/doomer/ - Doomers Club

>still being able to dream

wanted to be pilot, shit sight genes entered early in and my lifestyle made it even worse

Fuck, I have no such job. I've never had one. All I wanted in life was to be economically self sufficient and lo, here I am.

>>21387

I think everyone with some semblance of mental health wants to have a wife and children, but most of us are so far from it that we just don't even talk about it anymore.

>>21404

>with some semblance of mental health wants to have a wife and children

So if you don't want to have children and wife for whatever reason, you are mentally ill, good to know. Being sane == fulfilling your biological needs.

>>21365

>Not just constant nightmares

>>21405

I dunno, people don't think trannies are mentally ill anymore so, the worm turns

>dream job

Lately I watched a docu about Aussieland customs police and border patrol

I feel like this would be the perfect job for me

>in charge of norman mcnormalcuck's amazon deliveries from overseas notice the rhyme

>have cute drug sniffer doggo

>doggo sniffs parcels

<stands still at one parcel

>take parcel to Xray scanner

>oh boy that looks like powder in those hair rings from india

>I wonder why that might be there

>surely nobody would ever try anything sketchy in normal items

>open parcel

>destroy content

<oh boy, that powder does not look like Persil

>take sample

>put on testing device

>le heroin

>Joe, get the van started

And successfully sabotaged another normalfags darknet order just for fun

Or being a bureacrat on airport security. You can bully the shit out of Normies.

There was this one asian guy who wanted to visit a relative in Aussieland.

He got mad because he had dog food and fish food in his luggage. He did not declare it and got fined 220$

>do you people know how much is that for me?

>my father is sick

>you make me mad

>you only want my monies

<cry moar fagget, I'm the fucking government, whatcha gon' do now?

no the lady that was inspecting his luggage was very calm and polite, I would have shot him twice already

Too bad you need police school for this and I would flunk the sports test there guaranteed …

>>21404

I second that wholeheartedly

>>21405

I think he did not mean it literally. It was probably more like in

>organisms live to procreate their speices, if one organism fails that task, it must have been faulty or maladjusted in some way

For example the first time I was confronted about this is when I failed military recrutation (sports test)

My father told me in homeland, if you fail test you are unmarriageable man (he was officer in military)

I guess he was right …

>>21405

This isn't really what I meant to say. What kind of sane man didn't entertain the thought of having a family to go back to home after a long days work? I can't imagine not having such a feeling - even if for a short time.

>>21428

I bet you can find a few examples right on this board. I'm not included, I have to admit long time ago I desired family, then I realized it's just not for me and I don't even want it. I understand you now.

>>21425

So in other words, what you're actually trying to say is you are a complete fucking coward, who doesn't have the balls to stand face-to-face with anybody, doesn't know how to directly address any of the problems in his life, and blames other people, all the while denying the obvious fact that you created all of your own problems for yourself?

got it….

You are a completely spineless little girl.

Thanks for sharing.

>>21430

RE: realized it's not for you

so, in other words what you're trying to say is that you became so good at denial and distracting from the fact that you are a coward, and you don't have the balls or self-confidence required to look a woman in the eyes and demonstrate even a modicum of charisma or magnetism, unable to convince a woman to climb into bed with you, that you finally started to tell yourself that 'it's not for you'?

got it…..

You are spineless little worm.

Thanks for sharing

>>21435

This is the part where you try to convince us that your interpersonal relationship with video games, anime & your obsolete computer are 'just as fulfilling as having a girlfriend'.

You can't even convince yourself

So you're never going to be able to convince anyone else.

You are a spineless amoeba.

Thanks for sharing.

We exist for only one reason.

We exist for the same reason bacteria exists on a toilet seat.

We exist TO EXIST.

We exist so we will still exist a hundred thousand years from now.

We exist to REPRODUCE….

We are FUCKING MACHINES….

Nothing more

Nothing less

We do NOT exist to cure cancer

We do NOT exist to build a better spaceship

The only reason we exist is to fuck.

If you do not fulfill your reason for existing, there is no reason for you to exist.

RE: DOOMER

Wouldn't it just be easier to say that you are a predictable self-pitying parody of a cheap imitation of a satire of a pathetic joke that was never funny to begin with?

Wouldn't it just be easier to admit that you enjoy feeling sorry for yourself?

Because you think by expressing self-pity, somehow other people are going to feel sorry for you…..

How's that working out so far?

A: N O B O D Y

Q: who feels sorry for somebody who creates their own problems and feels sorry for themself?

>>21441

I think you are on the wrong board, Mr. Neptune. Let me show you where you need to go: >>>/n/

>>21441

I thought saying 'sorry' was more you guises' shtick?

RE: DOOMER

A cliche predictable trendy fashion statement

"woe is me"

I couldn't help but notice that you've even gone out of your way to use predictable redundant visual aesthetics to try and demonstrate how 'sad and depressed you are', choosing a black background, with emo lavender boundaries and boxes.

Your self-pity is nothing more than a trendy fashion statement……….

I've been watching douchebags like you complain and mope and seek pity from others for the past four decades, and isn't it funny how all of you 'just so happen' to use the color black all the time?

I was there when goth actually died, becoming a hackneyed cliche in 1986, while Bauhaus played live on stage at the 688 Club in Atlanta Georgia.

(Bela lugosi's dead? Nope. He's a trend-following douchebag in black lipstick)

But I've also watched a certain tiny subset of out-of-touch individuals who never realized their fashion statement had become a predictable trend, and they tried to continue riding on the dead bandwagon….

These douchebags continued using the color black, wearing black clothes and black lipstick and black hair dye, walking around feeling sorry for themselves, convincing themselves that they were original and unique, trying to present themselves as misunderstood clinically depressed geniuses…

Lol !!!

So this is the latest incarnation of that same predictable dead horse?

wow…………………………

It's kind of like watching a little baby throw a temper tantrum.

Nobody feels sorry for the baby….

In fact, we all enjoy watching it suffer.

>>21436

While I appreciate your hype for the life, as I call it, you have poor understanding of my view and you jumped right to conclusion. I never in my life had any problems maintaining long lasting relationship, I understand women on the most fundamental level thanks to my, you can call it, feminine side, so I had not only deep fulfilling relationships but also very good friendships with women which last basically until today with few of them. Now where's the catch? Am I really a coward without courage to look for a woman? Absolutely not. The real answer is that I do not have to nor I want to have relationship with a woman ever, which would lead to something serious as child. Now before you jump again to conclusion, no, I'm not afraid of being a parent. In recent years, even though I lost my youth and I'm not so good looking as i used to, I had to dodge few girls. There is this trouble, that I'm really unstable person, not suited for relationship. I can maintain it because when I love, I love forever and it's like bound that is holy to me (spook, I know), so I do my best. Then you reach a point, where everything just flows, you fall into the stereotype and everything is fine, right? No it isn't because internally I'm separated from that relationship long before that point, seeing it subconsciously as flower you have to water here and there and then go doing your own things. I'm not suited to be with someone for more than few years, I need to be with myself, close myself for few months, gain new energy, move on. This is not usually something any partner can understand. I tried, I failed always, I accepted the mistake and I prefer, in this age, to not waste time of a woman, expecting from me to be her shelter, because her clocks are ticking, I respect that and thus I prefer she would search for someone who can provide her what she desires. When it comes to children, it's a bit more complicated but that's all. + I'm really not standing on my own feet, not materially but mentally. I'd much rather prefer someone next to me who isn't taking life as huge biological deal to be honest, so am I coward? i don't think so. I'm very polite towards other people to not waste their time, I'm very selfish, I'm very reserved and introverted, I'm too unstable - yes, you can accuse me of all those things, I'm well aware of them but I'm not coward.

>>21439

>If you do not fulfill your reason for existing, there is no reason for you to exist.

I agree, so why don't you let us die in peace mr. lifecoach?

>>21441

>Wouldn't it just be easier to admit that you enjoy feeling sorry for yourself?

I personally don't feel sorry for myself in the slightest. I'm very honest at least to myself and I don't feel nothing to myself at all. I would even claim that I'm more lean to like myself than hate myself or feel sorry for myself. I know what I'm capable of and I prefer writing walls of useless texts before having sex with female to make some random poster on imageboard happy.

>>21444

OMG how could I be so blind? Ok, I promise you I will fuck tonight and keep my genes in the pool!!!! THANKS MAN YOU SAVED ME LOL. Only if I ever needed to be saved, imbecile.

>>21448

Oh boy, we could have fun together, why you have to ruin everything :/

>>21448

I mean Trudeau acts like one, if someone projects a quality onto someone else it usually says more about the person who said it than who they are saying it to

>>21450

Absolute truth does not exist in the human condition.

>>21450

Why you people have this tendency to scream all the time about silencing the truth? It's truly interesting phenomenon to me. Always reminds me of american e-celebs like alex jones.

Id like to do something in space. I feel like it has the kind of adventure missing in my life. I would do anything for a sense of doing something unknown or unexplored.

>>21456

Do something unknown or unexplored

like NOT being a predictable, trendy 'doomer' self-pity douchebag?

>>21435

Unlike BO

Yes I am a fucking coward

have been my entire life. This you got right perfectly

Never risked anything big and I will die without a single scar on my body

The typical male characteristics bravery, determination, being someone people can depend on are just lacking

I am like a piece of reject material from a factory production line.

>little girl

just like animeme

>>21437

This became better and better but that posting is like that /bane/ scene where CIA lifts the black towel only to reveal that CIA is under the towel as well

check mate

>>21439

Ficki Ficki Ficki Ficki

Muh Dicki Dicki Dicki Dicki

>Because you think by expressing self-pity, somehow other people are going to feel sorry for you…..

It is not about getting pity

this is a catharsis

you let out your sorrow to cleanse yourself from within

who the fuck am I supposed to talk to when I don't have any friends?

>>21445

>seeing it as flower you just have to water every day

aww fuck that hit me hard dude. This feel I have for many social relationships. You just stay nice and polite because that is the right thing to do and you just do it because it is routine. Like your brain is on autopilot and working some to do list from top to bottom. I would never think there is someone who has the same problem

>>21448

Are you retarded in head or what?

Do you think I am walking around with /doomer/ tshirts in real life? like those redditors

I come here because I have nowhere else to open up about how I feel about myself, my future and the world.

And I never gave a shit about any label or being in "da cool kid group". This board can also call itself /vroomer/ or /eau de toilette/ or whatever. People here are just chill and I feel at home. I don't care what it is called.

>>21459

>who the fuck am I supposed to talk to when I don't have any friends?

my friend told me that smart people talk to themselves. she was randomly talking to herself loudly, it was good fun.

>I would never think there is someone who has the same problem

I guess it might be pretty common, I don't know. My bigger issue is really that I just need to be alone a lot otherwise I'm exhausted and the other person feels it. Then gf asks you that classical "what happened to you? you changed. you don't love me like you used to?" which is pretty childish and stupid question but answer is flat out I'm just tired, see you few months later. The few contacts/friends I still have, they are used to me not responding or meeting them for half-year to 2 years just because if I don't feel like talking then I just avoid them whenever it is possible. I can be very open and socialize easily but that the same time I'm comfortable alone, not even opening my mouth for days at all. It's always this duality of my personality in every aspect that truly kills me, I'm not 1 complete person, I'm as if you would ripped two completely opposite people and glued them together.

>>21463

>that story

Yes, it's sort of this way. My brother also did it. I remember asking him if anyone came to our house because I heard him talking but he was alone and making jokes like 'well if i don't have anyone smart enough to talk to, i have to talk to myself'.

>for me it feels like I have 2 sides inside me. one rational and one emotional. both of them in eternal jihad with each other

Mine are both ridiculously ruled by emotions but are opposite in everything else. It brings these weird situations when I'm inconsistent in some of minor views (and receive hate because people expect you to be 100% consistent forever) partly because of this and partly because I question everything. I'm fucking glad I'm not alone in this because people don't get it and it's destroying me from inside. I don't even fucking know what the hell I want, I can't make finite decisions, I always feel like nothing is 100% right, you know the drill.

i always wanted to be an archaeologist when i was a wee lad

when i was in my late teens i wanted to be a sysadmin, then a python developer

nowadays I'm stuck in a minimum wage factory job with no ways out

still think that archeology would be really interesting for me

>>21387

You just nailed the true nature of /pol/. Especially the last 5 lines.

>>21404

why would any sane person willingly create more people to live in this age? You would be comdemning an innocent to live in the worst age man has ever produced.

Having a wife would be great though, i'll grant you that

Being a trust fund kid who doesn't have to wagecuck and can spend his days learning Japanese/autistic maths subjects and watching anime on his free time.

Never had one

>>21502

Like you have anything better to do right now.

>>21439

that is an oversimplification.

We exist to benefit our genes, or,

We exist to make our genes as common as possible.

I remember reading at some point about some isolated population in africa where those implicit associations tests things showed that the men care more for their (probably half-)sister's kids than their own kids. I've already just given you a hint as to why this is, they are extremely promiscuous. There is more genetic benefit to look after the genes of your half sister than the genes of what has a very very low chance of being your kid. In other words, family has genetic value to you, so much so that in some cases it directly overpowers your drive to raise what even modern medical practices determines to be your kid.

Ethnicity / race is just a broader shallower family.

You can still to a lesser extent have your actions be genetically beneficial if they are for the benefit of your race.

Lifting for hitler is just lifting for girls but more efficient.

>>21363

I think I should adress this with a post also

The profession I originally wanted to learn was doctor.

Even today I sometimes ask myself how my life would look today, if I followed the original plan.

>go to academic high school

>enter college

>find some shitty students part time job

>or mooch off govt for studentbucks like my parents would suggest

>travel every day in craped train to uni

>spend semester break learning for exams

>finally get your diploma

>only to start as some underpaid assistant doctor in some shitty hospital

and mommy could tell everyone that junior is doctor

Knowing that I was a fuckup, it would have probably been the same shit as now, just perma broke and without technological knowledge. But I really wonder if I would have found friends in high school or college. When I was younger, I was not that pessimistic about everything. Around 18/19/20 I was pretty bloomer kind of guy with high hopes for the future, optimistic and everything.

I honestly think that peers are the only thing that can prevent you from becoming a total failure in life. Imagine if you had some people everyday asking you to come to college, study with them, help them with work and essays and stuff like that. Even if you wanted to be a lazy shit at home skipping uni, there would be people that depend on you and you cannot dissapoint them …

Maybe I would have been a doc in a hospital by now. Permanently stressed with patients and 60 hour weeks with no time to question my existence or sorrows at all. I read doctors are the profession with highest stress, drug, alcoholism and suicide problems in most countries. Ironic, isn't it …

>>21363

Before doomerism? tons, but now I only wish I had enough money to invest in some safe thing and live off that for the rest of my life. No need to live like a millionaire either, but its difficult to make money from safe investments that pay little and I can't stomach the risk of day trading on the stock market or cryptos, specially after seeing so many people losing everything.

>>21370

That too, military or civilian? all the cool planes are military anyway, civilian is a glorified bus driver or trucker if you're in a cargo plane

>>21372

Same here

>>21387

>but everyone else decided that couldnt happen

They didnt decided shit, thats the biggest irony of all this. They just wanted stuff and when you can't create wealth what you do? you steal it. The middle class is going extinct all over the developed and semi-developed world, why? because their wealth was siphoned into a small number of hands by deliberately shady banking practices and opaque financial instruments. Meanwhile most of the social upheaval caused by social media is just a consequence of the pursuit of profits, there is no secret plan to keep you down nigger, you're just a bump in the road and you're getting run over.

>>21502

Que hacen tus viejos yoruga? trafican yerba mate?

>>21802

>That too, military or civilian? all the cool planes are military anyway, civilian is a glorified bus driver or trucker if you're in a cargo plane

Military to be honest. I sort of had pilot background because father was heavily into it and he used to fly with small civilian planes when he was younger but I grew up with it pretty much, he took me to air days or how it is called in english, bought me books about war planes and whatnot. Grandfather was also in military even though not a pilot but he supported me in this interest. Then when I was like 7 or 8, my sight got worse and it went downhill since then which made it harder if not straight up impossible to pursue this goal. To be fair, I never had any outstanding physical condition as well, I probably wouldn't pass tests on centrifuge. Those psychos who fly Gripens and whatnot have my respect.

>>21363

>ITT: Dream jobs that you will never have

Professional NEET.

>>21818

Office drone seems fun. I work in IT so I see them a lot when they need help plugging their usb devices in. They are basically like little kids playing adult. They dress up nice and clean and sit at their desks and fuck around on the internet all day. Printer's down? They shoot the shit with me for a half hour while I fix it. I've never seen somebody work. The coffee ritual is nice too. Honestly I suggest this route if you are lose and hopeless- most office drones seem to be. If you are worried about spending your days with norimes you can relax because normies don't even seem to exist. Everybody is weird under the hood.

>>21872

I am an office drone and getting the fuck out ASAP. I do not recommend it. You are 100% correct about not doing anything. I literally work 1 hour out of an 8 hour work day.

This might sound nice to you but experiencing it, it is absolutely soul draining. You can fuck around on the internet for a while, sure. But you can only really access ultra normalfag stuff. Mainstream media websites, youtube and that's about it really. You wouldn't want to be caught on a website like this, that's for sure.

And you absolutely have to interact with normals all day. An office is a very social environment.

Funnily enough, I am quitting office drone and going into IT myself.

>>21807

I don't have eyesight problems but my country has a shit airforce and nobody trust foreigners with jet fighters so I'm SOL.

>>21833

Dont you finngols get unlimited welfare?

>>21876

What about using a VPN? or tor?

>Funnily enough, I am quitting office drone and going into IT myself.

Unless you go remote its the same shitty environment but you have to actually work and for longer soulcrushing hours

>>21387

I know you want to be left alone, but everyone has to live in this world, and in this world, we live in a society, and when we live in a society, we have to interact with each other. It's not just white people being denied a house and a family, it happens to people all over the world, especially in the third world, the system that rules this world is capitalism. Make of that what you will, or just keep hating jewish people, and if you ever organize, and start a happening, don't act surprised when you continue to face economic repression from the new corporatist fascist government, despite the lack of jews, now that you've murdered them all, en masse.

The best reason not to get blackpilled, demoralized and filled with impotent seething rage is that the enemy wants you in exactly that state. Never, ever, ever give them anything for free.

>>21876

>>21872

Officeman.exe is fun if you've got something else to do, consistently, that can look like actual work. I've found writing, both content for a tabletop campaign I'm putting together and more proper fiction, can easily take up several hours. Nothing forces you to work like "work". Sort of the same imaginative playground you had back in high school, staring at the wall waiting for class to be over.

>>2192

/doomer/ isn't a blackpill board. It's post-blackpill.

>Blackpill - The world cannot be saved

>Post-Blackpill - The world isn't worth saving

There's a difference there.

>>21928

was meant as a reply to >>21923

>>21928

>onestepbeyond-post-blackpill

Not only the world isn't worth saving, the process of decay is actually good and matrix was a documentary.

>blackholepill

Becomes one with the decaying world. *dies on aids*

>>21928

I feel you anon

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>>21932

>Not only the world isn't worth saving, the process of decay is actually good

the latter follows from the former. No need for new terms.

>>21872

True. I work in IT too and I do like 3-ish hours of actual of per day lol. Rest is spent on the Internet, at the coffee room, playing card games, or sitting on the toilet.

>>21974

This is true for all work

Even factory work is maybe 6 hours actual work.

2 hours is coffe breaks or walking around in assembly line

companies could squeeze much more out of workers if they would motivate them to just get their daily work done and then they are free to go home. Work would be done as soon as possible every day

>>21977

I may be wrong but I think it's worse in IT because our working tool is also the thing we spend our free time on. I doubt you spend your free time on an assembly line.

>>21977

>Even factory work is maybe 6 hours actual work.

I fucking wish.

>>21977

Downside and benefit of IT is this (if you are lucky to not work in total slavecorp):

>you can pretend that you work, 1/3 of time you are shitposting, 1/3 of time you are doing what you want anyway, 1/3 of time you are actually working

<suddenly you are facing the deadline or just something goes wrong: sitting behind PC 12-16 hours a day, sleep even less than usually, work during weekends, work during holidays, etc.

<if you can't not give a shit, you spend your free time thinking about work anyway, studying new materials and trying new shit

Good is that you can get paid very good for overtimes, also you can get bonuses after project is done and you can get pretty long vacation. The downside is that many people prefer rather more stable working environment, where you know you every day work 9-5, then go home and chill. Another downside is that, depends where you work, but part of my job is to be always aware of new standards and new features in APIs we work with, so it's maybe like being teacher or something, work where you should optimally have your knowledge up to date. I'd much rather prefer doing similar stuff for less money in some FOSS project which is living from donations and has its own foundation taking care of finances but that's just a dream.

>>21363

A higher-up in a meaningful business. I could actually get there in my lifetime, but why fucking bother just to be taxed and regulated to death, and never being able to truly live up to my creative vision, because the entire economy is built on compromise and sucking dick. Being successful through hard work in a society like this is just putting a target symbol on your back.

I don't think I have a dream job anymore.Dreams are stupid anyway.

I spent most of my life unsure what to do and not really being good at anything. I think no matter what I do my shitty brain will find away to not like it. I don't hate what I do now, but I've yet to meet anyone over 40 that likes their job, and I hate working 50-60 hours a week, every week.

>>21439

>If you do not fulfill your reason for existing,…

Worship the Lord. Cover your backwards.

>>22840

Travelling would help that. Let you know that being resignated about some stagnation may only lead to worse conditions.

>>23020

funnily but it is true indeed

whenever I am on travels, I can forget pretty much everything for a few days or weeks. but it is basically just running away from the underlying problems that torment you, not a solution in any way

I served in the US Army, I was an Infantryman and got kicked out because I’m physically incapable of running long distances. Turns out one of my tendons was severed when I was younger but my parents never told me. My dream was to be an Army Ranger and get paid damn good money to kill people. It’s been five years since I left the Army, I’m a truck driver now. The pay is terrible and this job makes me want to kill myself every single day.

>>23182

>Turns out one of my tendons was severed when I was younger but my parents never told me.

how the fuck

>>23183 My leg was run over. It didn’t break but it swelled up so fucking bad I crawled away in absolute pain. I could tuck, patrol, shoot, kick in doors. I was a good soldier but the PT tests aren’t designed for big guys they’re tailored to 150lb people. I did the best I could and it wasn’t good enough. I live everyday hating myself because my best wasn’t enough.

>>23183

Yes there are retarded subhuman parents

mine are those as well

>be anon, maybe 10 years old

>have sister

>a few years younger

>she has accident

>car hit her

>she ran onto the street and the other car did not see her because my fathers far blocked the sight (parked)

>car hits her

>no hospital involved

>no police either

>a few years later

>confront parents about this

<we knew we were the ones who did wrong so we did not want to cause more problems for ourselves

yes anon, this is the type of subhuman trash that thinks having children is good for them when they are too retarded for life themselves

>>23184

I am sorry for having your dream ruined but I hope today at least your leg is healed and does not hurt you nor reduced your movement freedom of the leg.

>>23185 I appreciate it bud. Sometimes I wonder if I’m evil because I’m certainly not good but if I could use my capability for violence to protect people maybe it wouldn’t be a bad thing. I honestly hope I can quit trucking this year or next and start a business. I know I won’t make any money but I’m not making money as a truck driver. If any of you have thought of trucking as a way to escape your problems. Don’t.

>>23184

Sorry to hear that, man. It's a poor consolation, but it's something outside of your control that determined the outcome.

>>23185

That's fucked up. Was she okay though?

>>23190

>If any of you have thought of trucking as a way to escape your problems. Don’t.

I was going to, but it really only took a couple of horror stories to deter me from going with it. The image of comfy trucking was quickly smashed.

>>23202

Yes, she was okay

there was no lasting issues or anything we are aware of

thank you

>>21713

Sounds very bloomer-ish and delusional

>>21363

I always wanted to be a radio show host. I'm not talkative enough for the job, but even if I couldn't get that, just working in radio somehow would be wonderful.