/christian/ - Christian Discussion and Fellowship

>>538649

when and how did these phobias start?

Me too. Lets retake the holy land. Death to those to oppose us! Death to the unbelievers!

>>538651

13 years old but I started home school at 11 years old and I think that didn’t help

When you need a friend, Jesus is there for you.

It is a sin to take your own life, for how can you see if your life won't have some purpose, no matter how small, in the greater scheme of things to come? The sufferings of the present time are not worth being compared to the glory that will be revealed to you.

We are all suffering with you through this fall of mankind. Suffer onward and grow your faith and compassion.

>>538655

It so hard I can’t stop crying I can’t get up in the morning I have nothing but love for christ with all my heart maybe Christ wants me to end my suffering

try gradual exposure to your fears, a bit every day, then more and more. Tell yourself its okay to be uncomfortable for a little while and eventually you will adapt to it and the anxiety will fade.

you have to train yourself.

>>538661

Could as well say that Christ maybe wants you to perform endless satanic rituals and orgies.

It's time for a big change, anon.

>>538662

It not just that it the world all that was good is evil and that evil is good and I can’t stand to watch Christianity crumble to this degeneracy

>>538665

I read the bible and I pray every night I just can’t stand to watch the world burn I can’t stand to see the thing I love destroy

>>538676

From time to time the modern world (aka modern Sodom) also makes me feel sick beyond imagination. Maybe you could find a local group that shares your worries.

>>538668

It's only a temporary degeneration. Look at what happened in Russia, communists went full retard and persecuted the church horribly, now they are gone and the church is growing quite nicely.

>>538684

People truly scary me I fail at everything i tried, I can’t hold a friend or a job and I’m a burden to my family I’m truly better off dead

>>538693

As I said, time for a big change.

>>538692

Do you really think we have hope because I don’t see any of it

>>538693

Are you talking to a pastor about this anon?

>>538699

I’m to scared to leave my home let alone talk to someone

>>538696

I’m to weak you don’t know how weak I’m and pathetic I’m I can’t be help I’m to far gone

>>538702

Well then call.

>>538717

I can’t talk to people even on the phone it one of the reason I failed home school

>>538724

then contact them online. there are a zillion ways to reach out to ministries online, such as the Hopeline.

>>538727

I’ll have a try thanks

I believe the problem lies in your environment, OP.

Leave the degenerate West and settle down somewhere else that isn't degenerate.

The West had been very anti-christian lately, so much so that it seems as if it's being ruled by the Anti-Christ himself. They had made everything under the sky that is blasphemous permissible.

>>538730

nprb

https://www.thehopeline.com/gethelp

>>538733

I don’t disagree with you on that but I live with my parents and there going through bankruptcy so definitely not moving unless they kick us out

>>538708

>Go to Confession

Forgot to say, you have to be baptised (and if I remember right, a Catholic) for this, but it's a wonderful help.

Pray the rosary daily.

You also don't have the right to kill yourself, you're Gods property. If you do, you go to hell for eternity.

>>538747

I'm glad you decided to share your opinion when you don't know what you're talking about.

>>538747

>>538739

>>538708

I have a very strong temptation to rebuke your teachings but then again I don't want to derail the thread and start a poopstorm.

>>538649

OP I hope you get better. I don't know what to say to you that will make you feel better apart from emphasising the fact that our Lord doesn't want us to murder ourselves. Pray that your condition will be better and try to abstain from whatever is causing you to have these feelings.

>>538668

it's end times m8, was always going to happen

pray to jesus for more strength and go to church

>>538709

You are not too weak. The devil tells you to give up, that you are weak and too far gone. Yet here you are. Just be honest, be with good understanding people and show what you can do.