/britfeel/ - Feel Britannia

>>29274

I liked having physical copies when games on discs weren't just a steam code and the right to download a 60 GB day 1 "patch". And when they weren't complete shit.

I do prefer physical books though, I just don't read any more. All the books in my room are from when I was a kid, like Harry Potter, Goosebumps, Horrible Histories/Science, etc.

>>29275

God dammit threadslave. Thanks.

>>29284

I have all those books. Murderous Maths as well, which got me through part of my a-level, not even joking.

Is that autist in the other thread seriously going to spam 700+ posts?

>>29273

I can't deal with non-physical books, but I pirate almost all my movies and games.

>>29293

He's checking if the thread still breaks at 300.

>>29293

He's trying to see if it's possible to much further than 300ish posts without the thread shitting itself and refusing to let any more posts through, like it has done since the start of the month.

>>29296

>>29297

Oh, I thought he was going for 30k get.

>>29299

I mean I am a sperg, but I'm not that bad mate

>>29299

Nah, although technically he could be there until 700 if the threads are fixed, as that is supposed to be the limit.

>>29303

I'm just going to go to 301 if I can

>>29290

Never even heard of that series, maybe reading them would have prevented me from completely disconnecting from maths when I was in year 7 and spending the next 5 years just doodling in my maths book.

>>29311

boom

>>29308

I was always into maths as my dad's a maths teacher, so I liked them, if you're not a fan of maths they might not work though.

>>29318

Ah right. My parents are even worse at maths than I am, and I'm complete shit and count on my fingers, so I had no chance.

>>29323

I still count on my fingers, I can't do simple stuff, but the complex algebra and calculus and stuff just seemed straight forward to me, no idea why.

Gunna put a chicagotown pizza in the microwave and attempt to watch pixels, I cant wait to see how much of a pile of shit it is,

>>29325

That's weird I guess. I didn't understand a single thing the moment year 8 started, nor anything after that, so I had no hope with comprehending complex algebra or whatever calculus is. I went from being in the top class in year 6 to the second from bottom in year 10.

>>29335

it's just formulas, you put the numbers in and get the answer. I didn't understand why it was the answer, but it was.

So I wasn't great, but I could do exams and that's all that matters.

>>29339

Do you have a good memory? Mine was always appalling, I couldn't remember shit from lesson to lesson.

Then again I never did homework or revision, or even pay attention in lessons after year 8.

>>29344

I have the weird autist memory where I can do the most useless information but can't remember anything helpful.

>forgot to cut pizza

I'm up to 330 on the other thread, what does it usually crash at?

>>29346

Well it helped you in your A levels, so that's something.

>>29349

don't you do that when it comes out the oven?

>>29352

It usually goes painfully slow in the late 200s, and stops working completely in the 320s.

>>29354

true, not that I've done much with it since

>>29355

Yeah but I forgot.

>>29358

so you started eating it as one whole thing?

>>29359

I put it on the plate as a whole thing then brought it upstairs. Then I realised that I had forgot to cut it when I went to start eating.

I had to walk back downstairs and cut it. Was a terrible hassle.

>>29360

I've done that before.

>>29360

that makes more sense than what I was thinking.

Still have no clue what to get my Dad for Christmas. I spent way too long looking at ties, it shouldn't be this difficult.

>>29363

Does he do much cooking?

I hate alliance

>>29364

He doesn't know how to turn the stove on.

>>29366

That's a shame, kitchen gifts are super easy to get.

Does he have any hobbies?

>>29367

Nah, none.

Didn't get up until 12 today, which is 3 hours later than my wake up time for the last 3/4 days. I did wake up early though, but decided to go back to sleep.

Either way, I still haven't showered yet, and I only just had breakfast.

We've been really quiet recently.

Watching Jeremy Kyle.

An old woman is demanding that her daughter returns her Manchester United scarf.

>>29370

It is a little strange, I wonder if some of the more talkative anons are busy doing other things.

However, I am guilty of almost exclusively responding to other people's posts rather than coming up with anything to say myself. I guess that mimics real life, where I don't ever speak unless spoken to.

>>29370

>>29372

It feels like the recent technical issues have had a huge impact on activity.

Every time you ask if anyone is there, about 5+ people respond. We just currently have nothing to talk about.

What can we talk about?

>>29373

The 300 posts only really messes with the thread quality, i'm sure of it. Hopefully it's fixed now though.

Viper is satire right?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Lc_UuIVl7M

>>29442

They say that about every super shitty black rapper.

>>29374

>What can we talk about?

What's everyone having for dinner tonight? I've got a pizza in the freezer that I'm gonna put on now.

>>29451

I'm making those soft stuff tacos but I'm not even hungry

>>29451

Spaghetti bolognaise. Should be finished soon.

>>29451

I just cooked Spaghetti Bolognaise for my family because mum was working late.

>>29457

Seen a lot of that 'imaginary borders' shit on facebook as well as 'we're all brothers and sisters why don't we get along' shite too.

So the other thread seems to be messing up properly at 404 replies, with a few problems happening around 390.

>>29461

>he kept going

Nice work anon.

So the situation has improved somewhat, I imagine that's probably due to:

>Back pages are disabled to save on I/O write. Use the catalog to find threads on pages greater than 3.

>>29465

Yeah, I think we can get away with 380 pretty safely now. The plan is to switch over to a new system for the board apparently, it's in beta now, hopefully it wont take too long.

>>29466

Not sure I'll ever have a pet again after all my cats died. I get to attached to them. Maybe I'll get a nice comfy fish tank or something but nothing more.

>woke up at 9 am

>turned off my alarm clock

>just woke up again

Why am I so useless at waking up

>>29468

>tfw some of my fish eggs survived

Usually the fish just eat all the other fish's eggs.

>>29469

What time did you go to bed?

>>29470

What kind of fish do you have?

>>29472

Just a selection of freshwater tropical fish.

And lots of shrimps.

>>29469

Oh man, I thought I was bad, I did the same but got up at 12. Sorry to hear that Anon.

>>29469

I found that settling the alarm clock to go off every 20 minutes helps.

Sure, it's irritating in the morning but it definitely stops you falling back to sleep for too long.

>>29473

Never thought about keeping shrimp before. What do you feed them?

>>29471

midnight, so I slept for 19 hours, which is fucking ridiculous.

>>29475

I don't have an alarm that does that, I probably should get a new one, but I don't know what sort to buy.

>>29477

19 hours! The most I can sleep is 9, anything more and I feel like utter shit when I wake up. 7 is optimum for me.

>>29476

Just algae wafers and food flakes. Sometimes we get some bloodworm which they seem to like.

The shrimp just eat all the leftovers that fall right to the bottom.

>>29478

I do feel like shit though, my body just wont stop sleeping even though it should.

>>29479

miles better, still nowhere near normie level, but so much better than I was.

>>29479

Well I finished Uni and got a (terrible) degree, since then I've been sitting in my house doing bugger all and working in a supermarket freezer. Its not what I want to be doing this time next year, but I dont hate it. People leave me alone mostly, and its super comfy. I quite like the cold, and no one complains if I leave early/turn up late.

I'm definitely feeling better mentally though, the last year of Uni had my final year project hanging over my head which completely destroyed me, if anything I'm just glad to be out of there, even if I'm back living with my parents now.

Within the next year, I plan to learn to drive and get a job working in IT, even if its just phone based tech support. I'd also like to move out on my own in the next year, or even in a houseshare if it needs to be that, just away from my parents. That depends on the other two things happening though, because I refuse to go full time at the supermarket, and I couldnt afford it without a full time job, and I dont think I'll be able to work in IT without driving.

>>29479

>How is your life like now compared to one year ago?

my life has improved more in this past year than it has the previous 10

>>29479

It never gets any better, only worse.

>>29479

Significantly better.

I'm not an anxious wreck 24/7, I have a sleep pattern that roughly lines up with the day/night cycle, I shower multiple times a week, I get dressed everyday, I go outside on my own sometimes, I've been to a shop and bought stuff by myself, I have clothes that fit and look pretty good, I stopped eating chocolate everyday, and I'm in a pretty good mood half the time.

I was stuck in a shitty place for many years, it feels great to finally be free from some of the worst of it.

>>29480

I'll look into shrimp when I get round to getting a tank. They look cool.

I might get some frogs too. My uncle used to keep frogs. He was mad about them. He built a greenhouse in his backyard, put a pond in it and then filled it with tree frogs and toads.

He also had some salamanders, newts and two bullfrogs which he fed live mice to. They were really fucking horrible, they just sat motionless in their tank all day until something moved in front of them.

>>29481

Maybe you have a problem. Is this a regular thing? If it is you should see a doctor.

>>29487

They are, and they help break down some of the scum in the tank. Only problem is, they can be a bit of a nuisance when you're trying to clean the tank out, since I'd feel awful throwing a shrimp out.

It's crazy how their population spikes when you first get them.

I think I mentioned here about wanting to get a frog, but I never really got round to it. What kind of frog were you thinking of?

>>29489

Well done Anon, my next year should basically be what this year was for you, although I'm going to move into the city instead of to a different part of the country.

As for friends, there's some people I sort of know from Uni who live around there, and I think I could start playing board games a lot with them, which would be a good start.

>>29487

I've thought about seeing a doctor, the only trouble is that to get an appointment I need to ring my gp at 8am, and I struggle with phoning people and getting up on time, so right now I'm in a bit of a rut.

>>29479

still no friends, but I'm at uni (although it is mostly an SJW shatholemy course isn't too bad) and I got a bunch of medical shit sorted out, which was pretty great.

>>29493

>shatholemy

I have no idea what autocorrect thinks it's doing.

>shit hole, although my

>>29492

Is there no way of going down to the surgery in the day and booking one in advance? Like book one for say next week or something? Or failing that do you have anyone you could call for you? I don't think you have to call in person to make an appointment.

Also found this

http://www.nhs.uk/Conditions/hypersomnia/Pages/Introduction.aspx

>>29479

No better.

>>29492

Do you have a parent that can call and make the appointment on your behalf, and also drag your arse up there?

That's what my mum does every time I need to see the doctor.

>>29495

I don't think so, but I've not asked, I'll try and see if I can though.

>>29497

my mum keeps telling me I need to be an adult and so it myself, she doesn't really believe in mental stuff though, just thinks you need to pull yourself together and get over it.

>>29498

Yeah the Arboreal tanks look pretty cool, especially with some nice lush foliage in them.

>>29500

>No wanking column

>>29501

Honestly, there's a time in my life where I was happiest and I still wanked, it doesn't make a difference to my mood when everything else is in order, and I don't think I'd want to give it up when I feel pretty crappy as it is.

>>29502

lol I don't even do it that often anymore, my libido has nose dived recently. And I'm quite happy about that for some reason which is odd because I never felt bad about doing it.

>>29275

Dropped something heavy on my head at work today. Fussing from management and first-aiders when I reported the accident, then had to give details over the phone to the central helpline for it.

I hate phones.

And I hate having to sit around like a moron when there's work needing to be done.

And my head STILL hurts like 12 hours later. Forgot to take painkillers when I got home, because tired and hungry.

But I got a nap in, and some Fallout 4. Gonna binge it over the weekend, then start my xmas shopping on Amazon.

>>29503

*My damn autocorrect put lol instead of lol

>>29468

I know that feel. Having grown up with cats, it's hard to see another one in my life. Especially when I had the best cat ever.

>>29459

We don't get along because some people insist on being cunts. They're like people who go out to group dinners and insist everyone pays an equal share, then orders expensive shit and claims they haven't got any money.

If we can just get rid of the cunts and stop all the pressure for space and resources, we'll be fine. We'll get along, by not fucking seeing each other.

>>29451

Unsatisfying burger and surprisingly good frozen chips.

Mother filled the house with smoke again, and there wasn't enough wind to simply open the front and back doors and empty the smoke out.

>>29458

Enough with the tripe already. We get it, you're racist. Shut up already.

>>29506

It's not about racism, it's the fact that if theres potential in them to become terrorists after not being let in, there's potential for them to become terrorists even if we do.

Race also has nothing to do with it, we dont need any refugees here, we're falling apart as it is. If it was french or swedish immigrants fleeing a war in europe, I'm pretty sure most of us still wouldn't want them in.

>>29508

>>29507

>>29509

>>29510

>>29511

>>29512

I think the lad was joking.

r-right?

>>29513

Nah, he's posted here before. Not too long ago.

I'm pretty good at recognizing individual posters.

>>29513

can't take the chance and let a libcuck go uncontested lad

>>29514

just built a flatpack chest of drawers lads. Been meaning to get round to it for weeks. Was desperately in need of more storage space.

>>29513

yeah I've seen that faggot post a few times

I suppose we were in need of a new leftist to shout at anyways honestly.

>>29516

Here's the mod I was talking about.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_ZWxtlfo32Q

>>29519

Moddable games have so much potential for keks because of stuff like this

I remember seeing a Palestinian training video with funny music on youtube a while ago. Anyone have it?

>>29523

Eurovision beckons.

do any of you lads know any good gaming channels on youtube?

>>29524

I would love if it they somehow did end up at Eurovision. Just imagine, and now from Palestine singing Al-Qassim it's HAMAS.

>>29527

Lel, the resulting butthurt would be great. You never know, Europe is becoming more and more cucked by the day. It could happen.

http://www.haaretz.com/israel-news/.premium-1.589593

>>29500

I once kept two spreadsheets for a whole year, one for logging my wake, sleep, and day length times, and another for logging what I ate for dinner, what time it was, and who prepared it.

This was during the worst of my hikki days however, when I still had a proper non-24 sleep pattern specifically 25hr 4min 3sec on average, although it varied greatly, so the results were a bit mad.

How do you make yourself cry? I'm in the shit area where I'm sad, and I know I'd feel better after I cry but I just can't, haven't been able to for years.

>>29530

Watch this

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qgxki8_R968

>>29530

Depends how emotionally stable you are really, there was a time where I would cry everyday just from being overwhelmed by an avalanche of thoughts about how I didn't have any friends, or a girlfriend, or any future, and how I would never be "normal", or ever have those things.

I'd often be set off by films, TV shows, or anime featuring characters that had those things, and even characters that didn't have those things due to >tfw.

I don't really cry any more since I stopped watching everything, and I don't really feel a suspension of disbelief any more.

I don't recommend crying anyway, it always made me feel much worse than distracting myself with escapism, or more recently doing positive things instead.

>>29531

This just reminds me how clean the roads and streets used to look.

One thing that always gets to me is the colour of the roads, the one time I went to America I noticed it too. Roads used to be light grey and now theyre a horrible black-grey thanks to tarmac. It makes them look horrible.

>>29531

Jelly of all those people.

>>29531

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gvcS-Op3dMg

>>29500

Does meditating work? How do I do it? lad?

>>29536

It's more about clearing your head and getting into a better mindset than anything else, relaxes you and is supposed to teach you to stop overthinking, which is definitely a major problem for me.

A lot of people suggest apps and guided meditation, but honestly I find the best way is to just sit there and get the fuck on with it. The aim is to just clear your mind and not think, if you find thoughts coming to your head, it's not the end of the world, just tell them no and stop them in their tracks.

Honestly, I think the major problem people have with it is they want to finish their thought process, but you shouldn't. As a culture we have a massive hard-on for closure, wanting to finish things, think things through to the end, get annoyed when tv shows are cancelled, even stuff like not being able to stop watching something we dislike halfway through, or stop reading halfway through a chapter of a book. Meditation is definitely helping me get over this, and it feels very freeing.

>>29537

Meditation can be useful, but try to stay away from the New Age-y stuff.

>>29538

That's why I try to stay away from the guided meditation honestly, any online community surrounding the idea of meditation i've seen has been filled with bullshit, and they all really try and push the stuff. Meditation is a tool, not some sort of bonding experience or whatever they want to use it as.

What have you all done today?

I bought some more fish.

>>29540

Mostly just sat here, but I did eventually get up and do some work out-ish stuff still got no idea what I'm doing, I bet I'll be in agony for the next 5 days again starting tomorrow then had a shower.

Now I'm eating microwave chicken curry with microwave rice.

>>29541

And now I'm eating ice cream, eton mess flavour.

>this silence

>>29542

It's just me and you.

How's your physio/postural correction coming along lads?

>>29545

Pretty good whenever I'm standing up or walking around, but it tends to slip my mind a lot when I'm sitting at my PC like this.

I was pretty much half-lying down and to the side in my chair before I read your post.

>>29545

Pretty much the same as it is for >>29546 no issues standing or walking about. But sitting down I always revert.

>>29546

>>29547

Try to be consciously aware of how you're sitting at all times for a few days, after that you'll be on autopilot and sitting right without even having to think about it. Also, readjust yourself and move around as much as possible; even sitting with perfect posture is bad for you if you do it for an hour straight without moving.

Endless Legend is such a fucking great game you guys. 10/10 would recommend. Comfiest 4x in existence.

If a few people on here have it we could have a game going since it has built in text chat.

>>29545

I feel like attempting to pry my hamstring fascia apart is no longer working so I'm going to buy a lacrosse ball and try the rolling method.

>>29549

I can't say it looks like my kind of game, in fact it looks like it was made to incorporate everything I dislike in games.

>>29549

It looks really nice but i've never really played any 4x, I tried to do civilisation before, but I never really understood it properly. I just did what it recommended, so it wasn't that fun.

>>29550

That's what did it for me. The best way is to roll both legs to separate the fascia, followed by some deep stretching to gradually get the muscles used to not being stuck together. You're changing the shape of the muscles here so it might take a while to feel lasting results, but it's well worth it.

Protip: you can use the lacrosse ball on pretty much any major muscle; the more painful it is, the more it's going to benefit you.

This video has some really good examples: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hmPHGpNX0SI

>>29552

Same story here, I got Civ 5 for free and played a single "game" for a couple of hours. It was painfully slow and dull, and I didn't know what the fuck I was doing, so of course I lost.

Never played it since, I had no interest in wasting any more time playing a game I didn't enjoy within the first few hours when there are so many other games out there.

>>29554

Honestly, I really want to like them, I love stuff like age of empires and building giant civilisations in that so I see it as the next step in terms of complexity, but it just makes no attempt to explain it, I dont know whether I want animal husbandry or pottery, what the fuck do they do?

Normies are scum tbh

>>29555

>it just makes no attempt to explain it, I dont know whether I want animal husbandry or pottery, what the fuck do they do?

I know what you mean, every strategy (and even RPG) game is like that for me. Words, numbers and symbols don't go into my head easily.

I can't even into AoE though, so I guess I had no hope at all with anything more complex.

>>29549

I was looking into getting that recently. I'll be keeping an eye on it in the sales.

>>29540

did my work experience and worked out

>>29556

Literally lads, can't stand em

>>29559

>work experience

m8, are you 16?

>>29561

got to keep my bennies

>>29562

Oh, are you that one who used to count stock and has bad eyesight?

>>29563

yes

>>29559

>>29562

How did it go? I might be made to do something similar soon, but I've never worked in my life.

>>29549

I've got it.

>>29565

it's really, really, really dull. Rolling umbrellas all day or sticking 2000 labels on bags just leaves me with my depressing thoughts until lunch comes and I go eat my dinner alone in the asda car park seating. I have 6 more weeks left.

So not great.

>>29565

>>29567

plus when I come home I'm to tired to enjoy anything

>>29568

I know this feel. It's my biggest motivation for actually getting up early, I need to feel like I do something with my day other than move food between freezers and sleep.

>>29569

I've been getting up earlier as well, it helps.

>>29567

>>29568

Damn, that doesn't sound good, I'm sorry you're forced into this position.

As much as I hate being NEET, I'm pretty sure I'd hate working a job like that ten times more.

>>29571

This is the second one I've had to do. The first was warehouse work at the British heart foundation but I actually liked that. Everyone was volunteers and we'd have a kick around at dinner and drink tons of tea and unloads the odd vans.

I miss it.

>>29572

>tfw not a footie lad, don't drink tea, and can't lift

>not even getting paid

I would've hated that as much as your current one I think.

>>29553

cheers mate, ordered the ball and it should arrive by Tuesday.

>>29558

Noice, I'd definitely reccomend it.

>>29566

Decent, if one or two more anons buy it we could get a game going over the weekend.

>>29570

Same. Been feeling a lot better since I've been waking up at sensible times.

Woke up 45 minutes later today though, so I was kind of disappointed.

So bought endless legends and it seems okay, played through the tutorial. Going to try to play through a single player game tomorrow to see if I actually like it. Only problem is, I only get like an hour and 20 minutes to decide, as the tutorial took me like 40, because If I go over that I can't get a refund.

>>29575

I woke up at 10:45 today, which I consider a failure, although I did still have some time before work as I didn't start until 3 today, hopefully I'll do better in the morning.

I should probably go to bed soon actually, but I need to do some tidying first.

>>29577

>tfw bored all day

>intended bedtime coming up

>find really interesting 1hr20min video

>threads start picking up

>get hooked into various discussions

>completely miss bedtime and end up staying awake for another 2 hours

Every time.

>>29578

I sort of know that feel. I think bedtime will sort itself out if I just get my handle on mornings, because I know there's been times in my life where i've been able to function well on 5 hours, I just need everything else to be going well.

I also know for a fact that I'm a night owl, I'm happier and get more done at night, so I just dont want to give that up.

Out of hospital! Was out for a day, then sent back in. Gay as fuck. Had a lumbar puncture. And some other shit done. Offically now have lesions on the brain, and MS on top of the current stuff.

I think I should probably just end it now. Death is painless right?

>>29580

that's shitty, I'm not good with words, but I hope that everything goes as well as it can.

And we'd miss you if you went, but from what you've told us I wouldn't blame you.

>>29581

Aye. It's a real possibility at this point. I'm probably going to look into assisted suicide for the not so distant future. There's really no point in living if you're body's killing itself anyway.

>>29580

Does it hurt a lot getting a lumbar puncture?

It looks like it.

>>29583

Not when it's done right, it's uncomfortable more than anything, like lots of pressure. I had a nice white doctor this time, who made sure it was properly anaesthetised first. I had a paki junior doctor do it last time, and he numbed the wrong area and it was horrific, the pain is indescribable, it makes your stomach turn. But like I said when done correctly it just makes your back and legs feel a bit funny, OH and a massive headache after.

In other news, I just started Undertale. and did something wrong because I had to kill The Goat lady. And it's really bothering me.

>>29584

Undertale looks pretty good, how taxing are the little combat bits where you have to move the mouse around to survive? I'm not sure it'll be that good on trackpad ;_;

I forgot to put the filter and heater back on my fishtank after I cleaned it yesterday. I hope they all don't die.

>>29585

I've done it all with arrow keys, as I'm playing on a laptop too currently. It's been fine!

>>29585

>Post last edited at 11/28/15 (Sat) 10:57:03

Wat

>>29587

Thanks m8! How much is it?

>>29588

This shitty laptop likes to autocorrect my words at times. Changed undertale to undertaker.

>>29590

Why doesn't it just put a squiggly red line under the words and give you the freedom to change them?

>>29589

It's 6.99 on Steam right now, Well worth it.

>>29591

Because

IT JUST WORKS

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Can't wait to get off this pos

>>29592

wew lad thats cheap, thanks

Only just got out of bed to get breakfast, but I've been awake for an hour and 15 minutes, so it's not too bad. Still a failure though. I blame my phone today, the charger fell out so it run out of batteries before my alarm went off.

>>29576

No pressure mate. I find it really fun, especially when you play with other players. Let me know if you decided to keep it because 3 players should be enough for a fulfilling game.

>>29580

My thoughts are with you friend. You need to keep a positive attitude through this, optimism really can help aid recovery. That and lucozade.

>>29596

just eat some tuna and ramen noodles brah works 4 me ;4)

>>29596

I wouldn't like to be like that.

>>29596

Improves your looks

I made tea 3 hours ago.

It's probably cold now.

>some guy on youtube trying to tell me that once you accumulate 1 million USD in wealth the system is "rigged in your favour" and that anyone could turn it into a billion in their lifetime

>>29595

Cheers mate. I agree that Lucozade is the cure to all ills. Could well go for some of that orange flavour one tbf.

>you will never be this alpha

I love this guy. He's a walking meme.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DAWSJPCDbms

>>29604

>>29605

WHATEVER IT TAKES

CMON

>>29479

I'm a year older.

I think I might be drinking far too much water?

>>29608

2-3 litres a day is optimal

>>29609

I drink 6.

>>29610

Beyond madman-tier

>>29608

>>29610

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Water_intoxication

and now you know

>>29571

>pretty sure I'd hate working a job like that ten times more.

Actual jobs are nowhere near as bad as the shit they make slaves do. For one thing, employees can leave if they don't like it.

I'm fucking giving in lads, I'm going to buy some HS packs. I tried my best to hold out and I lasted like three months.

>>29614

I wish I was into the sort of game that had packs to open, the feeling of doing it is amazing, but I've just never found a game I enjoy enough.

>>29615

well on the bright side you save dosh. I dread to think how much I've spent on this shite.

Still, it will pay off when I'm a world renowned pro of course ;4)

>>29616

Well I've spent about £30 on the chests in GW2 over 2 years, but I dont really play enough of that anymore to think its worth it, and when Hearthstone first came out I dropped like 15 quid on packs.

>>29604

>gotta park in front. Gotta, gotta park in front of the no parking sign

M A D M A N

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>>29617

the problem with HS is it's really not worth buying any less than 40 packs at a time, I usually only buy 60 or I get very little satisfaction.

I actually performed above average in my opening, which is nice. Finally got some key cards to play freeze mage.

Hot dog stuffed crusts are degeneracy.

Hey guys let's listen to these dumb cunts on crippling anxiety and being unable to go outside.

The last one is great.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fAbI93RmP7k

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xrLQjuQGWlw

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SXRCN518ovM

What the fuck do they know.

>>29625

The only person I've seen interviewed that I actually believe has social anxiety is Harrison Ford. He almost never looks his interviewers in the eyes, he has no idea what to do with his hands and he always seems completely out of place.

Also, fuck Zoella.

>>29624

I once had the pizzahut burger pizza just to experience it. I trashed it after one slice it was just too degenerate.

>>29625

Wew lad that third one

I don't think they know what it means

>>29625

I've seen all of these before on my numerous searches for ways of overcoming social anxiety, cunts the lot of them. Seeing normie attention whores, who are by all means extroverts, claiming to have social anxiety infuriates me to no end.

Here's a video that someone recently linked on 8/r9k/, it's the only video I've ever come across and perhaps the only video in existence that contains someone with social anxiety to the same extent as myself in it:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WACeVniGlqw

>>29628

That was very uncomfortable.

What always gets me, and I think what really gives away these normies and shows their lies is the way they always say that inside their head they just wanted to talk, but just couldn't.

There's not want for that, it's crushing and soul destroying. The only thing you want is for it all to be over, for this situation to just stop. You're just frozen until they get too awkward to keep going any more and leave you to yourself.

I'd even believe someone who appeared socially competent if they didn't seem like a complete liar, because I know at one point I was almost there, and even now I'm better than I have been in the past, and I see it as a possibility, but they're obviously just complete normies trying to get someone to feel sorry for them.

Once again, they're just a bit awkward or odd. Once again, it's the Mark Corrigan problem.

>>29627

Aye. It's almost deemed cool to be seen as a 'hermit' to normies.

But a normies definition would be passin up drinks occasionally. Fuck them all mate.

Also. I finally got that vapouriser off my dad. Trying it out right now. I'll be honest. The pain is much less. But I feel stupid as fuck.

>>29631

My fingers are really cold, and my cheeks. Is this normal. please healp

>>29632

where are you, what did you do before hand, did this come on suddenly,

we need more details to tell if it's normal

>>29633

It's im on weed for the first time. and it's scary my insides now feel cold. I don't know if it's meant to do this

>>29632

>>29634

>tfw can't tell if anon is in genuine danger or just drugposting

>>29635

No please help. I have no idea what's happening. My dad said it'd help. But it's making me feel weird. But if I call an ambulance I'd have to explain why. I don't want to be arrested

>>29636

stop smoking weed, it can fuck you up mentally.

but not really physically so you're probably fine

>>29637

I feel better now. That was the first time ever. It was suggested to me to help with chronic pain.

>>29638

most people it works well for chronic pain for, but if you're predisposed to mental issues it can really fuck you up, but maybe it was just first time nerves.I dunno, did it help for the pain?

>>29639

It definitely helped for the pain. I didn't need to take any morphine this evening. But I mean it did mess with my head slightly. Literally spent the last 20 minutes googling the cunt who sectioned me last year. Trying to see of he was on LinkedIn or something. Also tried googling a guy I met in the unit. But no luck.

>>29640

I guess it's a toss up between no pain and being messed up in the head, as long as it's just googling shit that doesn't seem to harmful.

>>29641

*too harmful

can you edit on here?

>>29641

Nah it could have been much worse. I think I'll only do it when absolutely necessary.

>>29643

sounds good, I tend to stay away from drugs, my heads fucked up enough already.

>>29625

>sitting in your room in front of a camera talking out loud before posting it to a reach of millions of people

>"I-I have anxietyy!! ;_;

Why the FUCK do girls do this? Why do they think anxiety is some sort of fashionable label they can apply to themselves?

>hehe i'm like, sooo awkward! I have anxIETY!… it's a serious problem, you guiz.

I've been so close to leaping over the table and slapping girls senseless when they preach about their 'anxiety' to the group. Fucking attention-seeking cunts, all of them.

>>29645

not just girls that do it in my experience, but lots do, mostly the tumblr types that give themselves twenty different mental disorders and new pronouns. Which makes me want to slap them as well.

>>29645

>>29646

and the reason they do all these things is for attention

Talking of anxiety, mine's pretty bad at the moment. I've been combatting it for a while now and I recently went about 4 months without feeling it once. Everything in my life picked up significantly. I guess it's returned as a combination of the weather and assorted recent events. Anyone else had any success treating it?

Going to go to the gym in a bit, that's usually how I smother it temporarily.

>>29640

Smoking weed when you have a history of mental illness is pretty dumb.

>>29648

I can't even manage gyms, too many people, so I guess feel good you're doing better than me, not that that's hard, but still.

Dunno about anything proper to help with it, I find having something to do with my hands can help distract me, but I can't always do that.

>>29650

Maybe going to the gym could be a goal for you? I don't go anymore due to an injury I'm recovering from, but when I used to, I'd go very late; there was hardly ever anyone there, and I wasn't even so much as acknowledged a single time. People just keep to themselves and get on with their workouts. You can put your headphones in and zone out.

>>29648

>Anyone else had any success treating it?

Yeah, but it's taken many months, and if you're already able to go to the gym I'm not sure any of my experiences or advice will be of any use, as I'm not not even at that level yet.

I try to avoid sitting around and ruminating on my situation, or thinking about past events as much as possible. Every time I do though, I imagine those thoughts are made of glass and I'm smashing them with a sledgehammer. Then I take 5 or 6 deep breaths to calm my nerves, and make myself do something positive that requires me to move about, like going downstairs to make food, tidying an area of my room, putting clean clothes away, having a shower, going for a walk outside, etc.

If you're having trouble with doing any of those things due to overwhelming anxiety, I suggest focusing exclusively on sleep pattern and personal hygiene routine first, and basic diet stuff like not consuming chocolate and coke all day everyday, which will help prevent you from being really on edge 24/7 and get you in a better state of mind and body to start fixing things in your life.

>>29651

maybe, I live in the middle of nowhere though, so there's none nearby, I go for walks though, so I'm not too unhealthy, it's just hard to bulk or anything.

I've only ever played FFVII and FFX. Which other ones are good?

>>29656

4, 5 and 6 are really good, although I would recommend playing fan-made retranslations of the Japanese versions over the original American releases of 4 and 6.

The first one on NES is pretty fun too if you get a pdf of the manual and write down all the information from NPCs down in a notebook, but that might be 2 oldschool 4 some.

Regarding the 3D ones, 9 was pretty good from what I played of it, but I still prefer the 2D ones. I was never a fan of 7, and 8's battlesystem just gives me headache.

>>29628

I watched that before I slept.

I had the same reaction as Josh to the answer at 1:02:47.

>>29658

Me too man, it hit me hard. A lot of things about my childhood and teenage years resurfaced in my mind after he said that. It's definitely an area I need to explore more, rather than trying my best to sweep it all under the rug. I have a lot of learned behaviours and defense mechanisms leftover from those years that have only gotten worse, but they don't have any reason to exist now that I'm an adult and the situation at home has changed.

>>29657

Thanks m8, I think I'll give 6 a go.

cooking dinner and listening to relaxing music. Going to play a bit of persona 4 in a minute too. How is everyone? I am feeling quite good today. Things are going okay.

>>29661

Sounds nice.

I got up at 3pm, so I've only had breakfast and a shower so far. My grandparents and an uncle that I haven't seen since I was about 11 are downstairs he's a bald, loud, "blokey" bloke, I don't want to meet him, so I'm gonna wait for them to leave before I go downstairs and have either lunch or dinner.

>>29636

>>29634

>>29632

haha, you had a whitey.

Don't use so much next time.

>>29663

fuck off weedfuck

forgot to ask, how do i clear my wow cache?

>>29665

Delete all the .wdb files in /<your wow folder>/WDB.

>>29664

I'm just letting him know that he isn't dying.

>>29636

Also, you're not going to get arrested.

>>29668

>those little plastic cups

why?

I left my windows open all day, now my room is frosty cold. This is just awful.

WoW still down?

>>29671

i think so, mine just goes through the handshaking etc then just says disconnected

>>29672

This is frustrating.

>>29673

I want to level ;_;

Went out for Sunday lunch with some family today, was pretty good. Had a nap when I got in and woke up at 8, slept for like 4 hours. This might cause problems tonight.

tfw bubble bath

>>29675

Sounds like a pleasant day, shame about the nap though. I'll be having trouble tonight myself as I didn't wake up until 1pm, and I didn't get up until 3.

Why am I so tired? It's so early.

>>29678

take advantage of it and get an early night anon.

>>29679

I can't do that.

I'll lie in bed for about an hour before getting back up.

Anyone else sometimes peel cloves of garlic and just eat them?

My facial hair is starting to bother me slightly, I havent shaved for 22 days, but it still looks shit.

>>29681

I love garlic but that sounds weird as fuck

>>29683

I love garlic. Almost everything I eat has garlic in it.

If a recipe tells me to use 1-2 cloves, I'll probably use the entire bulb.

>>29685

You should grow some then, it's easy and requires almost 0 space.

>>29686

How do I do it?

>>29682

Why? is it patchy?

Is it still short?

>>29684

Yeah I haven't streamed since about July. All I've played since then is WoW, and I haven't even been on that for like a week.

>>29688

Bame?

>>29689

Nah, Noobasheck / tx81z.

>>29687

Get hold of some garlic seeds or sets, stick them in the ground around April, water them occasionally. Or if you don't have a garden you can buy some cheap plastic plant pots and some compost and grow them in a windowsill, you can grow them any time of year then. Just don't expect much growth in winter due to a lack of sun. And if you do try to plant them outside you'll want to dig a little patch for them to get rid of the grass and any weeds.

https://www.rhs.org.uk/advice/grow-your-own/vegetables/garlic?type=v

I would advise finding a variety that can produce fertile seeds, just to save you some money if you fancy growing them long term.

>>29656

9

9

9

9

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>>29691

Thanks m5. Going to try this when I'm off work.

>>29690

Ahh, you haven't been on in ages.

Well, there's only really 3 of us that play now.

>>29690

Those were some comfy spyro/tomb raider streams

>>29693

If you are anything like me you will feel a great sense of satisfaction watching them grow. A word of warning though, I have never grown Garlic but homegrown Onions are always stronger than the supermarket ones, so I imagine it's the same for Garlic.

>>29694

Yeah, it became a bit repetitive, not in terms of the game itself, but in terms of spending every evening of my life playing the same game. I'll come back to it soon, but I can't say I'm looking forward to being even further behind everyone than I already was.

>>29695

T-thanks, maybe I should do another one some time. I was just a bit concerned that watching gameplay with no commentary was a bit boring and perhaps a waste of time for everyone.

>>29697

I enjoyed it, it was fun experiencing old games I never got to play.

Yeah you'll be behind but I'm sure we'll all help you catch up, after all there is a level cap so there's only so far we can go!

How did I even find this?

Some people are fucked.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_96FHIdTSOQ

>>29699

I didn't need to see that. That was disgusting.

>>29700

I think he may have something wrong with him.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EybUhr3iOvU

I'm off to bed, I'm pretty hungry as I skipped lunch and had a relatively small dinner, but I don't really want to eat this close to sleeping.

Goodnight guys.

>>29702

It got too much, so I made and ate half a ham & lettuce sandwich before I brushed my teeth. Still fairly hungry, but I'll have to wait until I wake up tomorrow.

I want to watch this show I've not seen since I was about 9. But NOWHERE is streaming it. It's irking the fuck out of me.

>>29703

That's a bit much before bed, m8.

Was it here where the guy applied for a job and they emailed back saying he wasn't "right for the team" because he wasn't normie enough?

Remember them posting an image of the rejection email and haven't been able to find it in the past threads

>>29707

I don't remember anyone posting a rejection email here, maybe it was on halfchan.

Speaking of old shows, who watched bodger and badger?

There's a great episode I'll always remember where they turn a room into a rainforest /jungle setting, with a paddling pool of mashed potato. Unhurried

>>29709

Yeah I remember Bodger & Badger, it wasn't one I watched all the time though. I had a friend for about a month in year 2 who would constantly go on about it.

went on BBC News to see what degeneracy they're pushing today, wasn't disappointed

http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-northern-ireland-34963159

http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/blogs-trending-34945756

http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/science-environment-34960051

>>29711

>Targeting racist trolls by putting their comments on billboards

Some people are going to see this as a great honor and an award.

It will fail worse than ASBOs.

Went out and bought Dad some whiskey for christmas and Mum some chocolates, and bought myself some apple vodka to treat myself. Going to watch some trash TV shows and get slightly drunk this afternoon, play some fallout 4.

>bought wii game on wiiu virtual console

>looks like complete trash.

I dont know what I expected honestly

>>29714

Think it'll go down again before christmas?

curry

night

>>29715

I'll give it 1 more week.

>>29716

It actually feels like it's been a whole week for once.

>JRPG has British voice actors

>"LETS NOT LOSE OUR HEADS THO"

I don't know if I'm going to be able to play this game, might have to put it on weeb mode.

>>29718

what game is it?

>>29719

Xenoblade Chronicles, I've heard it's supposed to be really good, and this version lets me use the wiiu pad to control it.

>>29718

>>29720

WOT A BUNCH'A JOKERS

https://www.youtube.com/user/AwesomeRants/videos

this is hilarious

>>29722

Why the fuck does she have a patreon?

Is no one posting because they're worried we've past 300? Shall I just make a new thread now?

>>29724

Y-yeah, that's the reason, nothing to do with being unable to think of anything to say.

I don't think we need a new thread yet though, there aren't any posting issues yet. Didn't we find out it was fine up to 380 or so?

waheeeeeeey lads

aha also i love dick

anyone got any techy vibes?

>>29726

Finn, please stop using proxy.

>>29726

Shitposter BTFO by the wordfilter.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_kTBbTSjZpI

Feeling a bit edgy.

>>29728

what wordfilter was that?

>>29730

Is it either:

lol

lol

>>29731

nope, never mind

>>29731

nope, never mind.

Test

, btw I'm a cunt

It's so fucking frosty cold in my house.

>>29730

: + L = also i love dick

>>29727

perkele ;)

>>29738

Just search for "festival" in the search function.

That was the strange sheep man.

He said /britfeel/ was his first board ever.

>>29738

This guy?

>>23405

>>23422

>>29741

Most UK festivals are populated with SJW GAP-YAAAAAAAAH twats.

>>29738

>>29739

>>29741

tfw when I've been to 3 festivals

>>29741

Not the slightest bit surprised.

>>29743

How did you end up going to those?

>>29744

Just went with my Wife and kids.

>>29746

plz stop

>>29747

Just kidding.

Why doesn't avocado wash out in the dishwasher?

This is odd.

>>29744

a vain attempt to maintain friendships

>>29751

That's a sad way of putting it.

>>29752

It was. The last one me and a just 1 friend went alone it pissed it down with rain for 4 days and we had nothing at all to talk about, literal silence. It ruined my friendship with him really because until that point I assumed we really could have become good freinds and it was the opposite.

coincidentally it was the same weekend I read to kill a mockingbird cover to cover.

Really enjoying Jessica Jones lads, imagine having mind control powers, you'd live such an easy life.

>>29756

Enjoy watching your interracial porn then mate.

>>29754

Mind controlling is a shit superpower.

I'd prefer to tunnel underground and dig at lightning fast speeds with my hands.

Why do we have such cucked knife laws?

I get jelly every time I go on /out/.

>>29759

Because banning them clearly stops people killing each other with them. Oh wait, it doesn't. Just like how making it difficult to get guns has stopped shootings here. Oh wait. It hasn't. It's just stupid policies either made by idiots, or made by people deliberately doing what they can to make us an extremely passive population with no available weapons at all.

Pinch, punch, first day of the month. It's officially December.

>>29763

>tfw no advent calendar for the first time ever

Can't say I'm that bothered, chocolate really lost it's appeal to me this year. I don't think I've eaten any since spring.

>>29764

advent chocolate is shit anyway, just tastes like plastic