I've been experiencing recurring intuitions that death is the only way I can go about satisfying my true metaphysical potential. I sense that I am trapped in my meat body and once my soul is forcibly jettisoned I will be able to metamorphosize into whateve

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Dark Elf 12/13/18 (Thu) 04:33:17 No.43627

I've been experiencing recurring intuitions that death is the only way I can go about satisfying my true metaphysical potential. I sense that I am trapped in my meat body and once my soul is forcibly jettisoned I will be able to metamorphosize into whatever it is I am needing to be. My thoughts always meander back to this conclusion during my meditations. Would it be wise to listen to these urges?

Dark Elf 12/13/18 (Thu) 04:41:52 No.43628

There is a very high chance that death will lead to nothingness. How do you feel about not existing any longer and are you willing to risk that?

Dark Elf 12/13/18 (Thu) 04:58:40 No.43629

>>43628

That is a non-issue because by body is mortal. If the soul is a purely materialistic phenomenon, all paths lead to the same destination. However, if the soul persists after the death of the body the manner of departure could be important for influencing its future. I hypothesize that utilizing a method that keeps my consciousness in maximum control of my circumstances will most likely aid in any transitions that may take place.

Dark Elf 12/13/18 (Thu) 05:52:16 No.43631

>>43627

DO IT FAGGOT

Dark Elf 12/13/18 (Thu) 05:55:37 No.43632

You are correct in your gut feeling. To reach any heavenly realm you have to shed your earth body and be born again.

But there are still lessons and preparation that YOU wanted before you move on. Killing yourself avoids dealing with this karma and might make you question yourself at death and end up dealing with the karma instead of moving on.

So its best to just play the game riskier rather than outright quit. Relax. You probably finished some stuff earlier than most. Flip your test over and wait for the rest of class

Dark Elf 12/13/18 (Thu) 05:57:17 No.43633

>>43629

You likely don't have access to the needed supplies and environments/dedicated peoples to facilitate a true ceremonial self sacrifice transition. The situation will present itself to you if thats what you really crave.

Dark Elf 12/13/18 (Thu) 16:21:19 No.43648

Put down the crack pipe for a week or two and see if those urges continue. If so, you might just be a tard-muffin.

Dark Elf 12/13/18 (Thu) 19:28:25 No.43653

>>43627

Satan is just psychically manipulating you kiddo. Stop giving demons handies and protect your no-no zone from the mindflayer's tentacles and you'll be fine.

Dark Elf 12/14/18 (Fri) 20:05:47 No.43688

>>43627

There is always time to think it over. The feeling comes to you when you meditate so just meditate on the feeling and learn about it's nature. I for a long time had voices and urges (just some nigger demons) telling me to bleed and to cut myself, to channel my pain around me and the urges escalated and was becoming very devious. A dangerous state of mind for both me and those around. I listened to them because I didn't mind and I wasn't sold on them being bad. In the end, whether it is your destiny to kill yourself or not, do not trust one side of your senses. Use every angle of your mind if you want to be sure that it's right. Either way it wouldn't hurt to wait a bit and gain a bit more from life