I was just watching her videos and reminiscing about the past. I was 15/16 when I discovered her channel and enjoyed her content so much. It was comforting watching her videos at night because it made me forget that I had to go to school and repeat the same mundane cycle. I was also really suicidal during that time period and a bunch of bullshit was going on in my life, so it was nice to just forget about irl stuff while listening to her sweet, soft voice.
I was really sad when I went on YouTube and saw her channel had been deleted in 2018, but I'm grateful there are re-uploads because they remind me of that same comforting feeling. I'm about to turn 20 soon which is really bittersweet to me because of how fast time has gone by and because I am in a better mindset than I was back then.
Wherever Agatha is, I hope she's okay and I want to thank her for making life back then a little tolerable.