Hey Sierra.
It really feels like I'm talking to you now. I wonder if it had that much power.
I know this is weird, but I've seen how this bridge works before. So yeah, this may sound weird, but I can really feel like I'm standing in front of you. Like I can talk to you, and you know it's me.
We need more places like this. and like the one I showed you.
and we need to keep things between each other so that we can always reach back.
I'm not here to talk about that.
I don't know what love is. Or maybe it's not for everyone.
I just want to know how you're doing. I want to know what. I'm curious.
If I never creeped you out, and if I waited. I wonder if you would have been better than her. I don't stalk you anymore. No fake facebook accounts to look at your pictures.
I just made you the icon in my head.
Honestly everyone else was ugly. and I was in a box of nut jobs. come on…
I'm high.
been doing that a lot.
hate it. wish I never started.
my wife keeps me going.
wow. i guess I don't really have shit to say to you do I?
idk. sometimes I just feel like talking to you.
you were such a spunky classy cute kid.
god. yeah. ok. i guess I did love that about you. jesus.
my wife is such a drag. witch. always evil. always negative. always bitching about other women.
you're probably a lot more secure.
yeah. I guess I did love that about you.
you would have for sure broke my weak little heart. and I guess you did.
But I don't want you. maybe it'd be cool to talk to you.
but I don't want you. you got a kid. and I got 2. and I'm not really into romance.
you would have changed my world.
I don't feel like I'm headed for a good place.
i let this one woman sink me. and i just can't get over that. as naggy and whiny and insecure as she is. it's scathing. jesus fuck.
It's permanent. and it's like my eyes are finally open. I'm a human here and now and not some dark spirit waiting for the end of the world.
I don't want to be in love. I want money, and power and a fluid mind.
yeah. I think you would have blown my mind, but you would have broken my heart and moved on to someone else. That would have probably made me more focused on my career in time.
I'm a fucking chump now.
I'm a fucking loser.
tch.
Married to this naggy bitch cutting my balls every time i turn my head.
I never learned to make sacrifices.
and I guess I haven't settled on one yet. That's why I'm still struggling.
good talking to you. I hope to hear back.
I'm going to build another place again.
Yeah.
I know just how too.