>be me
>have trap dick fetish
>want to be a sexy shemale that dominates other qt3.14 traps dicks with me ass
>only want to have anal orgasms
>dont want to masturbate/have sex like a man anymore
>orders anal toys for training
>do all due dillagence, enema, plenty of lube, and start getting after it.
>try to find an anal hypno trainer that doesnt involve being submissive
>want to dominate with ass, i dont want to be submissive
>want to come with ass, but cant find proper encouragment
>give up after an hour and just yank it to some tranny on tranny porn
>feel absolutely disgusted afterwords
I just want some help with learning how to have pleasure with my ass, that doesnt involve being submissive. I want anal orgasms without needing to yank it but can only find hypnos and trainers that involve being a submissive bottom, which also are turn offs for me. Pic related, want to be like blond in pic.