In response to the first question, I generally smoke cloves or an occasional cigar, ha ha! As for the statement that "we are already dead" - this is my take on Freud's quote "The goal of all life is death." Each day we move closer to death. It is inevitable. Therefore, it is almost as if we are already dead.
For the other question - I deleted my videos because I thought of a few things to add / change. Unfortunately, I could not find a way to upload them in the same location - so my original links are dead. The videos are back up on my site however. Comments or criticisms are welcomed. I am relatively new to this board & to YouTube, so anything that can help me improve or just general discussion is much appreciated.
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCrW8sa1XB9Ffc-5edpr3VoQ