/tenda/ - Tenda Spencer

I checked this board today after quite some time and I saw posts about me. And because I never had a problem speaking truths, I write here one final time to clear things up.

For a year I was the only sane person into a mental asylum. Literally everyone believed that Tenda doesn't have a wife. I was the only one who had spoken to him and knew he did.

I was extremely miserable at that time, at one of the lowest points of my life and he shared the same misery to a level that only another miserable married person could understand.

I got shamed by literally everyone, DAILY for a year. Even Kim told me "you believed what you wanted to believe because you didn't want to lose face admitting that a basement dweller schizo tricked you into thinking he is married".

So when I saw the obituary, it was really shocking. More shocking and hurtful was that he returned to China when his father was dying.

I have told Tenda in the past very clearly that if he ever abandons his brother for whatever reason, that's a complete deal breaker to me.

I grew up witnessing what schizophrenia does to the patient and I have genetic predisposition myself. He seemed to care for Tenma. He was often expressing concern and pain for Tenma's horrific living circumstances.

And now he either lives in NY or is back to China.

What does Tenma do? Rots alone and abandoned I guess.

I wrote that to him in a private message almost a month ago. He still treats me like an idiot contacting me from sockpuppets and living anti-WMAF messages in my channel which I ignore.

All of his attempts to make me jealous of his wife were fake stories. He is a true incel despite his marriage. I found this account and he got one bj in 2012 and another in 2017 and they were both duty bjs.

Also he is praising the genitals of other men online, which shows he is gay/bi and kept it a secret. Not that this would really be the problem, he has other way more serious problems.

I am tired of this guy. I am never going to be good enough for him, always something to bitch about, while tolerating a filthy piece of shit, that ugly chink who is literally human filth.

yea bitch, I know you read this right now, your wife isn't good enough to lick dog shit under my shoes.

I kept Kim safe here. You know all he did, you know I wasn't in love with him, but I froze the divorce process so that his skunk $1 whore mother won't abuse him again.

That's how I treat people and once I give a promise to protect and be there for someone it's THE REAL DEAL.

But please, go to NY to live above your means or even better, run back to China to drink yourself to death with that unshaven retard.

I have Aspergers and it shocks me every time how is this woman coping. You google Tenda Spencer and one of the first things that come up is "have my children P and warn them to stay the fuck away from WMAF".

If my boyfriend or husband wrote this to another woman, it would be the last time they would ever see me. Not out of hate or revenge. But because it's pointless to stay with someone who wants to have kids with someone else. They have already made their choice. They are just too coward to act on it.

She has no self respect and she will grow old and die without knowing true love.

So will Tenda. He looks legit older than my dad.

I was really serious about Tenda. I don't care if people laugh at me or don't believe me.

He is the one who isn't serious and doesn't respect himself.

If he truly wanted to be an artist and a painter above anything like he claims in his shitty portfolio, he wouldn't throw away his art for a woman who made him choose between him and his brother.

He made posts calling me lopfaced psycho, horrifically ugly and saying "my wife is here, never left me, I love her more than ever, she loves me more than life itself".

LMAO

I guess if we write it enough times, we may end up believing it.

Anyway, I wanted Tenda to confront his demons. To come to me as real him and tell me the truth. To say sorry and that he never stopped loving me.

But this ^ is science fiction from a man who chose to actively be subpar as a lifestyle, because there is no other way than lying to himself because he needs to lie to himself in order to tolerate his failed marriage and failed art career that sunk.

I saw someone here writing about me that I am twisted and hateful.

You have no idea how much. What you see on the internet is the tip of the iceberg.

I am the only person on this earth who was ideal for Tenda. No loving, kind wife/gf of whatever would ever spit in his direction. Let's be real here: you attract what you are, not what your delusions are.

Anyway, TLDR to not turn this into a novel: I am no longer affiliated with Tenda in any way.

He chose to be a fake parasite who abandons his brother and chose an inferior woman over me.

Good luck to him.

I find incredibly amusing the irony that I am the white demon unfilial colonizer and yet I support Kim every way possible, while that virgin fatass (because she is fat otherwise he would parading her) forbid Tenma and his dad to spend the night in their house and I am sure she threw sajiao tadrums and manipulated him into going back to China.

Tenda called me subpar prostitute on his 10 paragraph "I don't care" letter. At least I didn't sell myself for a filthy roof over my head in China and a bj every 5 years.

Tenda will never have the balls to contact me because he doesn't have the balls to even confront himself and his own feelings. He doesn't understand that irl you cannot be responsible for everyone else's happiness and sometimes you have to bite the bullet and break up with people dragging you down.

Tenda you always ramble about how much you worry for your future kids. Your kids will be retarded 1000% Asian looking losers because iq is being inherited by the mother and your wife has the iq of my front door.

The real problem is that you don't want to have kids with her because she is the truly subpar in every way, not me and you don't have the balls to admit it to yourself.

So I will make it easier for you and say it here instead:

You will never even find 1% of me in your wife. It's like comparing a skyscraper and a basement. I am undateable for the majority of people, but like you said "you have never felt more alive with another human being".

But of course, you are welcome to waste your life trying. It's the saddest thing I have ever read, trying to convert your partner into something they are not, just because you are a failed sugar boy and can't be with the real thing.

So to everyone here: this is my last post on this sub. I have massive goals for 2019 and keeping tabs on the man who abandoned his own brother, doesn't have the balls to admit that he still has feelings for me and needs to terminate his cancerous relationship and leading a fake existence overall is not among them.

Happy 2019

>>1947

Mark Twain once said: to quit smoking is the easiest thing in the world. I have quit smoking hundreds of times.

Well, same with shit posting anon.

>>1958

Excuses.