>>786314
>You again?
Yep. I'll be here forever.
>You again? How many times do we have to tell you that we will never condone you trying to turn yourself into a woman
Hence why I called myself a reprobate.
>Stop believeing (((satan)))'s lies and man up already
I've spent two weeks putting in 25lb shelves at grocery stores and taking the glass bottles of juice off the shelf and replacing them. Not as a stocker with a job that nets me social security - as a contractor.
>And stop blaming God for your parents' sins
Why does God blame me for becoming a tranny in the face of abusive parents who beat and abuse me, homelessness, and no hope on Earth or in Heaven?
Why didn't my grandparents baptise me after being given permission by my parents? Why did God tell all these people to keep me from him?
>And pray the rosary daily. I know you haven't
I just tried to teach it to my brother yesterday. I recited the first chaplet in front of him.
Teaching others Christianity - he's now reading the Catechism - counts for nothing I guess.
>>786324
>Yet you say that the hope of gratifying this wish is all you have… do you not think that possessing God Himself, the very source of all good, will be better than this?
I've seen God. I'm being told here I can't go live with Him as a tranny. This wish is all I have because God won't give me Heaven.
>In God is everything you could ever possibly want
Except the beauty of a woman, apparently.
>>786330
>It was not a sex change operation
I never said it was. I said Adam was created by God from dirt - he transmuted dirt that had no gender into male Adam - and then created Eve from male flesh by transmuting that male flesh into female flesh.
God took Adam's rib and made woman from it. God had to delete Adam's Y, because unless he had a genome with a Y to delete he wasn't a man. God would then have had to copy the X, or else Eve would have been XO and had Turner's syndrome.
Woman was made from man. It says so right in the Bible. If the soul is beyons sex, than it doesn't matter that Eve's sexless soul resided in Adam's body before the rib was removed and transformed into Eve's body.
God placed souls into bodies - he didn't do sex changes. Eve's soul was always destined for a female body, mine was not. I asked why God would work a miracle to make female bodies, then give some souls female bodies and others male bodies.
>God has given you this homosexuality as a temptation
I don't lust for men. I want to look like a woman and marry a woman.
>There is a lot of anger at God in your post
I feel crushed by God, not angry with him. I've done drugs, and I think I saw him and he told me to stop masturbating and turn my life around. During these experiences, it seemed pointless to fight God - His will was the final decision.
It's like being told 'no, you can't come,' and knowing you'll never be able to even debate with God about your rejection.
I'm whining and begging for salvation.
>You are already clearly living in a hell brother and we pray for your conversion
I've already been converted and have a drug habit I can't quit - being a transsexual. If anything, I'm angry with myself for being something that denies me Heaven, but I feel it's not my fault that I'm this way.
>Heaven and hell is the same place experienced by different people
Yes, that's what I meant by 'Heaven sounds like Hell to me.'
>There is so much you don't understand
I understand the beauty of God. I came to Christianity exicted to focus on Him, only to discover that He doesn't want me like I am.
>and you lash out at God
If crying over rejection by God is an attack against Him, I don't know what to say.
>Have you read the Bible where Christ says it is easier for a camel to pass through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to enter the kingdom of heaven?
I'm homeless, and God won't take me. I thought that verse referred to love of Earthly wealth/things?
>So God has already given you a gift and you blaspheme Him for it
What gift? Homelessness? A father who beats me? Exposure to influences that made me a transsexual? The life he gave me is shit.
The only gift God gave me was Heaven, and I can't have it apparently.
>Confess your sins before God almighty
I've stolen tons of booze and drugs from my Mom and Dad. My half brother let me stay with him because I was homeless, and I stole his booze. I had sex with my brother for years before finally swearing off homosexuality in 2015. I've said God was a shemale. I've condemned Pope's and excused my behavior because these Pope's were evil. I masturbated to CP once, over ten years ago.