same for me, but i'm not in a relationship and i'm lesbian, i'm in the same position, a few weeks ago i almost made myself bleed i think haha, it was so red and felt on fire, i kinda want to stop but i don't actually want to, i guess its because it makes your stress go away and you're free to do it, so it feels nice, there's a point where it bothers me and ill i think its about it, i think you need to find something to distract yourself, like gaming, idk, movies?
