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 No.49901

Sorry if it doesn't seem like this post has any sort of set point or theme, if it looks more like me rambling, but I'm just looking for someone who can "resonate" with me.

Lately, I feel as though my life suddenly had it's switch flipped and suddenly everything is being seen from a different angle, or tone. What do I mean by this? I've never been the type of person that gets frightened, sure, a movie will scare me, a jumpscare aswell, but I will usually laugh and brush it off, that is to say - I've never gotten scared past the point of entertainment, or triviality, that is until a couple of weeks ago.

I know this will sound like I'm trolling or this is a dumb story intro, but yeah, I was masturbating. It was like 2AM at this point, and I was out of my room to go get something to drink - That's when I heard someone whisper to my right ear, there was no denying it too, it wasn't a "Oh if I listen in closely it might be a neighbour or a tv or a noise that passes off as whispering". No, this was clearly a voice, a female's voice, and it was so fucking in my ear it might aswell had been inside my head. I couldn't make out what the voice said, but just the fact of some whisper on my ear was enough to make me shit my pants. I roamed my house for so fucking long, trying to find the source of the noise, then outside, then my brother's room and my parent's - Nothing was on, no one was awake, and no neighbours were doing anything. Nothing like this had ever happened to me, so as you might be able to figure, I was fucking distressed. I went to sleep holding a bat that night.

Ever since then, it's like my life had switched genre, I find myself constantly getting scared, at night I hear noises that frighten me to the point of me being unable to move. I constantly check behind me throughout the day because I swear someone is standing there, and I've been sleeping with a knife under my bed because I'm terrified at the idea of someone being there while I sleep, that combined with a bunch of other shit I'll do out of sheer paranoia that I've never felt before.

Anyone had an experience like this? Am I just being a fucking retard?

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 No.49903

I've had a couple experiences where I hear a voice that like, female voice as well, as if in my head or right behind me. On separate occasions, I have felt unreasonably fearful as well as if being watched. In my old house, it got so bad a few times when alone that I just had to leave the house. But these two things were never connected with one another for me.

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 No.49914

>>49901

Have you been spending too much time inside your house, OP? Sometimes it can lead to paranoid delusions (happened to me a few years ago). It could also be a brain tumor though, so I'd recommend a visit to the doctor before it gets worse.

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 No.49927

>>49914

Most of my free time? Yeah, but I also go out to do student shit, so I wouldn't say I spend -ALL- of my time in the house.

I guess the brain tumor sounds feasible, but without headaches, or throbbing pains or some other obvious symptom like that, I'm somewhat hesitant.

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 No.49936

Could be a demon. You should stop masturbating asap.

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 No.49983

>>49936

Good try /nofap/, but it doesn't happen nearly often enough after I'm done masturbating for me to feel like they're related

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 No.49985

>>49983

How long have you been masturbating? What could be happening to you know could be the result of your circumstances and your mental state. At the very least, there wouldn't be any harm in trying nofap for a bit.

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 No.50005

>>49901

Meditate

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 No.50015

Anon, I've had weird unexplained things happen during sexual experiences. I suspect it's related to sex magick in that sexual acts help "unlock" some sensory capabilities or otherwise do something to your brain that isn't acknowledged by mainstream science. Unless your isolated incident becomes a recurring problem, I wouldn't worry too much about it.

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 No.50028

Sounds like parasites. You radiate emotion and they stick to it and stimulate it. You must be absolutely fearless and accepting of whatever comes. Then you ask them what they are, acknowledge their response, ask them what they were before, and they usually regain their self-awareness and say "me" and disappear. Sometimes it takes a little more stimulation and you vigorously rub them while saying "HELLO" to get a response. This is all mental, of course.

I know it sounds like BS. I hardly believe it myself, but the most disturbing and intrusive thoughts will vanish like nothing, if they realize who and what they are. Just a bunch of lost souls tbh.

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 No.50145

>>50028

I fudged that a little. The idea is to establish what they are, what they've been, then who they are. Sometimes they vanish immediately upon recollecting their past. Sometimes they're a conglomeration and only partially vanish. It's all about inducing self-awareness and their freedom of choice by helping them think a little. They're stuck in a loop, overwhelmed by and reliving the same horror for eternity. They can't stop thinking about it and they can't directly face it. You must be fearless for them and yourself or they will never get past it and stick to you as long as you become part of their horror nightmare.

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 No.50146

>>49901

>Lately, I feel as though my life suddenly had it's switch flipped and suddenly everything is being seen from a different angle, or tone.

the winds of change are beginning to signal the calm before the storm.

can you smell the rain in the air?

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