/britfeel/ - Feel Britannia

>>33620

Bit morbid la'

How do you reason with a SJW?

>>33624

You don't. Your only goal should be to trigger them.

>>33624

Post evidence and facts in an effort to convince anyone who might see the argument and don't get angry. You will almost never reason with an SJW so you just need to appear to be more reasonable than they are, which is pretty easy.

>>33621

The posting errors and shit have been fixed for now, so we should be able to go to 700 in this thread.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lJPgOG1UgZw

I don't reckon she's dead lads, we should all calm down and relax.

>>33629

>I don't reckon she's dead lads

What makes you think that?

>>33630

Just not feeling it, I reckon she's alive and all. She deleted her facebook because she was being harassed and likely is in hospital at the moment, the telegraph obituary is either a coincidence or memery.

>>33630

oh also, I just had a look and anyone can make a page like that. The guy that posted it was asking if he should post it in the halfchan thread to fuck with that guy, clearly a practical joke.

>>33631

>>33633

>clearly

I mean, it's not really that clear if most of us fell for it, and all the original poster said about it was >>33602 :

>>Shit lad, is that real?

>I presume so I've been keeping an eye out for them since her not being active on social media

In retrospect, he did "find it" and post it within an hour of it going up, and this was just after she got brought up yesterday, so the chances of it being fake are reasonably high. Was fooling us part of his plan?

As much as I'd like to kick that anon's head in for ruining my day, I really do hope it was just a tasteless prank.

>>33633

Shh mate, its real, she's gone.

>>33634

I assume that he counted on us making it look like it was real if the other guy was to believe it, he probably watches this board.

>>33636

Well if that's true, it backfired, because the halfchan nutter immediately dismissed it as fake, and we went full RIP.

Check out this African tribe lads. Half ostrich half nigger.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iaKuc_R5hn8

>>33637

Maybe someone should message her bf.

you guys are being silly she's obviously alive, literally anyone can make one of those posts.

>>33639

You really think he would respond to some random bloke on the internet asking about his chronically ill girlfriend who has recently been receiving online harassment?

Maybe it would be less creepy if someone just claimed to be from a WoW guild she was a member of, and that they were just checking to see she was okay as she had mentioned her illness but hadn't logged in for a while. I mean, that's not exactly a lie is it?

Alternatively, we could just do nothing and see if she comes back to visit in a couple of months, like she has done before.

>>33640

>obviously alive

I think the memoriam post has a good chance of being fake, but personally I'm not convinced she's alive.

>>33640

it's not unreasonable to think she could be dead, even without the memorial post

>>33642

That's what we need to remember. Real or fake, she has a good chance of being dead anyway.

>>33641

Go for it mate, message him if you can.

>>33641

Sounds like a good idea. He would know she was playing wow

>>33644

>>33645

I think it's a bad idea. Plus I'm pretty sure they're estranged or something. She said then were sleeping in separate rooms

>>33646

Because she's a fucking cripple lad, not anything to do with their relationship as far as I'm aware.

>>33644

I didn't mean to imply I was going to be the one to do it, I was just throwing the idea out there.

I don't even have a facebook account, I use other means to view non-public accounts.

>>33646

I think that's just because she was ridiculously ill and bed-ridden most of the time. I don't think they weren't on bad terms, they still lived together, she hosted a party for him and his work mates, she always referred to him as her boyfriend, except for that one time where she posted his face and called him "the wizard", which sounds like an affectionate term.

They definitely had a complicated situation though, I know that much.

>>33646

I think she had to have her own room as she didn't sleep much

>>33646

Is that not because she was living with her parents?

Can someone please Facebook him? I don't have one. And I need to know for definite. I've never had someone I know my age who's died it's messing with me.

>>33650

She didn't live with her parents, she moved to a different town with her boyfriend.

>>33651

What's his facebook?

>>33653

I'll Google him now. It's Luke something. Works on Star Citizen it can't be hard

>>33652

Pretty sure she mentioned living with her dad a few times.

So in work today, a 40 something year old guy I work with upon being told "you're not the sort of person I could imagine watching anime" proceeded to tell me about "the most hilarious porno movie i've ever seen"

It was a hentai about tarsan that features monkeys jacking off and mushroom people.

>>33653

I know it, but I don't really want to post it, A: because I promised her I wouldn't post anything I found, and B: he's not one to take basic internet privacy precautions.

>>33655

She has never said that, unless you can provide sauce. I've checked 192.com, which has the electoral roll records, and that confirms that she moved out and lives with her boyfriend, and her parents live together in a different town.

>>33659

Send a pm la. Screenshot and scrub information

>>33656

>revealing your animu power level in public

You've opened a can of worms now, this could be highly regrettable.

>>33661

I was talking to another co-worker about stuff, neither of us are particularly into anime, but he's a guy we talk about cape-shit with, so he was interested when he heard us talking about some show.

>>33660

>Send a pm

U wot? I'm not a mod/board owner if that's what you're implying. Is that even a feature on this site?

>>33663

No to her bf I don't know what they call it on Facebook

>>33664

Oh right, I already said I don't have a normiebook account here >>33648

>>33665

I've found his name from the RSI site just don't have an account to check. I'm genuinely taking this like the loss of a friend and I don't know how to feel.

>>33666

>I'm genuinely taking this like the loss of a friend and I don't know how to feel

I am too, I mean we've all besides any unfortunate newfags enjoyed talking her in the thread, we've had one-on-one conversations with her on here and in WoW, we've played WoW together, we've listened to her voice on streams, and we've heard her react to things we've said in the chat.

I sincerely hope she's still alive, but considering that some of her last posts were >>29580 and >>29582 back in late November, I'm not feeling particularly optimistic about it.

>put "dad" in the search field

>about half of the posts that contain "dad" are written by me

Why

>>33659

Pretty sure she was talking about her Dad carrying her somewhere because her legs weren't working.

>>33668

>>>about half of the posts that contain "dad" are written by me

I know that feel, I searched "boyfriend" a moment ago and almost every single one of the posts were mine.

She went on a trip with him to Wales one time, it might have been from then.

>>33670

>is she alive?

>I only need her for a raid

>>33671

It's discreet and I've never asked someone anything like that I thought it was polite

>>33670

>>33670

Its a decent message but maybe "we're worried about her" would have been better than needing her for a raid kek

>>33670

You should have just said you were concerned because she mentioned she was ill and hadn't been online in a while. What you said was really autistic.

>>33670

It lacks tact and sensitivity, but maybe he will simply infer that you're a generic WoW autist.

>>33675

Should I send another saying we miss her and want her to be safe?

>>33676

Yes probably a good idea, maybe mention you're not good at these things and didn't want to be rude/forward

>>33676

If you can't just delete the first one and rewrite it, yeah.

Mention that she hasn't been on for a couple of months, and we're all really worried. If he asks how you found him, just say she spoke about him and the things he worked on a lot not false, and we got desperate so we tracked him down pretty much true.

>>33677

This too.

>>33679

>pls respond

>>33680

>>33681

How will he know to reply if I don't press the issue?

>>33682

If he's going to reply he'll do it regardless of whether you say please, and they have been having trouble with the stalker so it could come across as suspicious. I wouldn't worry about it too much though, from what Lupus told us he's quite the autist himself.

He's not replied yet. Do I send another?

>>33684

N O

>>33684

No, absolutely not. There's a good chance he's gone to bed, or maybe he doesn't check facebook everyday. You will instantly become creepy stalker-tier if you send him another message, even two was pushing it.

>>33684

Yeah, I'd say one every 30 minutes would be acceptable.

>>33687

Don't even joke about this, you know he's autistic enough to actually do it if you tell him to.

I'm off to bed, please don't drop any spaghetti. Goodnight guys.

>>33690

Fuck off.

>>33690

Fuck off back to your cancerous general.

>>33690

remove trip

>>33694

>You will never be the lowest form of e-celeb on /britfeel/

We don't have IDs or trips here and I'm pretty sure most people won't like avatar fagging either friendo.

>>33695

Quickest way to get banned. Make yourself stand out blatantly.

>>33690

Britfeel was founded as a brit/pol/ offshoot but has diverged a lot since then.

/pol/ type posts are generally well received, tripfags however are not.

>>33694

You're welcome here friendo, if you post as anon like everyone else

>>33695

>>33696

I think it's important to clarify that it's not frowned upon because people won't like it or it'll get you banned, it's because it's a forceful attempt at pushing a persona/identity onto a group that for the most part have mutually decided to remain anonymous.

When somebody decides that they don't wish to be on the same level as everyone else, and that conveying their identity is more important than being one of the anons, despite not doing anything notable enough to require signs or proof that they are indeed the person they are claiming to be, they will be perceived as desperate for attention, disrespectful, self-centered, and very new/ignorant/opposed to the whole concept of "anonymous".

The reason why people like this aren't accepted with open arms, is because most of us have been around long enough to see what happens when you let identity-fagging run riot. Have a look at >>>/animus/ if you want to find out.

There's also the fact that a lot of anons are put off from joining or returning to a community if they find out it's overrun with identityfags. See >>>/feel9k/ , which started off as a reasonably active /r9k/ alternative, and then immediately got abandoned due to the BO's approval of a tripfag/avatarfag circlejerk thread. That led to everyone getting the fuck out, and now the circlejerk is the only thing left on the entire board.

>>33699

To add to this, if anyone wonders "why not just have forced anon?". Anyone who literally can't or won't voluntarily remove their trip (which we always ask politely) and need to have the option taken from them, doesn't belong here anyway. The option to trip is left on as a test of character.

https://twitter.com/islamlie2/status/693337504313925632

>>33702

stop memeing on us

Playing Metal Gear Solid 3. Does anyone know if you lose all your food at any point? I'm saving up a bunch of calorie mates and rations and I'll be kinda pissed if they all get taken at some point.

I know you lose your items at one point when you get captured, but do you reacquire them again?

>>33703

No it's really him. I can post unscrubbed but I think that'd be a bit mean

>>33704

I have no idea, but have you tried asking Snake?

Lads.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9zv7PcIkPR0

>>33705

Do it, just don't post his name. Ideally post a status he's made confirming her death.

>>33710

Jesus mate you censored his name twice but it's still visible twice as well

>>33712

>he shared the "Ban Donald Trump" from the UK petition

>>33714

he's a total lefty fuck, but that's beside the point

>>33713

I'm an autistic fuck up. Leave me be.

>>33714

It's definitely him, he's in the Raising Saurons Army group (and the only member)

https://www.indiegogo.com/projects/raising-sauron-s-army-marching-upon-minas-tirith#/story

There used to be another member…

>>33717

I knew it was only a matter of time before one of us lost the plot and died, let us be greatful that our comrade in feels was claimed by an illness rather than suicide.

Today I will drink in her honour, rest in pepparami you sweet autistic child of ours. RIP in peace.

>>33718

I don't have nearly enough wojaks to express my feels. I want the halfchan cock to stop posting her.

>>33719

If the guy who messaged her boyfriend deletes all the uncensored images, we can take a screen with his face still in and name removed and post it in the halfchan thread. He probably should know, really.

It's only really just catching up to me lads. Quite gutted, she was a good poster and her positivity did a lot to help people's mental states on here. I just hope you all maintain perspective and don't do anything drastic following this news, after all, we still all have eachother.

I'm just going to choose to believe that she told him to say that so the stalker would fuck off.

I'll live in my delusion.

>>33721

It's made me want to do khan academy again. Try and beat the last high score she posted

>>33724

>tfw mum asked why I looked so unhappy

>tfw can't tell her the only to be nice to me is dead

>finally get an email for online cognitive behavioural therapy

>was expecting a text or voice chat with somebody

>it's just a fucking prerecorded robot voice

Fuck this, fuck everything.

>>33726

wew sorry lad

>>33726

Why the hell wouldn't they get an actual human to voice it? That's just pure fucking jewerry.

>>33727

>>33728

I guess that's apparently all I'm worth, god bless the NHS, crown jewel of Britain. :4)

>>33728

>>33729

they used up the budget on translations for urdu, punjabi, bengali, arabic, sylheti, eritrean and other british languages :v)

>>33704

Food everywhere, don't worry. Eat animals and plants, if you don't know.

>>33730

Exactly, people need to stop being racist bigots and learn that in a multicultural society free of hate you're not entitled to actual treatment.

>>33731

yeah man, my issue isn't with a lack of food. I'm just an autist that likes to hoard the best items, in this case the best food. But I won't bother if you're guaranteed to lose them all anyway

>>33733

it's not an rpg mate

kill all the bosses by depleting their stamina

>>33734

>still not just telling me whether you lose it all

t-thanks anyway

Only took ten minutes to put my contacts in, a new record.

I wanted to be productive today but I have the most awful headache. I've been getting them really often recently.

>>33737

You're next to go. The new sick anon. It's a brain tumour.

>>33738

I've been crazy for years. I think if I had a brain tumour I'd know about it by now.

>>33739

my dad died of a brain tumor aged 45. He had it for years but had no idea, there were no symptons beyond migraines which were dismissed as nothing serious.

>>33740

Then I'd have no more reason to assume a brain tumour than anyone else. If anything, you should be worried, not me.

>>33741

>Then I'd have no more reason to assume a brain tumour than anyone else.

well you would, given the headaches.

>>33742

It's probably more due to the fact that I've been drinking every day for the past month or so.

>>33743

well, yeah that might do it.

Incidentally, my mum is an alcoholic. She's not dead yet though, so you might be alright for a while.

>>33744

Cheers, mate. That's good to know. I'll sleep more soundly now.

>>33747

This is what I don't understand really. This shit never sells, why keep funding it? Like I know the industry is full of SJWs but surely profit comes first?

I sure am glad I'm not a comic book reading manchild

>>33748

That pizza looks amazing anon. I'll look into the milkthistle in the future, but I plan to stop drinking so much after the end of next week so we'll see how that goes first.

>>33747

>>33749

marketers listen to the people who shout the loudest. That happens to be the social justice crowd. It's crazy that they haven't figured out that crowd never has and never will like comics, or videogames, or any of that stuff, so pandering to them is pointless.

>>33751

This is why I found a new hobby honestly, I reckon videogames are only going to get worse. Reading is much better anyways, and because it's been around for so long you could probably spend your entire life reading pre 20th century literature without getting tired of it.

SJWs in Oxford are angry because they didn't get the right to destroy a statue of Cecil Rhodes.

>>33753

Thank god for that, Cecil Rhodes should get far more recognition for what he accomplished, and what he dreamed of doing.

>>33753

Can't supress the Cess.

Fucking brilliant news, I'm honestly surprised they were stopped from doing it. I hate them so much, fucking reds. In my city all the antifa do are put stickers on lamp posts. Fucking scum, I hate antifa so bloody much. One day, I hope to kill an antifa. Then I will die a happy man.

>>33753

the real irony is one of the nigs who was a big part of the campaign to have it removed was ON a Rhodes scholarship.

>>33757

Ha. I've seen that link before. I honestly think I could rape and kill a dozen antifa and not lose a wink of sleep. To me, they are the lowest forms of human. I loathe them. Hate, hate, hate. Fuck antifa. Kill 'em all.

>>33759

There's probably going to be a lot more political clashes on the streets over the next few years, I reckon you'll get a chance soon anon.

I'm feeling a bit better at the moment despite the sad news we've had today. I hope you are all well too.

>>33762

>/pol/ taught me to gas the kikes and kill niggers

>…

>and I wouldn't want it any other way

feel a bit down lol lads

just want a cuddle

I got this email:

"Re: [Anon ?]

Hi, [Anon !]

Are you near London ?

woc"

Can anyone tell me what this means? I used to live in London when I was a child but I created this email account recently, what is 'woc'?

Nobody has personally emailed me before, I don't know anyone by this name, I don't give out my email, not that I have anyone to give it to. My first name isn't in my address so they've got my name from somewhere. The spaces before the exclamation and question marks are unnerving.

>>33765

It's a spam email you danghus.

>>33764

>lol

You never learn

>>33767

wanna cuddle?

>>33768

Bit gay lad, buy a teddy bear or something

>>33766

I thought that when I saw it in my inbox but I don't know how it got my name, and my link with London. Why would spam be emailing people 'Are you near London ?' I'm paranoid because I got out of London for a reason.

>>33771

Don't worry about it, they have all sorts of complicated methods of gathering data. Just ignore any of those emails in the future.

>>33772

Did a fucking Brazilian make this or something? The grammar is atrocious.

>>33773

can't you just rape one?

>>33773

> just wanna get ballz deep is some slag nom saying?

>>>IN THE NAME OF HER MAJESTY THE QUEEN, BRITFEEL

>>33777

oops, I forgot slash-int-slash is filtered because of the GETfags

What do you lads think of tiny houses? I'd love to live in a small house.

lmao lol halfchan britfeel is turning gay as fuck

I like it

>>33782

>jews won't shut up about muh 6 million

>horses suffered a bigger loss, actually made a postive contribution to the war effort, and don't utter a word of complaint

horses confirmed for better than jews

>>33783

let's turn Jews into glue instead

>>33773

>>33779

are you retarded or sixteen years old?

>>33785

neither, I am just a guy lol

>>33786

stop saying lol you memelord

>>33764

>just want a cuddle

I know that feel, I often feel really desperate for a hug and to be embraced, but of course it never happens. I've been making improvements to myself and my life for a year now, but I'm still just as alone as I was when I started.

I wish I could skip the bullshit and get straight to the part where I have a girlfriend, or even just a friend, but there's so much shit I have to do/overcome before I will even have a chance of meeting one.

>>33786

>this >>33773 entire post is fucking atrocious

>'myself is quiet'

you're a fag too, right? why else would you put (no homo)?

>>33788

>tfw you worry that if you get a girlfriend you'll be doxxed and harassed on britfeel

I was meant to be alone anyways

>>33790

Don't post about your relationship personally I would accept a single mention of it and then you never bringing it up again, and don't give out any easily personally identifiable information. How hard is that?

And don't try to blame us for you not having a girlfriend, you know damn well that the reason why you don't have one isn't because "some anonymous virgins might post some angry pepes and wojacks at me and tell me to get out".

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3424299/Neo-Nazi-gangs-daub-swastikas-BLOOD-protest-descends-violent-clashes-police-anti-fascists.html

what a fucking embarrassment, is England worth saving?

>>33792

Defeatists are worse than Muslims.

>>33792

Those skinheads are literal Hollywood caricatures. What a bunch of fucking untermensch. I don't really see the difference between them and anti-fa, all they both want to do is fight. How does behaving like thugs further the interests of the British people?

>inb4 muh PR

>>33794

It's the norm at all of these marches, or rallies, or protests. Antifa generally look like much nicer people, and probably are.

>>33796

>and probably are.

They are scum.

>>33791

I'm of the mindset that success stories should be welcomed. Provided they aren't just bragging and also that they don't start going on about it constantly. While I agree it would be ridiculous to say this board held back success because you don't want to upset people, it IS something people here might use as an excuse for themselves, which we shouldn't encourage.

>>33796

They're fighting for the destruction of their own people and civilization. It doesn't get any lower than that. As thuggish and abrasive as skinhead types can be, I at least respect their ballsiness, and at least they're not traitors.

>>33799

This. Those thugs are brutish idiots, but they're on the right side. Unfortunately they're not good for much else but violence, but sometimes that's what's needed.

>>33799

I think they are traitors. Support of Israel, democracy, unnecessary violence and alcoholism just to name a few things these people are about.

Do you think there are more violent, alcoholic, wife beaters in antifa or the skinhead groups?

Which side do you think has a lower IQ?

A genuine Fascist group needs to be created, that is against degeneracy of all kinds, not just that of Marxism.

>>33800

The right side? Whatever side they are on is not going to be carrying forward the white race.

I want to go downstairs and make a snack, but every time I get out of bed I'm overwhelmed by the sensation that someone is watching me.

>>33798

It's something I've been debating in my head recently actually.

On one hand, I really want everyone here including myself to make it in all the ways that one can, or at the very least be on the path towards making it, and to be proud about their achievements. On the other hand, I don't really want this place to become unappealing to those still stuck in the deep end of bitter wizardry, self-loathing, and normalfag envy.

Maybe I'm just over-thinking it and there's a happy medium to be found, or I'm just projecting a personal dilemma of mine, but I'm not sure.

>>33802

Keep putting yourself in situations where you feel "overwhelmed", and after each repetition the sensation will weaken until you don't feel it at all. I did the same thing with going into my back garden and eventually walking around the local area to overcome agoraphobia, the more I faced the discomfort, the less it began to affect me. And the more I realised it doesn't matter even if somebody is watching me.

Go get that snack anon, and tell whatever it is inside your head trying to stop you to go fuck itself.

>>33801

The working class has been systematically betrayed by do-gooder middle class leftists and a self-serving elite, their communities have been destroyed and made unrecognizable to how they were 5 years ago, let alone 50, their jobs have been sent abroad and those that remain undermined by cheap immigrant labour, they're constantly derided in all areas of public life and are basically the only group that it's still acceptable and even fashionable to mock. Is it any wonder they are the way they are? Their anger is entirely justified and they're letting it out in the only way they know how. I don't particularly like them that much myself but I can sympathize with them a lot.

Nobody's claiming that they're a boon to British nationalism right now (they'll make excellent foot soldiers in future, mind you, and you'll be glad to have them around if ever your neighbourhood is threatened by pakis), I even said above that they're an embarrassment, but to say that anti-fa, a group which are actively and willingly working to destroy their people and civilization - and whose ideology is exactly the reason these skinheads exist at all - are "nicer" is nonsensical. Why? Because they're middle class and probably have better manners when they're not busy smashing the white man? Because you could probably have a bit of a chit chat with them when they're not out attending refugees welcome protests? They're proud traitors; repulsive, despicable filth, worse even than muslims, and I'd see a thousand of them dead before a single working class brute.

>the huwhite race

We American now.

>>33805

They're the same as they were in the 80s. The rest of Europe have much, much more respectable people fighting for their country. I'd hope to never live in an area with the underclass, they're just as dangerous as pakis. Do you really think drunkards would make good foot soldiers? They clearly have no discipline. They will never pass on the light of civilization, they are not traditionalists in any sense at all. They are a net-negative on our country and I'd like it if they would never have children, they'd be h'wite but they'd be the lowest quality and raised terribly. These are the kind of people that appear on Jeremy Kyle. Sure traitors are worse, but the enemy of my enemy is not my friend.

>>33806

I never claimed they were traditionalists, and by the 80s we were already in late decline, so if you're implying I think that was some golden era during which they were in great shape you're mistaken. I took issue with the statement that anti-fa are in any way better than them. I do live around the underclass, I went to school with them and I see them whenever I go out; I had a few run-ins with them growing up, and don't get me wrong, plenty are cunts, but all in all it wasn't and isn't that bad. I've never lived around pakis, but I can say with confidence that if you think the underclass are worse you're delusional.

>Jeremy Kyle

I'm pretty sure the phrase "working class" now conjures up images of the clowns that go on this show for most people, and certainly most liberals - effective propagada indeed, but I hope you're basing your disdain on more than this.

The underclass aren't great but they're better than pakis and antifa.

I'm not used to being up at this time. My nephew woke me up crying and I think I might be developing an ear infection so I don't want to put my plugs in. But I have been trying to get up earlier, so it's a blessing in disguise I think.

>>33810

When did you come round to the right side anon?

Did Lupus' stalker find out she died? How did he react?

>>33810

>living in Bradford

Shitting hell, I would hate to live there. It's bad enough living near Rochdale and Bolton. My own town has its fair share of pakis but not as bad as those places. Walking round some parts of Rochdale is like walking around fucking Islamabad. I wouldn't go into some neighborhoods alone.

>>33814

I'm more concerned about the delusional "alpha" males than anything else

>>33812

He refused to believe it and thinks we've shopped it.

>>33736

Don't they bother you after fidgeting around your eyes for that long? If I take even 5 minutes I can end up with some irritation; thankfully I can do it instantly most of the time.

>>33817

Nah, they dont bother me at all, it's not that they get caught in my eyelashes or anything, it's that they just dont stick to the eye so im stood there poking myself in the eye for ages.

>>33820

>black people are more often thieves, pakis rape children, minorities commit more crimes than whites proportionately

>"It's not because of their race! It's because they come from poor backgrounds and are socioeconomically challenged!"

>poor people are less likely to get into university

>"Clearly the issue is a racial one! The richest proportion of the country are white therefore whites must all be fine! Help them poor dindus!"

>>33795

Y doe?

>>33811

When I lived round them.

>>33813

I've moved further east a little now but every time I can I aim to move further east. Keighley is that last industrial town before the eastern wilderness of North Yorkshire, too expensive if you want a BMW aswell innit bruv do ya get me?

Trailers are so shit.

>>33825

as in advertisements or caravans?

>>33826

Film trailers, it's like 90% of them are made by the same people.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-pBwIsVGaL4

>>33810

>raves

year 9 school disco doesn't count as a rave m8

anyone fancy a bum?

>>33830

Not really.

>>33830

faggot

>>33830

I'm kind of against getting aids

So this morning I was either visited by an alien or had a hallucination.

I guess i'm going crazy.

look

http://www.scribd.com/doc/43387323/Packwood-R-Memetic-Magic-Manipulation-of-the-Root-Social-Matrix-and-the-Fabric-of-Reality#scribd

>>33835

Are you sure it wasn't just a really vivid dream?

>>33836

I can believe it, I've noticed over the last year there have been way too many coincidences and memes becoming truths.

On a totally unrelated note, w-wouldn't it be funny if we all got girlfriends this year? Just a joke, haha. Please.

Lupus' stalker is downright creepy.

>>33840

He is, but he'll probably just kill himself when he realises the person he's been stalking has already died. Or just move onto stalking and pestering some other unfortunate girl.

>>33837

After it disappeared I thought that and tried to make stuff happen like people do in lucid dreams, or wake myself up by hurting myself but neither worked.

I was also mostly paralyzed while it was in my room too.

>>33842

>I was also mostly paralyzed while it was in my room too.

Look up sleep paralysis fam, your case sounds textbook

how is knife anon doing what are thing like atm?

>>33842

>>33843

>It is a transitional state between wakefulness and sleep, characterized by muscle atonia(muscle weakness). It is often accompanied by terrifying hallucinations (such as an intruder in the room) to which one is unable to react due to paralysis, and physical experiences (such as strong current running through the upper body).

>>33845

Fuck.

Does this become a regular thing? It better just be a one off.

>>33846

>>33846

I get it occasionally, you just have to remember that it'll pass and wait it out. It's only a problem if you let it make you panic.

>>33847

I wasn't even scared at the time, so it doesn't really bother me, I just dont want to fucking go through that regularly, it's fucking inconvenient.

Alien walked around my room then wiped my eyes with a tissue because they were watering a bunch, then went into the corner. I finally sat up and he disappeared.

I had sleep paralysis once, very briefly. I didn't see anything but I felt a sudden strong sense of, what I would describe as dread. It was very strange.

>>33848

I've never had it like that, but it can definitely happen; another common experience is having some malevolent entity kneeling on your chest or pinning you down in some way, possibly trying to strangle you, combined with a powerful feeling of dread as >>33849

mentioned; other people report seeing demons.

Crazy stuff thb.

>>33838

h-haha yeah britfeel girlfriends confirmed haha right lads?

>>33844

I'm doing well thank you

>>33836

I'm 50 pages in and this is very good so far. You could be forgiven for thinking it's a bunch of esoteric mumbo jumbo because it alludes to magic, but all that's meant by that is the capacity through introducing new memes into a society's sociocultural matrix, or "ideosphere" which can either destroy, merge with, or be repelled by pre-existing memetic structures, you can potentially change opinions, and thus bring about real, observable changes in the material world.

The challenge is constructing effective memes capable of bypassing the opposition's defensive ones. Trump is astonishingly good at this; he's a true magician.

>>33849

This is what I get 2-3 times a year, now I realise what is going on and wake up.

>>33853

>>33849

Are you lads on medication or something?

>>33854

Sleep paralysis is extremely common.

>>33855

Not him, but I've never experienced it either.

>>33854

Well it was the first time I had it and nothing has changed from my usual routine. No medication at all.

Was a bit hungover though.

>>33856

Everyone is paralyzed during REM sleep; your brain sometimes wakes up before your body if you're disturbed during it. It can happen to everyone - and you can even bring it about voluntarily if you so wish (astral projection) - but some people naturally just experience it more, for some reason.

feeling bigger by the day lads.

dead

>>33860

Dead tired more like, I've pretty much babysat my niece all day, plus helped my mum set up her new fake fireplace thing, not to mention disconnecting & reconnecting the entire TV set up.

Doesn't sound like much, but it's taken up the entirety of today, and it's been stressful.

Is the anon that plays sunless sea around? I've just picked it up on steam sale and it's pretty good so far

>>33862

Yeah, I haven't played it for a while though, fallen into a bit of a slump lately.

>>33863

slumps suck, I get caught in them and then realise I've not moved for a week.

Is it worth making a fallen london account to link to it?

>>33864

From what I can tell when I looked it up before, it adds a few additional quests if you do stuff on the fallen london site, but I didn't really feel like playing it so didnt bother.

It's incredibly windy outside lads. Gonna lie down in bed and do some reading.

>>33865

fair enough, I probably won't either, unless I start getting bored I suppose

>>33868

>>33869

this "triggers" me

https://storify.com/weev/duck-enlightenment-s-final-tweet-spree

Funniest stuff I've seen on Twitter ever.

>Trump lost in Iowa to Cruz

End it all lads, it's Nige all over again

>>33875

I don't know why this is a shock to people.

Were you expecting Trump to win in 100% of states?

>>33876

He had a significant lead in the polls. I know polls can be off but still

>>33875

Nothing to be worried about, the caucuses work differently to other elections in the USA and require more dedication from voters and like Nige a lot of Trump supporters are people who previously didn't vote.

>>33878

How many stated do this "caucas" thing?

>>33879

Just the state of Iowa.

>>33880

O-oh

So the rest just have a straight up vote, or?

>>33881

To my knowledge yeah, the rest of the states will do a regular vote.

B L U S T E R Y G A L E S

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>>33884

Why am I not surprised in the slightest that the people behind this are Jews.

>>33882

Assuming caucases are more "public" affairs, it could be a shy-Trump factor in play.

>>33884

they look disgusting

Down the line I really want to own a hobbit home lads. Not even a big LOTR fan, but underground houses like that are cool.

>>33884

They always push Marxist shit in their react videos too.

>>33884

watch them die

http://tfbsubscribers.github.io/?interval=200

http://www.livecounts.x10host.com/?channel=Fine%20Brothers%20Entertainment

This is so fucking painful to listen to lads. What a self-hating cuck.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8J59XD9x_Vc

49k is literally nothing but normalfags but I can't stop browsing it. I think I'm going to dedicate March to quitting 4chan.

>>33894

I go one every month or so, it's fucking disgusting. It's the same as tumblr.

>all these leftists celebrating because Ted Cruz won

Do they even know who he is or do they just see his name as "not trump".

Nobody has streamed in a long time.

Do you guys have any creative hobbies lads? I'm absolutely sick of video games these days. I thought getting a new graphics card would change things but I just get no enjoyment from it anymore, it's just become another way to pass my free time. I've been experimenting with writing a little, and might try and get into drawing and painting too. I used to love all that stuff when I was in my early teens and just totally gave it up as I grew older.

I found this post on /32/ in a thread about sexual psychology

>When you masturbate, your brain triggers the same memory stations that have been socio-engineered into making you feel all the bad stuff, shame, inferiority, homosexuality, or whatever it is depending on the fetishes you developed. This is how memory works, it always works by association, when you see the coka cola logo, all memory stations relating to that can be triggered, and you may become thirsty. If you masturbate with porn(this effect will be present without porn since the subversion lingers for some time) your conditioning is always triggered, this conditioning includes watching other men fucking women, watching women be degraded by other men, watching images of black men degrading white women, watching dicks, watching homosexuals, watching dominant women degrade men, watching other men fuck would evolutionary wise mean you are the lowest of low, and all of these actions in some way contribute that you are a submissive, conquered, beta male who does not hold dominion over women or other men. This is the psychological aspect of masturbation.

>Again, stop watching porn and only masturbate about once a week or so, when you refrain from masturbating, your sexual drive starts to build up, presenting itself in assertiveness and masculinity. This is the biological aspect of masturbation. There is a difference too, not masturbating alerts your brain that you are without a mate, this will make you more willing to combat other men, this will make you more willing to go find a girlfriend or talk to the girl at school, this will make you more revolved around gender roles. Masturbating daily to porn only creates a desire for the feeling of sex itself, not the meaning behind it(social/gender).

Thoughts? Do you think it's true?

>>33900

>your brain triggers the same memory stations that have been socio-engineered into making you feel all the bad stuff

Sounds like pseudo science. The proper scientific argument against masturbation is that it triggers your reward/pleasure centre, and over stimulation of it will make less effective. Either the hormone (dopamine) will be produced less synapses responsible for the reception of dopamine will lose some of their dopamine receptors. It's basic hedonic adaption, which is why I insist that occasional masturbation is healthier than nofap. It varies based on the individual, but I find once or twice a week is best for me.

>>33899

I've never really been one for hobbies or games even but as of late I've been looking into the local stand up scene and have being putting a few ideas down for a set

>>33902

That's really good anon, I reckon something like that would do wonders for you confidence. It's probably an indicator of good mental health that you're interested in something, too. Having no interests isn't very healthy I think.

>>33900

>Do you think it's true?

Yes to the first paragraph, but I'm yet to feel "horny" enough that I would be able to immediately overcome my social anxiety and avoidance, go through all the steps it would take for me to leave my lonely, bedroom-restricted life, and start looking for / hitting on women, or even throwing away muh freedoms and using a dating site/app.

So with regards to the second paragraph, I think avoiding porn and masturbating less (or doing nofap) helps, but it doesn't turn men into sex-hungry alpha males alone.

>>33899

I've been making music for 10.5 years, but I haven't really done it at all recently, or much at all for the last 6 years if I'm honest. When I fell into depression, my ability to always be inspired and have tons of musical ideas disappeared almost entirely. Despite the fact I've overcome the majority of the effects of depression years later, the drive to make music has yet to return.

>>33904

>>33903

I've always used jokes as a cover for having no confidence and it sounds pathetic but making people laugh make me feel happy even if it's for a short while.

>>33907

Is this some sort of new smug pepe variant?

>>33906

What if you actually are still depressed, but just not as badly as you used to be? If you're not on any meds, you should try taking 5 or 6 fish oil capsules a day for a couple of months and seeing if it helps.

>>33899

Usually draw for a few hours every day.

I really need to start making my own dinner for work. I'm spending £50 a month on this.

And I only have lunch at work twice a week.

I'm in need of some comfy lads

can someone post some comfy music, pictures, anything really

>>33908

I used to do this too, at least when I was in school.

>>33909

>What if you actually are still depressed

It's a possibility I guess, but I don't feel miserable, like life's not worth living, completely hopeless in myself, etc. any more. In fact I've been feeling better than ever recently thanks to all the self-improvement stuff I've been doing for the last year, but music still feels like a waste of time and whenever I try to do it, it doesn't excite me and I rarely make anything good. It's worth noting that despite doing it for 10 years, I never had a proper release or anything, it was basically just audio masturbation, so I kind of gave up any hopes of a career in it.

I could just do the "don't break the chain" thing and force myself to do it everyday, but like I said, I lost any hopes I had in a music-based career years ago.

>>33901

How is it not psychological cuckery though? Assuming you watch porn with guys fucking girls, you are watching, with satisfaction, another male having intercourse with a female that you desire. You're getting satisfaction from that, rather than something you want in real life. I do this and now want to stop, because it's only recently dawned on me what's actually happening. I've never really given it much thought until now.

I think I'll occasionally masturbate just without porn, like you say. That has to be infinitely better than porn but shouldn't drive me crazy like nofap would.

>>33914

>I think I'll occasionally masturbate just without porn

Why just occasionally?

>>33912

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3eILoQChD_A

>>33915

To keep me from going crazy with hornyness and so I can stick to doing things that are productive and actually benefit me.

>>33916

>relaxing

that's actually really cool anon, but it seems eerie and spooky rather than relaxing

>>33913

Get those records you really love out

>>33917

How will watching porn help with hornyness?

Why not just masturbate without it?

>>33918

Ah damn, I really like storms. I find them super comfy. Maybe its because I imagine myself sitting inside in the warm while the storm rages outside.

>>33920

That's what I said I'm going to do.

>>33922

My fault.

When you said "occasionally masturbate without porn". I thought you meant you were going to continue regularly masturbating to porn but occasionally doing it without porn.

>>33921

I like storms too, in fact I often listen to rain sounds when I'm trying to sleep.

I think it's the video that makes it creepy, that really dark street. I can't help thinking a negro is gonna jump out to try and mug me at any moment

>>33898

I just haven't played or wanted to play vidya much lately, and I kind of feel bad having people do nothing but watch me play a game for hours when they could be doing something more entertaining or productive.

>>33919

I do sometimes, I still enjoy listening to music, but I haven't enjoyed making it for a long time.

What age did you all start watching porn?

I started at about 13 which I thought was unusually young until I read recently that the majority of porn consumers are 12-17 years old.

I kind of regret it.

>>33926

I think at about the same age. I regret it too, but there's zero chance 13 year old me, or any 13 year old for that matter would consider the negative long-term implications of it.

If you had to guess, what % of guys in our age range would you say watch porn regularly?

>>33912

I always find American south music to be comfy.

>>33912

>>33928

I think this one was the national anthem of the Confederate states of America.

>>33927

90%+ easily.

About 20% of men admit to watching porn at work so I imagine a hell of a lot more do it at home.

Christ, I've seen people watching porn on the metro.

>>33928

>>33929

>>33926

Same age for me, I started with normie-tier stuff like anal, lesbian, milf, etc., and progressively got more fucked up and bizarre as the years went by until it was always absolutely disgusting or borderline/literally illegal-tier.

That is until last year when I made a conscious decision to not be a massive degenerate. I don't view porn at all now, unless somebody posts it in an otherwise not-porn-related thread.

>>33930

It's probably more like 95%+. It's crazy really, and unprecedented throughout all of history.

>>33932

Good job anon. I will achieve the same thing.

>>33910

How long have you been doing that anon? Are you any good?

>>33912

Here you go.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kH-kj6rkQWc

>>33914

I think that's a result of your own beliefs and insecurities anon. I try not to make a habit of watching porn anyways but when I do I simply self insert as the male.

>>33913

I don't think it has to be a career to be something you do everyday. If you merely see music as a means to an end that's one thing but surely you could still derive pleasure from it purely for the sake of creation?

>>33934

>surely you could still derive pleasure from it purely for the sake of creation?

That's exactly what I had, and lost. It used to be something I would always be itching to do, and I would stay up until the early hours of the morning doing it, but now it does nothing for me. I only wanted to have it as a career because I absolutely loved doing it, I was pretty good at it, and I was shit at everything else, but the fire/passion/drive feels like it's gone, at least for now.

I just don't know what to do, maybe I could force through some bad times and get back to being good at it now that I'm no longer depressed (I tried this many times while I was depressed and I just got frustrated). I don't really want to drop it completely, but I'm not sure whether that's just because of the amount of time and money I've invested into making music, or because I actually want to do it.

>>33935

Try doing something new. It will likely come back to you at some point in the future. Get into lifting weights or reading books or running or something. The combination of depression and pursuing something so fervently – with disregard for everything else – sounds like a recipe for burnout. Your mind is likely just taking a well deserved break from its former passion.

>12 years old

>don't have access to real porn but desperately want it

>don't want to search for it because it will appear in search history

>don't want to search "how to delete search history" in case my parents look at the history and ask why I want to delete it

>find "porn" by looking at a runescape video and going through about 30 related videos until I finally get to a 12 second clip because it had "xxx" in the title

>it was all just intro clips to porn with no actual pornography in them

>masturbate like crazy

>assume this wasn't on my search history for some reason

I was so fucking dumb

>>33934

Since I was a kid. I like to think I'm alright.

>>33934

>I think that's a result of your own beliefs and insecurities anon.

Maybe. Years and years of watching other guys fuck "your" women (how your brain sees them when you fap) has to have some kind of effect on the psyche though, which is basically what the /32/ post I linked above says.

>I try not to make a habit of cuckolding anyways but when I do I simply self insert as the bull.

>>33936

>The combination of depression and pursuing something so fervently – with disregard for everything else – sounds like a recipe for burnout. Your mind is likely just taking a well deserved break from its former passion.

That's definitely what happened initially; but I've had a year of self-improvement, been going for regular walks, and I've started using dumbbells recently too. This has already been a 6 or 7 year "break" at least, although most of those years were spent entirely in my bedroom and not looking after myself at all, so maybe they don't count.

>>33937

>it was all just intro clips to porn with no actual pornography in them

That's pretty much all there was outside of .jpgs and extremely low res videos off P2P programs, back before video streaming really kicked off.

>>33938

Would you be up for posting anything?

>>33939

>I try not to make a habit of cuckolding anyways but when I do I simply self insert as the bull.

This doesn't work. When you self insert as the man fucking, you remove yourself as the viewer from the situation. There is only you and the woman you are having sex with. There is no cuckolding because there is no 3rd party to be cucked.

>>33934

>when I do I simply self insert as the male

Isn't that his point though, a lot of us just sit here being content with the illusion of sex, despite it being a thing that almost every animal ever experiences multiple times in their lives.

>>33940

I remember some guy on halfchan many years back telling everyone what it was like trying to download porn in the 90s.

Searching through torrents, trying to decide what clip will be best entirely based on the title since there were no icons. Spending several hours downloading a 30 second, low res clip only to find out its a joke video that someone uploaded to piss people off.

I don't know if it's true or not, but it amused me.

>>33941

But you're watching the other man fuck regardless of what you tell yourself.

>>33941

I might if I find something to take pictures with.

>>33942

Yes, and that's why I don't watch pornography. It has nothing to do with cuckolding though. Watching pornography is counter productive, but it isn't cucking yourself. I swear, people are far too obsessed with cuckolding these days.

>>33944

Which would only be cucking if the woman in question was your girlfriend or wife.

>>33945

Neat.

>>33941

You're a cuck pretending you're the bull.

>>33943

>that experience

>90s

More like early to mid 00s, that's exactly what downloading porn on P2P programs like Kazaa and Limewire was like. The 90s were much worse.

>>33946

When you fap to porn, your brain perceives the woman as your mate. Watching another man have sex with your mate is cuckolding.

>>33947

You win anon, I am a massive cuckold. I just can't get enough of other men fucking my wife.

>>33949

so solo girl porn is ok?

>>33949

Seems like a bit of a stretch really. I don't think about fucking marrying the women see on porn. God forbid, that's the last thing I'd want with them. I'd do a lot of things with a porn star, engage (or fantasise about engaging) in a monogamous relationship is not one of them.

>>33951

I'd say it's an improvement but if you're usually inclined to fap to cuckoldry (men having sex with your perceived mates) or even more perverse stuff you'll probably end up going back to it unless you quit altogether. This is my experience at least.

>>33952

It has nothing to do with monogamy or marriage, it's simply a fact that you're imagining that she's your mate, your brain thinks she is, and you're watching her get fucked by other men.

>>33951

That's the male equivalent of girls who only do anal and consider themselves a virgin.

>>33950

First time I posted about it.

>>33955

I'm not sure how that has any baring on my insatiable lust for BBC anon.

>>33956

You said 'you win' as if there had been any argument at all.

>>33957

You pointed out my cuckoldry and I conceded to you, what's the problem? What you want to fuck my wife or something?

But seriously lads if anyone wants to fuck my wife give me a ring.

>>33954

>it's cuckold because you're watching another man fuck "your" woman

>but even if it's a woman on her own it's still cuckold because…uh….

>>33959

>not giving us your (or your wife's) number

Do you even cuck?

>>33961

1-800-CUCK-69

>>33958

https://youtu.be/nlmfFDhcs1c?t=78

The Joocy Swedish Autist of Nationalism is calling you to war, do you respond?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jCtypDIZipg

>>33964

Of course.

FVCKIN JUUSEE

>>33960

If a woman masturbates in front of you and denies you sex and the ability to touch her, she is mentally cucking you.

>>33965

I wonder when the UK is going to reach Sweden or Germany levels. I want to join a Nationalist street vigilante squad.

>tfw joocy elf will go to jail for assaulting peaceful rocket scientists in your lifetime

>>33966

>if your girlfriend sends you a video of herself, she's cucking you

>>33960

I'm the one who originally brought it up, and I don't think the term cuckoldry applies to watching a woman on her own - if anything that's femdom. But watching another man have sex with a woman you want to have sex with and whom your brain perceives to be your mate is beyond any shadow of a doubt cuckoldry, it's just more subtle because you don't think of it like that, especially since it differs slightly to the actual porn category of that name.

>>33968

Is your girlfriend sending videos to you?

>>33970

the point is it's the same principle

Think I'm going to attempt writing a short story soon lads. I've got a few ideas floating around in my head and one in particular would be suited to a very short (5 or 6 pages) length.

>>33964

Wait, is he not living in Sweden right now?

>>33975

He says in the video he's living in Ireland, and you can hear tinges of it in his accent.

>>33967

You don't think we reached those levels long ago? Our establishment is fully cucked by Islam. Pakis raped thousands of children and got away with it for decades while the authorities and media literally covered it up. The ones who were caught were just the ring leaders. Those girls were shared out among thousand of pakis. That's way worse than anything going on in Germany or Sweden.

I don't want to piss on your dreams anon but that's just how it's going to be unless Britain is destabilised by mass Muslim immigration like they're experiencing on the continent.

>>33975

I thought he lived in Ireland, but he said he was going to "maintain a presence on the beach" this Summer, so I can only assume he's in Swedistan currently. I hope he doesn't get arrested for this video.

>>33974

>literally resorting to smug anime face

confirmed for losing the argument