I am befuddled by Op's question. Is this question about Matthew 18:33-34 ??
<33 Then his lord called him; and said to him: Thou wicked servant, I forgave thee all the debt, because thou besoughtest me:
<34 And his lord being angry delivered him to the tormentors till he paid all that was owing to him.
This is about forgiving the sins of those who have sinned against you. It's in the Lords Prayer: "Forgive us our Trespasses as we forgive those who trespassed against us"
I often struggle with this. I don't like what some people have done to me but I think I've forgiven them.
>Christ & God
Kinda redundant. Is this meant to be Christ and God the Father?