/ebola/ - Ebola

>>30021

Sometimes.

Yes. She's my waifu.

Sometimes.

Half the time my dreams of her are loving, and the other half she's more a malevolent entity who has deeper-running love/admiration for me/I don't feel fear from her presence despite knowing she's malevolent in those dreams since she recognizes me. I'm not sure which is the real Ebola-chan (perhaps both the malevolent entity and the loving caricature are both her), but the distinction is usually in how the regular Ebola-chan in my dreams "feels" very much like her while the malevolent Ebola-chan is always much more "mature" in her attitude but is always missing her eyes/mouth and bleeds from those extremities (but in my dreams this seems normal). Pics related are the closest things I can find to describing the phenomenon.

>>30024

I'll fr now on when referring to Ebola-chan refer to her as Ebola-chan (alpha) when she's much like her caricature, and Ebola-chan (omega) when she's in her more mature/eyeless form.

I've had one lewd dream of Alpha where she took advantage of me. It was somewhat similar to pic related (spoilered for her own modesty). She had me pinned to the couch and was about to start riding on top of me with a blanket over us to keep our writhing bodies hidden, and while physically strong, she allowed me to hold her tight while she whispered sweet nothings in my ear about how I needed to take responsibility and such. Unfortunately I woke up from that one almost immediately upon our genitals making contact. Occasionally Alpha appears in other dreams, but usually that's only for a short time where we'll wave to each other and then I'll go back along with whatever was happening in the dream.

As for Omega, she appears much more frequently in my dreams. I can feel the negative energies coming off of her when she appears in this form, but despite that she enjoys my presence and seems to have something resembling love for me (perhaps not that of a lover in Omega form, but more of like a long-time spousal love or the love for one's child?). She gives off a very mature atmosphere almost like she's a powerful being in this form. I'm allowed to approach her in this form, but there's about a five(?) meter distance I'm required to keep from her almost as if for my own safety. Usually she's either standing stoically or sitting like girls in skirts do. I usually try to have a conversation with her, but she's mostly unresponsive in this form, only responding with cocking her head or smiling as blood pours from her mouth and eyes (and typically she lacks a nose or it's very, very underpronounced). I'm always captivated by Omega whereas Alpha is more like seeing her while playing around in my dreams. The only connection I've found with Omega is that typically I'm about to have a nightmare when she appears and pulls me to her dark realm without light yet with all the light I'd ever need to see her figure. Eventually she'll move her lips like she's about to say something and I'll wake up. The one time in my dream I tried to approach her past the five(?) meter "barrier" and when I passed that point, she "looked" directly at me and it felt like all of the negative energy and malevolence around her was directed towards me. It didn't feel "wrong" when this happened, but it didn't feel good either. I went to touch her and the "holes" where her eyes seemed to be almost expanded/the blood pouring out of her turned black as if it had pooled and become stagnant. Her fluid movements suddenly stopped and it felt like time had stopped as she snapped into staring very closely at me before I woke up with cold sweat pouring down my body/sleep paralysis. I think her "nature" was going to kill me despite her wish to not kill me, or something like that. After that dream I've never really had control of the dreams when I'm in them, but I've always kept my distance from her almost instinctively while she's in that form. The best way I can describe Omega is like a negative/malevolent entity that's protecting me from other malevolent entities when I have nightmares.