I know what I'm going to post might sound crazy, and cancer is known to make up posts like this, but it's the truth, at least how I understand it and hey it's /x/.
>Be me Christian
>Not always the ideal Christian, but do my best to do what Jesus would want.
>extremely paranoid, timid, and just fearful, in general.
>Ask God in prayer basically see into the future. Idea being that if I understand what is going to happen I can make better choices, prevent bad things.
>Not sure if it's from God, but now can get dreams of realistic events from my perspective.
>Multiple times these events come true to the letter.
>Has happened about…..6? times now and with about 6 months to even years delay. Plenty of time to forget about the dream and only when it come true realize that Iv'e been here before.
>Have zero control over it and everytime I try to avoid it it happens anyway through other reasons like typical story arc bullshit.
>Most of the time they're bad, but sometimes good or neutral.
>Tend to be in bits and pieces and NEVER have wider context.
Would be a really cool superpower if I could control it, or avoid the events all together as they tend to be bad most of the time. Really worried about them not being divine though. I don't want to go to hell.
has anyone experienced something similar?