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You cant beat temptation with your strength, you can with God's grace, and He doesnt abandon anyone to temptation.

So have a prayer like, get the sacraments and dont sin.

By doing this you'll be swimming in grace and will gain disdain for sinful things.

It was never seen in the writings of any saint that repressing their urges made them unhappy, on the contrary, doing God's will gives us peace as its our purpose. Going agaisnt it disorders our faculties and brings dread.

>>856236

*prayer life

>>856236

>>856245

Thank you anon!

I really appreciate the advice.

I shall give it a go

>>856234

At least you know that you want to become the opposite gender because of childhood trauma. I think you should try to realise that this is just a coping mechanism and its not healthy. You need to deal with the past trauma.

INTERRACIAL? I HARDLY KNOW ERRACIAL?!

>>856234

>eastern orthodox

like pottery

>>856234

> tranny leanings

> emotionally abusive mother, emotionally distant dad

Almost every time… Some advice from someone who was in a very similar position and managed to turn his life around after finding God:

If you are in direct temptation, do not try to repress it or beat it with willpower. Look inside. Look directly at your perversions without analyzing or judging them. And then pray to God to take care of it for you. You have to be willing to *sacrifice* the pleasure of the moment and willingly take the little resulting pain for that to work. No analyzing because that will only keep you chained to it. No judging or hating because what you see was once the innocent potential of your imagination. You yourself turned it into this demonic thing to cannibalize it for pleasure, catharsis and a false sense of identity. Look at it with non erotic love and forgiveness if you can. Let God heal it.

> If you're wondering about sexuality, I like women ….(and trannies)… almost exclusively, with a thing called AGP meta attraction to men

Bla bla bla… What good have your thoughts ever done for you with this? They lead you around in circles, dangle carrots before you and tempt you to "prove" yourself by indulging in sexual fantasies again. Stop analyzing. Stop rationalizing your perversions. If stuff like this is on the front of your mind all the time, it just shows that you are an addict and nothing else. Stay away from ANY kind of porn and sexual fantasy COMPLETELY. The really dirty secret is: After an adjustment period that is going to suck and be riddled with temptation you won't even feel the urge anymore. You will see how unhealthy it was to be aroused all the time. The capacity to feel natural attraction in combination with love will come back. As well as a sense of adventure with life.

> today I'm 26, fat, balding, completely unmasculine and I simply do NOT have it in me, AT ALL. I can't even name one masculine hobby that I would enjoy.

> hate everything manly about myself

Every two or three days once do as many pushups, situps, and squats as you can manage. Go to bed early and get enough sleep. Stop consuming weed, alcohol, sugar and overly processed foods. A positive masculine outlook is mostly hormonally determined. Also don't worry about the balding. Get in shape a little and start doing something productive and everything will be fine.

When you got out of the pit in a year or so, go and forgive your parents. They are just as broken as you are and couldn't help themselves. Do it like "The following things you did really damaged me and made me resent you:… I do not wan't to cling to resentment any longer, so I forgive you." Don't get into a discussion or expect them to apologize or even understand. Just say your part and be done with it.

If you fall again and then hate yourself for it, that just shows that you still try to build on your own strength and have not enough trust in God. You will always fall if you begin to trust in your own devices. There is literally nothing Good you can do by yourself, so don't hate or be surprised. If you start feeling down: Relax! Look inward what it is that is bothering you without judging it. No matter how banal or extreme or depraved or evil it is. Then tell or show God exactly what is on your mind and ask him for help. Just give it into His Hand. No thinking. No effort on your part. And don't forget to thank Him, too. You still feel guilty about your depravity, so He hasn't given up on you. Good luck!

>>856234

I can relate to your story OP, i was also very close to becoming a deluded tranny as well. I know what AGP is, since i used to have it, I used to pretend to be a woman online for years and i'd have devastating relationships with men while pretending to be a woman, it was very perverse. Eventually i got over it, and accepted myself and stopped pretending to be a woman online, i never considered transition because of the harm to my biology. I don't have any masculine hobbies or interests, i mostly read, play games and watch youtube videos. I feel like the AGP mindset is brought on by repetitious delusions of being able to be a women which is not particle, just like other perversions you have to remind yourself that it's wrong and to not let those thoughts in your mind.

My advice to you is to accept yourself as an regular man who is unmasculine man, there are times when men need to cultivate "feminine" qualities to be good fathers. Also get help for your Childhood trauma, it doesn't have to be therapy, you can learn to solve it on your own.

>Colossians 3:19 Husbands, love your wives, and do not be harsh with them.

>1 Timothy 2:8 I desire then that in every place the men should pray, lifting holy hands without anger or quarreling;

Anon, there are nothing wrong with being "unmanly". And becoming a tranny wouldn't make your problems go away. Whatever is going in your life right now needs to be adressed directly rather than hiding from it in your tranny fantasies.

Again, it's alright to not enjoy manly hobbies and activities, you don't need to be a dudebro. If you are unhappy about yourself, try to think what you don't like and how you can change it. If you choose a path of tranniedom, you will be the same depressed fat guy, only in a dress and a wig.

You mentioned your childhood trauma and abusive parents. Well, start with that. Think how you can overcome those feelings and move on with your life.

Honestly, look at post op trannies on social media. They are all emotional trainwrecks who are only a step away from 41% themselves. You really want this life? Because let's be honest, you will never become a qt anime catgirl.