/2hu/ - Touhou★

My only driving reason to live is that I will live in another country away from all my problems once I graduate from Uni, so I fantasise about coming home to a loving Yuyuko to take the pain away.

I usually just hug my pillow until I fall asleep, but I don't ever talk out loud, just in my head.

>>56036

The reason I want to go there is because everyone I know here just uses me. Maybe if I go there I'll meet new people who are genuine friends.

I've got one good friend here but he's in another state and we only talk over the net, so where I am doesn't make a difference there.

Besides, I've never left the country before and would like to see a completely different culture and general surrounds.

>>56034

I've been considering it for the past three years, every single day. To be honest, the ultimatum I've presented myself is if I like life after a new beginning there, then I'll go on. If not, Gensokyo here I come.

>>56066

Hate to tell you this, but you're probably not going to get better after the move because it sounds like you're not assertive enough. You want to run from your problems, you're getting taken advantage of.. no matter where you go or if you stay work out a little bit, get some sunlight, nofap for two week intervals, and do whatever it takes to get a little extra testosterone in your system

>>56074

To be fair, I have become more assertive in the past few years. Though, not enough considering I haven't been able to keep a girlfriend for longer than 6 months and have trouble telling people to go fuck themselves when they want something out of me.

>>56079

>In what way?

Friends and family who only keep in contact for favours and the like.

My sister only contacts me when she needs to borrow money, my cousins use me as a glorified daycare when they want to go out and my friends only contact me when they need someone to drag along to do something and no-one else is available.

>You can meet new people where you are

Maybe it's just because I'm jaded from my history, but anyone new I meet seems fake and untrustworthy to me.

>Have you ever met him?

Yeah, we're childhood friends. We've known each other for around 12 years now.

>You don't necessarily have to move to do that

I've been meaning to get out of where I am for a long time and have been planning for this since before I started Uni. I'm dedicated to this.

>So you have depression right?

I don't know, I've never seen anyone about it.

>Have you tried any of that charity work I mentioned?

I worked at a Salvation Army (like goodwill) for a while and it just caused me more resentment because the manager was a hardass who didn't care about the charity as much as the bottom line. Most volunteers there quit within a month.

>>56085

>My sister only contacts me when she needs to borrow money

Have you ever thought about pointing this out to them? Roughly how much have you lent them?

>my cousins use me as a glorified daycare when they want to go out

Again, point that out to them and maybe they'll stop.

>but anyone new I meet seems fake and untrustworthy to me.

Every one is fake when you first meet them. If you're 100% you all the time even when first meeting someone then you might scare them away and people just want to avoid that. Have you ever tried going to a boardgame club/store? The people there are basically the stereotypical nerds but in my experience when they go to their boardgame club they don't hold back, they are just themselves and don't hide their true face. At least, in my experience.

>I don't know, I've never seen anyone about it.

Maybe it's just melancholy but take a look at this video and tell me what you think.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jNP4_z_nWY0&t=329s

Won't let me embed it.

>Most volunteers there quit within a month.

Sounds like the manager was fucking it up. Please don't let this one bad experience ruin your view on all charities, perhaps a different one would be better.

>>56086

Not like anything else is happening in this thread. And there are far worse autists derailing threads on his board than you.

>>56091

>I have become more assertive in the past few years

>I don't want to piss anyone off.

>>56079

>Hahahaha no.

Hahahaha yes.

It frees up a lot of your time, curbs porn addiction (and thus regulates dopamine), gives porn outlets time to rotate for new content, and makes the shoots you do make much more satisfying and makes them noticeably larger. That isn't even going into the nofap testosterone balances, that's just basic effects of your body retaining semen.

>>56155

>It frees up a lot of your time

Jesus dude, I'm not saying jerk off four times a day, just once in the morning.

>curbs porn addiction

Porn addiction is like coffee addiction, few few people get severe enough addictions to warrent real concern.

>gives porn outlets time to rotate for new content

What? You have the entire internet to find porn, use it.

>makes the shoots you do make much more satisfying and makes them noticeably larger

No shit your dicks been storing it up.

>nofap testosterone balances

Firstly, only betas and Xtreme body builders give half a shit about testosterone, which are you? Second that isn't even true, you lose a lot of testosterone after jerking off and it builds up again, with nofap it keeps rising causing you to become more aggressive and agitated which does go well with the extra energy you get (one of the few benefits). And I haven't even gotten into how impotence occurs earlier if you do use your dick and that testicular cancer along with other genital diseases are more likely if you don't use your dick. Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying everyone has to jerk off every day without fail just that you shouldn't go on /nofap/.

>>56161

>I'm not saying jerk off four times a day, just once in the morning.

Let's assume that you're used to it enough that it takes 20 minutes (I'm being generous here, if you're used to ejaculating sooner than that, you seriously need to visit a doctor). That's 140 minutes, 2 hours, wasted every week for something that gives you no reward except a mess to clean up. Distributed, that's twenty minutes a day you could be using doing push-ups or preparing a nice lunch/breakfast or watching an episode of a documentary to learn something for conversation. There's literally no reason to waste time for something just because it "feels good" when there's a whole world out there of other thinks that "feel good" that at least benefit you or someone else in some way.

>few few people get severe enough addictions to warrent real concern.

>just once in the morning

uh huh...

>You have the entire internet to find porn, use it.

Irrelevant if you've become so desensitized to the point where mainstream porn doesn't do anything. Lord help you if you end up gearing your tastes towards a niche fetish that hasn't been commercialized, and for the otherwise, have fun fueling the electronic jew.

>No shit your dicks been storing it up.

<Omitting the "much more satisfying" part because your body has been given time to balance its dopamine supply to go from a "meh" orgasm to a god-tier orgasm

<Somehow "no shit" proves me wrong

>Firstly, only betas and Xtreme body builders give half a shit about testosterone, which are you?

Personally, I'd like to think of myself as a body builder, but that's not completely accurate given that I haven't lately been focused on bulking lately in lieu of toning and cardio for weight control, but impersonally... Do you know how stupid that sounds, that the only people who care about it are people that are in short supply of it or people that are regulating it? The exact same thing could be said about weight, since whether or not you feel guilty about slamming a couple Big Macs into your maw doesn't change how much that's going to fuck up your body. If you didn't care about your health, then just go visit Gensokyo right now and save the rest of us the trouble, but evidently you either like living enough to want to reply or you fear death too much, but it would make no sense to prolong it then. Which are you?

>you lose a lot of testosterone after jerking off and it builds up again,

Yeah, which takes about two weeks for a full recharge. See where this is going?

>it keeps rising causing you to become more aggressive and agitated

What's the matter nuMale, afraid of actually standing up for yourself and not being a doormat? The increase isn't enough to warrant a loss of control unless you've literally never practiced self control in your life, and even then the people at /nofap/ believe that the increase cycles between low periods, so even that paranoia isn't entirely accurate.

>And I haven't even gotten into how impotence occurs earlier if you do use your dick

I'm going to give the benefit of the doubt to you that you meant "don't use your dick" and laugh at you for implying that firing the cannon in intervals is somehow less healthy than exhausting it and your zinc and amino acid supply.

>testicular cancer

Newsflash: eat fruit. Testicular cancer is just a meme excuse that you cucks like to use to conveniently pretend you care about your health one moment, but none of you faggots actually care enough about it to build a lifestyle that would make the chance decrease miniscule. Over-exhaustion is not going to help you more than regular control.

>just that you shouldn't go on /nofap/.

Nobody said that you stupid nigger, the exact phrase I used was "for two week intervals." You don't even know what you're arguing about.

>>56178

>2 hours, wasted every week

On something that is satisfying and relaxing with other health benefits.

>There's literally no reason to waste time for something just because it "feels good"

Then why eat tasty food, or spend time cooking a good meal, why get a girlfriend, why get a job (outside of the money) or watch a movie.

>uh huh...

If some one drinks a cup of coffee in the morning or a beer at night every night are they addicted?

> to the point where mainstream porn doesn't do anything

Firstly, nigga look around, this board is full of non-mainstream porn. Second, I'm not saying mainstream porn does nothing, I'm saying if you get tired of the same pics and videos then find something else.

>Somehow "no shit" proves me wrong

What? Retard, I was saying what you said was obviously true, not wrong.

>people that are in short supply of it

Yeah, there are far more pressing concerns that that person has with their self-confidence and self-image than how much of a hormone they have in their body.

>The exact same thing could be said about weigh

Yeah, like how there are people concerned about their metabolism despite the fact there are plenty of people who are in good shape despite poor metabolism. There are plenty or confident, muscular people who give 0 shits about their testosterone.

>Yeah, which takes about two weeks for a full recharge.

Lol, what? It takes a few hours to get most of it back, and at most a day to be 100% Now you're just pulling shit out of your ass dude, come on.

>afraid of actually standing up for yourself and not being a doormat?

Again, only a retard would think that they need to have high testosterone to be assertive.

>The increase isn't enough to warrant a loss of control unless you've literally never practiced self control in your life

Don't put words in my mouth fairy, put your dick in it instead qt3.14. I talked about agitation and aggression, just cause you can control yourself doesn't mean you're impervious to agitation. It causes you to build up unnecessary stress and give you a bad mood. For example, it's quite obvious that you were agitated when typing this post due to the pic, length and mean thing you say in it.

>even then the people at /nofap/ believe that the increase cycles

So you admit I'm right?

>laugh at you for implying that firing the cannon in intervals is somehow less healthy than exhausting it and your zinc and amino acid supply.

To me, this is the same as saying "you think you'll get stronger by wasting all your energy everyday at the gym pumping iron instead of conserving your energy and working out once a fortnight?" See how silly you sound? I recommend reading this post, going for a walk and letting my points gel in your mind before responding dude.

>zinc and amino acid supply.

Get more into your diet.

>Newsflash: eat fruit.

I don't care, I'm just pointing it out that it is true and nofap isn't completely healthy for you, it can cause harm.

>Testicular cancer is just a meme excuse that you cucks like to use to conveniently pretend you care about your health one moment, but none of you faggots actually care enough about it to build a lifestyle that would make the chance decrease miniscule.

>The increase isn't enough to warrant a loss of control unless you've literally never practiced self control in your life

Ufufufufufufu.

>Nobody said that you stupid nigger

One, that's irrelevant, this is like saying there is a huge difference between working out once a fortnight and once a few months. Either way you won't make much process at all. Second,

>That isn't even going into the nofap testosterone balances

You yourself mentioned nofap.

At the end of the day, there was a fellow fairy here who talked about his issue with assertiveness and what I'm saying is that he shouldn't concentrate on not jerking off, instead work on his lack of assertiveness.

>>56190

>Other health benefits

Like impotence, sexual desensitization, and zinc depletion?

>cooking a good meal, why get a girlfriend, why get a job (outside of the money) or watch a movie.

Every one of your examples fails.

>good meal

To practice a skill that would be costly to have someone else service for you and have a direct input into the nutrition your body is getting

>Girlfriend

A chance at reproduction and fulfillment of belonging and love

>A job (outside of money)

...Money. You said it yourself.

>Watch a movie

Aside from economy and socialization opportunities, I'm in agreement for that outside of non fiction or something to play in the background while doing something else.

Also noting you missed the obvious "Vidya" as well considering where we are...

>If some one drinks a cup of coffee in the morning or a beer at night every night are they addicted?

<Masturbation is a basic human need like drinking

Anything in excess and/or with regular psychological dependency is addictive. Would you really make the same comparison to justify smoking crack once a day as not being an addiction?

>Firstly, nigga look around, this board is full of non-mainstream porn.

Fairy the most deviant here is bullying NSFW. What gets posted here is just standard hentai with a limited cast of characters.

>I'm saying if you get tired of the same pics and videos then find something else.

Point taken.

>Retard, I was saying what you said was obviously true, not wrong.

Point taken.

>control yourself doesn't mean you're impervious to agitation

If an outside force is causing you to lose control of your own mental state, than the testosterone buildup wouldn't have realistically played a large enough role in preventing it since something outside of your body is actively working against you, and in such a situation I can't imagine that being a pussybitch would be a better option.

>you were agitated

You mistake condescension with malice.

>So you admit I'm right?

>Cycles between periods of low

Two angles here, one that I'm not advocating /nofap/ the board, but note that their beliefs aren't accurate to what you're saying they are, and that you outright lied by omission for what I said. You're doing that a lot for someone who complained about someone putting words into your mouth.

>See how silly you sound?

First of all, you don't know what you're talking about. Masturbation isn't conventional exercise that improves itself the more you do it. Second, yes, you NEET, your own example is more accurate to how exercise actually works; the body rebuilds muscle in it's resting after working out, hence builders rotate their routines. You're sitting there just yanking your dick every day. There's no leg day for that!

>Get more into your diet.

Point given; you previously didn't give a shit about your diet. Same reasoning as the testicular cancer excuse.

>One, that's irrelevant,

<What you said is irrelevant to what you said

Wut.

>this is like saying there is a huge difference between working out once a fortnight and once a few months.

Clearly you don't know anything about exercise, so honestly I don't know what you're trying to say with this... That there's not much difference between blowing a two week load and blowing annually?

>You yourself mentioned nofap.

>>for two week intervals

Lying by omission again

>what I'm saying is that he shouldn't concentrate on not jerking off,

<He shouldn't worry about inflating his tires, he should be making his car better to drive!

Coming from the faggot that wanted to explicitly point out that fapping every day was somehow okay, that's rich and reeks out of a non-conclusion desperate to save face.

>>56203

>impotence

I just explained that that occurs if you don't masturbate.

>sexual desensitization

If you jerk off to the exact same shit over and over sure, just move onto something else.

>zinc depletion

Again, just get more in your diet.

>Every one of your examples fails.

Not really, while they do have extra things that help make them more appealing, "cause it's fun" is still a good reason to do them.

>practice a skill that would be costly to have someone else service for you

Which is fun and satisfying.

>fulfillment of belonging and love

So for fun.

>...Money. You said it yourself.

<Doesn't know what the term "outside" means.

>socialization opportunities

So for fun.

><Masturbation is a basic human need like drinking

One,I didn't say that, two, are you implying that you need coffee/beer to survive? You have a severe addiction dude.

>Anything in excess and/or with regular psychological dependency is addictive.

I'm not advocating to do it excessively and you can have a beer every night without having an addiction to it.

>Would you really make the same comparison to justify smoking crack once a day as not being an addiction?

If they suddenly stopped doing crack would they develop withdrawal symptoms? Is it the only thing they can think about when not doing it. If the answers are both no then I don't think they had an addiction. Being compelled to do something and being addicted to it are two different things.

>Fairy the most deviant here is bullying NSFW.

Thank you.

>What gets posted here is just standard hentai with a limited cast of characters.

Hentai isn't mainstream, it's mainstream to know it exists,but not mainstream to jerk off to it. Like bondage stuff.

>Point taken.

NO FUCK YOU HOW DARE YOU AGREE WITH ME REEEEEEEEE

So this next part I had to read it a few times to get what you're saying. Cause it sounds like you're saying that if your testosterone is built up then it would only have a marginal affect on your behavior, yet if it is low then it would have a huge affect of it. Cause if that's the case then it really sounds like you're picking and choosing what you believe here like a modern day christian. You can't say it doesn't affect your behavior one way and does the other, either it plays a big role in your interactions with others or barely anything at all.

>You mistake condescension with malice

>noun: condescension an attitude of patronizing superiority; disdain.

>noun: malice the desire to harm someone; ill will.

No, there is maliciousness involved in condescension. That's why you're condescending to someone instead of explaining it to them.

>their beliefs aren't accurate to what you're saying they are

When did I say they agreed with me?

>Masturbation isn't conventional exercise that improves itself the more you do it.

What do you mean? I didn't say it "improves", granted, it does improve your ability in the bed, so it does improve. I said it can preventcertain cancers and impotence.

>rebuilds muscle in it's resting after working out, hence builders rotate their routines

Yeah but a muscle builder does go to the gym once a fortnight and do no exercise the rest of the time. A marathon runner trains every two days usually, not once a fortnight. I suggest understanding how to excersise right if you plan on fixing your weight problem dude.

>Lying by omission again

No, you said "Nofap testosterone balance" at the end of your post that didn't even mention the 2 week thing. You're just desperatly trying to make me look like a jerk to make yourself look better. So stop that, that's a form of bullying you know. Wouldn't want Tewi angry now would you?

>He shouldn't worry about inflating his tires, he should be making his car better to drive!

Lol, what? Are you honestly saying jerking off is as bad as not inflating your tires? Man you're delusional.

>Coming from the faggot that wanted to explicitly point out that fapping every day was somehow okay

It is. Just cause it upsets you doesn't mean it's a bad thing.

>that's rich and reeks out of a non-conclusion desperate to save face.

I felt the conversation was straying too far off topic so I wanted to reel it back in.

>>56214

>I just explained that that occurs if you don't masturbate.

Which is irrelevant because neither of us are talking about that.

>Again, just get more in your diet.

Again, it's funny how now you suddenly care about diets.

>just move onto something else.

Point taken.

>Not really, while they do have extra things that help make them more appealing, "cause it's fun" is still a good reason to do them.

"Good reason" is subjective. Murder and drug addiction can be fun to some people, but that's never a good reason to do it because there's other outcomes to it. Same with all of your other examples: each of them at least has some benefit besides feeling good, so they're all irrelevant.

>Which is fun and satisfying.

<Omitting that it saves money

>So for fun.

<Fulfilling the heirarchy of needs is the same thing as escapism

>One,I didn't say that, two, are you implying that you need coffee/beer to survive?

You're the one who tried to equate it to drinking fluids to hydrate the body, which, yes, is a necessity.

>I'm not advocating to do it excessively

Wow, almost exactly what I've been saying this whole time...

>you can have a beer every night without having an addiction to it.

Nice 180

><Doesn't know what the term "outside" means.

<You're not allowed to cite that what I said proves me wrong because I excluded it

>Being compelled to do something and being addicted to it are two different things.

No comment.

>Hentai isn't mainstream, it's mainstream to know it exists,but not mainstream to jerk off to it.

Nigger what? If people were uncomfortable jerking off to cartoons, then Marge Simpson wouldn't have appeared in Playboy. Unless you're trying to propose that there's some Advent Garde hipster cafe out there where all they do is masturbate in public, then I think that exposure and demand can safely be enough to conclude alone that hentai is mainstream as far as porn goes, especially with a generation fucking raised on Toonami

> really sounds like you're picking and choosing what you believe here

<If you say this thing that I say you say, then you would be wrong.

No you faggot, anyone with a grasp at logic would have realized that the entire crux of my point was to let the body build testosterone naturally instead of depleting it at unhealthy levels. Your comparison would only hold true if I advocated straight up injecting it, and since this is a good time to mention why you've yet to make any valid point and you've deliberately omitted my points in the past, I'm going to redtext because I don't want to restate this.

Instead of actually addressing what I've been saying, the only defense that you have is that the other extreme is bad, so the basis of your argument in defense of excessive fapping has been to try desperately to twist and pervert whatever I say to the point where it doesn't even exist in the same context anymore before addressing a few classes of it.

>That's why you're condescending

>>56155

I did. You tried to turn this into a debate and got rude, and I commenced turnabout since you're advocating behavior that's unhealthy because it "feels good."

>didn't say it "improves"

You said it was like exercise, so I'm holding it to the execution after practice of exercise.

>it does improve your ability in the bed,

AHAHAHAHA

>does go to the gym once a fortnight

>>hence builders rotate their routines

It's almost like in the cooldown for one group of muscles, they're working out others.

Unless you're advocating alternating between monkey spanking and shoving peas up you ass, there's no comparison.

>A marathon runner trains every two days

Notice you needed to word that so you didn't shoot yourself in the foot by saying "runners take days to rest"

<Someone whose knowledge of exercise ends at "bodybuilders go to the gym" trying to give advice

>didn't even mention the 2 week thing

I literally mentioned "the two week thing" in my first post on this thread and never betrayed that idea. You're blatantly lying at this point.

>You're just desperatly trying to make me look like a jerk

I don't need to make you look like a jerk; you're doing that on your own

>Jerking off is as bad as not inflating your tires?

Are you saying that actions on a small scale towards a larger goal should be ignored because a larger goal exists, because that was the point of the comparison.

>I wanted to reel it back in.

If that were true, then you would have stopped posting about it

>>56220

K.

>>56203

>Fairy the most deviant here is bullying NSFW. What gets posted here is just standard hentai with a limited cast of characters.

Or maybe some of us just keep our more deviant fetishes to ourselves. J-just saying.

>>56224

Post them here!

>>56225

Here's a few.

>>56226

>Toddlercon.

Pls post more, I have a plan.

>>56227

I'll do it later in the lewd thread.

>>56228

>Loli / midget

Was trying to go for a sort of deformed moeblob thing with the second one. Maybe should've used a yukkuri as an example. Both head and body versions.

>Futa / Trap

Picture's a trap, but yes to both.

>Yuri

Not just yuri, but female pov too. Best way to self insert as the girl.

>It could be worse, I guess.

Certainly. Most actions I'm into are super vanilla/loving stuff, but partner-wise I'm into anything really cute.