So I recently started doing discipleship at my church (I’m still a bit new in my walk), and my leader says that I’m too fixated on information than my actual walk. I will account for the fact that my prayer life is a bit lacking, but nonetheless this knowledge is important no? I’m just fascinated by the biblical basis for the Khazarian Jews (not real Jews), Illuminati, the beast system, E.Ts (fallen angels), nephilim, and the rapture. These aren’t really topics that most churches cover b/c they’re too controversial, but I’m just too curious. It gives me better insight on the will of Jesus so I can understand the word to my full capacity.
Anyway, he brought up that this information is distracting me from my walk, but it’s not like I’m obsessed with it. I just enjoy discussing it b/c it’s a bit taboo. I’m aware life has a deeper meaning than knowledge and that most of that information is irrelevant to me, but it’s relevant to God, so I feel like it’s something I should know if I should continue to do his work. How could I call myself a Christian if I couldn’t explain these things?
What do you guys think? I’m sure a good bit of you are hip to end times prophecy and Jewish history. Is this information part of my walk or distracting me from it?