. We aren't that social despite what discordfags might show otherwise.
This place was a lot more active back in 2017 when it first came out but users came and left overtime and some probably forgot this place even existed to begin with and some of the users who have posted here did commit suicide all of these were contributing factors to the board traffic going down but regardless it is still here after a year and a half and as long as hikikomori still like this place and want to continue using it i will continue to run it also neet and hikikomori discord servers are cancer pretty much almost everyone in those communities is larping and i find that disrespectful tbh.
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引きこもり 01/15/19 (Tue) 13:31:36 40441f No. 6902
>>6896
Holidays were the same as any other day for me since everyone leaves me alone thankfully. I was just a bit pissed off when my sister stole my bottle of booze I left in the fridge and drank it with her boyfriend. Fucking cunts
>>6901
>users came and left overtime and some probably forgot this place even existed to begin with
I still lurk here on a daily basis, just don't have much of anything to talk about. As long as you keep the board going I'll continue to lurk and post when I'm able. Even if this board is nearly dead, just it being here puts my mind a little at ease because of knowing there's a small community out there that understands.
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引きこもり 01/15/19 (Tue) 16:23:01 38578a No. 6903
Op here. I feel like the users are still here they just don't respond often. I lurked for a while before actually ever commenting. I think it's part of the hikki mindset.
Glad to hear everyone had, at least an okay holiday though :).
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引きこもり 01/15/19 (Tue) 16:24:10 38578a No. 6904
>>6902
Yo that fucking sucks about the booze.
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引きこもり 01/15/19 (Tue) 16:26:10 38578a No. 6905
>>6901
I hope you continue this board. It's help my mental state to know that's others out there and there's a place for us on the web that isn't cancer
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引きこもり 01/15/19 (Tue) 17:39:16 daa284 No. 6906
>>6905
Yeah it's reassuring for me too. There's nowhere else I've found that isn't infested with normalfucks completely perverting the label, people with almost no real problems at all. This kind of isolation breaks people, a quiet refuge like this place is needed from time to time
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引きこもり 01/15/19 (Tue) 21:00:06 5d6468 No. 6909
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引きこもり 01/16/19 (Wed) 04:33:43 a31b6a No. 6912
>>6896
Yeah, I'm still alive. My mental state is looking a little better. I found a therapist who I sort of connect with. Out of everyone I've seen so far, he's been the best. But even he doesn't really get me completely and my symptoms are strange to him.
I finally regained some of my ability to read and write. I can more or less understand the plot of a novel if I re-read it a couple of times. So I have that going for me.
>>6903
>I lurked for a while before actually ever commenting. I think it's part of the hikki mindset.
I'll see a post, consider replying to it, then put it off for a week before actually saying anything. I did this in real life too.
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引きこもり 01/16/19 (Wed) 07:34:32 df54e8 No. 6913
>>6896
i'm still alive. holidays weren't great. my mother kept pushing me to go to various things and i kept saying no. it feels really bad constantly telling someone no. i try my best to keep my situation under wraps with my parents, but i was forced to tell her that i cant go out because i'd have an anxiety attack. i managed to only have to attend 1 family event for two hours.
my big problem this year is that i lose my insurance soon. i have multiple health issues that i've been procrastinating getting fixed. i cant see past 10 feet, two of my fingers have been asleep for a month, and i haven't been to a dentist in a long time. i really dont want to go to the doctor but if i dont soon i won't be able to ever again for free.
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引きこもり 01/16/19 (Wed) 18:38:31 90c67e No. 6914
>>6896
I fell for the noodles that many hikkis were chilling for in other threads.
Usually I either eat egs, chips or peas depending on the day and my mood.
I tried the meat flavored local brand. I expect to be too chemical but I liked it.
One other meal to recycle with the others.
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引きこもり 01/21/19 (Mon) 04:34:53 55faae No. 6933
>>6912
I was thinking of posting something like "yeah, I usually just answer peoples' questions" days ago…
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引きこもり 01/24/19 (Thu) 07:55:23 8db07e No. 6952
Holidays for me definitely aren't fun, but they're not too bad either. The silver lining of having a narcissist dad is that you are never expected to speak. My brother got married, so it was the first Thanksgiving and Christmas we had with two families together. The larger number of people made it impossible to have intimate conversations, which I appreciated. It took attention away from me too. One young man in the other family seemed to be in a constant state of dissociation; it made me curious about what was wrong with him.
I got Super Mario Odyssey for Christmas. I greatly enjoy the Balloon World game.
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