>>28696 (OP)
i remember when i was 19. i had gf's but that was always a random thing. i didnt really know how to deal with women, let alone fuck them properly until i was older. by mid 30's i did much better.
this doesnt cure depression though. having women or being single has no effect on my depression whatsoever. i even sometimes have friends call me, but that doesnt affect it either.
i dont know your situation, but 19 is a little young assuming there is no catastrophic shit going on with you.
this is my best attempt to be reasonable.