Any other +30yo doomers here happen to feel nostalgic over old porn? I see this blurry pic taken with an old cameraphone which is from around the time I was that same age and I don't even want to fap, I just feel bad because I used to think I would have a girlfriend like that at that age or just have sex because thats what the media sold us but in reality like many others I got the houellebecq experience instead.
Sure I could work my ass off to be rich enough to pay for girls like these but its not the same, not just because I would be literally paying for sex which is degrading for me but the fact that I'm a 30yo, I'm no longer 18, its not gonna be the same than getting laid back then, I would be some older guy banging a chick who was like 6 when I was her age, and even if she's having sex because she wants to I'm still not 18 (and she probably has daddy issues else why go with and older guy)
The opportunity is gone, I can't get that time back and specially I can't get that experience. Even if I went back to that age with a time machine I would still be a 30yo guy in the late 2000s.
I missed the boat and it fucking sucks.
(USER WAS BANNED FOR BEING A COOMER)