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and by the way, I'm clean

I don't do "drugs" anymore

not chemicals or pills

I smoke some weed.... that's all

and that's NOT rationalizing it

pots not in the same category at all

pot doesn't make you lose self control

it doesn't make you steal or lie

oh !! I drink VERY RARELY

I don't like alcohol..

it's a sloppy slobbish shitty second-rate garbage high

but..... if you don't overdo it

every blue moon

it's nice to have a

couple HIGH QUALITY

drinks with a good meal

don't be afraid of drugs

especially not because of

ANOTHER PERSONS PAST BEHAVIOR

remember:

drugs weren't the problem

HE was the problem

we all are

give him a break

he earned it

drugs were both a SYMPTOM

and a buffer

but that has nothing to do with the

scientific understanding of chemistry

Especially a realistic perspective on

recreational intoxication

versus a toxic relationship

you are him

partially

so forgive and embrace

FOOD.... just think!! FOOD!

GLORIOUS, DELICIOUS, SATISFYING FOOD

your favorite treats....

your personal tastes..

indulgence ahhhhhhh

but there are rules...

you must maintain

self control

or you'll end up a real mess

they'll need a bulldozer

to lift you AND the sofa

because parts of your skin

will have meshed with the fabric

same with anything that's addictive

WHY ITS OKAY TO EXPLORE:

Because unless you've actually tried something, you will never actually have any real perspective on it whatsoever

I've never touched a syringe

except the several times

I've broken the tips off

brand new packs of

insulin syringes

at friends houses

destroying all of them

And you better believe they got mad at me.. they were Furious

And I explained, "look, I can't stop you from running up, but I can damn sure stop you from running up tonight!!"

Any needle junkie will tell you the exact same handful of Lies they've been telling people for decades :

"it's because you get higher this way"

then later

"I swear to God I'm trying to quit"

and ultimately

"I don't want or need your help"

1: yes, intravenous drug use has a faster onset and stronger up front impact, but so does sticking it in your asshole... same exact thing...

And that stronger Buzz is relative, because the user immediately begins building a tolerance, and soon they can't get high at all no matter how much they inject into their arms.

This immediate tolerance phenomenon would not happen if they were snorting a line instead of slamming it into their arm

2: they're always claiming that they're trying to quit.. bullshit... you don't quit something by continuing it

Opioid junkies will bounce back and forth, trying methadone, then trying buprenorphine Suboxone or Subutex, then going back on heroin, scoring some fentanyl, then saying they're trying to quit, and they sign up at the methadone clinic, then once again they try Suboxone...

These are all opioid medications

When you climb out of the swimming pool, you can't dry off by jumping into the neighbors swimming pool

3 : "I don't want or need help"

lol bullshit.... remember number 1: ?

" I get higher this way " ???

well, I've already explained that they don't actually get higher that way, and it makes them unable to get high at all..

the reason people use needles has nothing to do with getting high, and EVERYTHING TO DO WITH SELF-DESTRUCTION!!

Everybody knows what happens when you start sticking needles in your arm

They can pretend they were oblivious, but they knew they were self-destructing

The only reason they allow the needle to pierce their skin the first time wasSELF-DESTRUCTION

plain and simple

It's a very melodramatic visually disturbing public statement, when you stick syringes in your arm

It's an obvious Declaration of self-destruction andanybody who's self-destructing is guaranteed to take you down with them

they WILL destroy you, too

Even people they love..

They are flushing their life down a sewer, and they WILL pull you down the drain with them

and the entire time, they pretend it's not a plea for help

These people have already made a decision how their story will end.. it's a downhill echelon, and they seek pity the entire way down..

Their very existence is nothing more than pity seeking at that point

To them, it's a dramatic tragic screenplay of Epic proportions, the Misunderstood self-loathing person who was forced into self-destruction by a society who turned their back on him

real douchebag shit

HE was his own problem, not drugs

YOU are your biggest problem, so am I

in fact, I dedicate this song to both you and your father

especially at 5:00 because that's where I dedicate the song to ALL LIVING THINGS, because we all die

and at 5:00 it's the themesong to a happy peaceful death

at 5:00, it's the soundtrack to a happy, soft, easy, peaceful death, ushered in from an opioid overdose

sure beats having half of your head opened up in a car wreck

https://youtu.be/VTkvgcHFy5k?si=DPCEKNW_Q4aTIKii

if you're afraid you'll lose self control on drugs

just remember that's YOU, not the drugs