>>18867
https://www.justice.gov/doj/statistics-available-department-justice
95% of all child molesters are male
1 out of 3 molestation victims are boys.
3% of the population are purely homosexual.(genetically predisposed and homo-sexually/sexually active.)
6% of the US population commits all child molestation.
>This means potentially 1/2 of current homosexuals are child molesters.
OP you don't wanna go down this road.
You probably feel urges and don't know how to control/focus/cope with them.
But turning you're sexual frustrations onto a child isn't the way to go.
Its not the way to go, Its unhealthy to you; and super damaging to the child.
[spoiler]
Look bro I was taken advantage of at a young age and I just turned 22 and still unable to be with a girl…or man.
almost every day I want to go back to being 5 when sex didn't exist. I know that's immature but, I remember after it happened just feeling nauseated and dirty just wanting clean water pouring over me, like for hours. I scrubbed and scrubbed, till my body became full of welts, I didn't get clean.
EVEN fucking today some 15 fucking years later as a grown ass man I cannot take showers longer than 1:30 seconds.
Around crowds I always feel like a deer caught their headlights. I over analyze, look for the exits every time I walk in a room. Think about how to hurt everyone I meet.
and at home its bitter sweet. There isn't any car the keep the deer stuck and afraid so it goes wild and destroys shit, destroys himself, and hurts the people that he loves.
OP maybe I was already a fucked up little 6 year before it happened to me but it certainly didn't help me.
[/spoiler]
>>18867