How old are you anon?
There's nothing harder or more worthwhile than being a farmer. I would recommend against trying to so music for a living, but it's a good hobby. Get a wife and kids and try to build and fix white communities. Don't run away and hide like varg.
Again how old are you? Get a couple jobs, travel around, learn how the world works. Take a job as a trucker, a cook, in the oilfields, tree planting, etc. You'll learn what you care about and who you want to be. College isn't the place to figure that out, so don't go to college until you know who you are and what you want to do.