Let’s discuss vows.
In a state of self-disappointment I made a permanent vow to never watch porn again. That was 6 months ago. Specifically, I couldn’t visit porn sites, red boards, or google/YouTube explicit porn material. So far, I’ve kept that vow, though there are still ways for arousing material to creep in, such as on blue boards, TV, etc. My porn habit has definitely been cut down, but I still have trouble masturbating. I’m not sure if I regret this vow or not, and I’ve made several other related vows that I’ve kept, though they were temporary. I’m not sure if I should go all in and start making more, stronger vows, or refrain from doing any more. Vows of omission are easier, but permanence does scare me. Yet, I’m not sure if I would be moved to make a vow every morning, or after whatever temporary interval I choose. I see so much potential through vows, but they are dangerous, especially when poorly thought out. I think it would better to be without vows, but could they be used for improvement so that we can someday go without them and be better through them?
Thoughts?