/x/ - Paranormal

What does having a child have to do with attracting spirits' attention? I can recommend you a good book on evocation, but it's probably not a good idea to try the rituals, especially at such a time. Have you ever heard of psychic backlash?

>>31515

I have heard of psychic backlash.

Why do you suggest it is a poor time to try the rituals?

I have attempted many forms of rituals and magic to no avail. Reached out to different beings with different offers. I have made myself open and yet I still here with a closed mind. No matter the training I'm not connected. What offering do I need to make to be worth notice?

>>31521

Thanks for the concerns and text, but I'm not worried. My point is that I have grown to a point inside that I have been willing and wanting to give myself up to greater forces for a long time. Maybe suicide is the easier answer. Some kind of ritual to show I meant it.

>>31528

>My point is that I have grown to a point inside that I have been willing and wanting to give myself up to greater forces for a long time.

I understand that, but I've never heard of a single case where that ended well. What I'm trying to say is that you shouldn't expect those entities to save you from yourself. You'll be inviting forces that are impossible to fully control, and you might not like what they do to your life. In short, you're asking for trouble. Is that really a wise idea? Especially with a child coming into your life? Whatever your problems are, there are probably better ways to deal with them than contacting spirits.

>>31528

I have to say if you are considering suicide and disregarding your childs life, becoming extremely low and depressed they may be manipulating you in ways you are simply to dulled to percieve or understand.

>>31533

>save you from yourself.

That's not what I want. I want to serve a greater purpose than simply reproduction of our race. Even if I raised my child to be the perfect human being, compassionate and driven and intelligent, they could still get gunned down in an alley by a no-name and neither will ever be remembered. It's not about the remembrance though, it's about the effect. I want to make a difference, and I am willing to work with any force necessary to do that. Do you understand me? It's not MY problems. It's the world. The universe. The universeS.

>>31534

I'm not considering suicide from depression, I'm considering it from a ritualistic standpoint, maybe even reincarnate into my own child. Something.

>>31542

>I have to say if you are considering suicide and disregarding your childs life, becoming extremely low and depressed they may be manipulating you in ways you are simply to dulled to percieve or understand.

Exactly this. You called out to ```anything, light or dark,``` and now you're considering ritual suicide. Get your house blessed ASAP.

>>31542

If you want to make a difference, become a doctor and start saving lives. But guess what, even the people you save will die eventually. Nothing is permanent, only change is.