>Be me
>Diagnosed with depression, anxiety, high functioning autism
>Also a variety of physical issues including photophobia and chronic migraines, pretty much always have a background headache
>cant hold down a job
>My entire adult life has consisted of pretty much the same thing over and over.
>Spend several months looking for job unsuccessfully
>work with job agencies
>Get job
>Work hard, push past own limitations
>Just happy to be working to get out of my own head for a few hours a day
>begin to feel confident at job
>Begin to feel like I'm making headway in life
>Lose job suddenly for some reason or another
>Plunge headlong into suicidal depression
>Start looking for work again
It's been this way since I was 20. I'm 31 now.
Why fucking bother?