Forgetting that your lifestyle is far removed from the norm. 引きこもり 02/26/18 (Mon) 06:34:55 0cc194 No. 4509
Do you experience this?
Most of the time I'm in my own corner of the world (programming, watching my shitty chinesetoons, etc) but visiting this board has made me realize that the way I'm living is incredibly uncommon and I'm seen as pond scum by the world at large…
So - are you always aware of this reality or do you keep yourself busy enough to dream away everything ugly?
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引きこもり 02/26/18 (Mon) 07:01:32 404311 No. 4511
>>4509
>are you always aware of this reality or do you keep yourself busy enough to dream away everything ugly?
I am completely aware of what i am and i am content with it to an extent while at the same time i try to keep myself busy to escape the feeling of loneliness and feeling like a failure.
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引きこもり 02/26/18 (Mon) 09:24:59 bd115e No. 4512
Anytime i'm forced to interact with normalfags i usually realize how far gone i am. I accidentally spilled the beans that i sometimes go to the movie theater alone the other day. I don't watch normalfag media at all and when i do it's getting drunk watching a shitty movie at noon on a Wednesday at my local shithouse theater. It's really weird to think just how little i have in common with the average person. I can't talk about entertainment, i certainly can't talk about politics, and anything relationship related is out the window. I just live in a completely different world than them. But when i'm allowed to live in my world in peace then i usually don't even notice or care.
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引きこもり 02/26/18 (Mon) 09:54:15 bd2ad0 No. 4513
I don't think I know anything about the normal life anymore, my forms of entertainment are pretty different from theirs even when I'm watching anime I don't watch the mainstream one but rather the most obscure animes
thus I don't know how to keep the conversation going and that lead them to think that i'm so ignorant and stop talking to me
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引きこもり 02/26/18 (Mon) 10:54:01 404311 No. 4515
>>4512
I actually do this as well sometimes iill. go to the movies just to kill time and i actually enjoy the experience of watching movies on the big screen however i don't do it very often at all because of my social anxiety when i go outside to just kill time and relax i mostly just go to the park at night or take a walk i find it a lot more comfier to stay at home in my room and pirate the movies and watch them on my smart TV. tbh.
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引きこもり 02/26/18 (Mon) 10:56:52 404311 No. 4516
>>4513
>thus I don't know how to keep the conversation going and that lead them to think that i'm so ignorant and stop talking to me
When you mention anime to a normalfag they will usually only think of Pokemon Death Note Dragon Ball Bleach and only all the mainstream ones.
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引きこもり 02/26/18 (Mon) 16:18:06 e44078 No. 4520
>>4509
>are you always aware of this reality or do you keep yourself busy enough to dream away everything ugly?
I've always been aware that I'm not like other people, even when I was younger. There are some things in life that I wanted but will never have, and that makes me depressed from time to time, but ultimately I'm happy being alone. Also, I don't really care what others think of me or how I live. The only part of my life style that has ever made me feel bad is that I am currently leeching off my parents but I'm trying to fix that. Once I'm able to live on my own and support myself, I won't have to feel bad about my life at all.
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引きこもり 02/26/18 (Mon) 18:55:12 51c620 No. 4521
>>4520
>Once I'm able to live on my own and support myself, I won't have to feel bad about my life at all.
I understand as that's what I'm trying to do these days even though its pretty difficult i'm still trying to push myself through it and fix myself, maybe eventually I'll become a wage-slave so that I can live independently surrounded by my books
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引きこもり 02/26/18 (Mon) 19:46:31 dce95f No. 4523
>>4509
>Do you experience this?
>Most of the time I'm in my own corner of the world (programming, watching my shitty chinesetoons, etc) but visiting this board has made me realize that the way I'm living is incredibly uncommon and I'm seen as pond scum by the world at large…
>So - are you always aware of this reality or do you keep yourself busy enough to dream away everything ugly?
None of that really matters.
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引きこもり 02/26/18 (Mon) 21:46:57 bd115e No. 4526
>>4515
Yeah I have a good connection now so i can stream things. It's getting harder and harder for me to do things like this without being shackled by family so i'll probably stick to streaming. Even though i've been wagecucking it hasn't made it any easier. Like I saw annihilation this weekend and i cycled from wanting to kill the idiots in my row, to wanting to cry, not wanting to be there, but i stayed because i didn't want to waste the money. It was a terrible movie too. Same day i watched Sicario on my TV and had a better experience.
It's harder and harder to find reasons to leave the house.
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引きこもり 02/27/18 (Tue) 01:10:54 2a14ec No. 4529
>>4526
>wagecucking
Are you that one hikki who tried to go live in the woods and is now trying to reintegrate back into society by working at Walmart??.
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引きこもり 02/27/18 (Tue) 03:55:29 404311 No. 4538
>>4520
>The only part of my life style that has ever made me feel bad is that I am currently leeching off my parents but I'm trying to fix that. Once I'm able to live on my own and support myself, I won't have to feel bad about my life at all.
I'm trying to do this as well and then i can finally live in complete peace once i find a way to support myself without having to go outside at all i haven't lived with my parents in 4 years now however i do still leech off of them pretty much because they continue to enable my lifestyle without even realizing it while at the same time putting too much pressure on me to get a job in the outside world.
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引きこもり 02/27/18 (Tue) 08:31:00 bd115e No. 4540
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引きこもり 02/27/18 (Tue) 08:48:03 2a14ec No. 4542
>>4540
>yes
>Its harder and harder to find reasons to leave the house.
This is so true i do go to the store once a month to stock up on food that i need honestly if the store wasn't in walking distance from my house i would probably just order all my groceries online and have them delivered to me because that's a lot more comfy to be honest and i have anxiety when going out to the store a lot of the time actually.
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引きこもり 02/27/18 (Tue) 19:40:56 bd115e No. 4563
>>4542
That's the kind of thing i'm starting to hate most of all. Like i'll get McDicks or Whataburger when coming home from wagecucking and those interactions just standing in line and ordering are getting to be so tiresome. I wish it wasn't so expensive to get things other than pizza delivered. At some point i'll probably just end up living on Cliff bars and ramen.
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引きこもり 02/28/18 (Wed) 05:52:04 2a14ec No. 4574
>>4563
>those interactions just standing in line and ordering are getting to be so tiresome. I wish it wasn't so expensive to get things other than pizza delivered
I know right tell me about it man.
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